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Schumann ~ 3/15/19 ~ The “Wave” continues (and a note on frequency and vibration)

 

are we literally riding waves now?  what could it mean?  the first night i noticed this was the night i had that intense experience that went on for at least 30 minutes (i shared it here earlier in the week).

i feeeeel a push – like a wave pushing (speaking in terms of energy of course) – a wave pushing upon the shore – finding its place.  according to wave progression, each one locates itself just a little bit further on shore than the previous – each wave being supported by following waves.  the energy of these waves gently but efficiently pushing each wave (which would be us – with the help of our BIG SELVES on the outside) until Home is found. another analogy – getting into a hot mineral pool (of which i will have more than one on my property)….you do it in increments – slowly working your way into that pool until aaaahhhh the body is read for immersion….

what is this indicating?  well i feeeeeeel we are being split apart based on our frequency (you can see this on the graph w/the placement of the vertical lines)- which is simply a measurement for a vibratory speed (vibration). yes we are getting out of this pit that has kept ALL of us stuck – at one frequency – trapped from actually EXPLORING and CREATING FREELY.  we get so caught up in defining frequency – putting so much importance on it.  we know dimensional being’s who have a “high” frequency – and some of those bastards compromised our experience here so “high frequency” does not equate to a Benevolent Being.

the real focus, i feel, needs to be on “What Do I Wish To Create?”  the focus coming from w/in the heart – pure source creating.  and in so long as that creating does not interfere w/another’s desire to do the same, so be it.  create your own sandbox.  allow others to join in when you want – and stay out of other’s sandbox unless you are invited to join in.

it IS that simple.

if you are in your Heart Space, you are good to go.  that is all we “need” to be focused on.

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victoria

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Today’s Experiences and Reflection and Needs for March

 

I woke up this morning and simply did not want to get out of bed.  I just wanted to sleep and this was not just about the need to sleep but the heaviness of this movie still on screen playing out – in this realm and outside of it.  A phone call later from Sister D helped boost my spirits.  It’s always a beautiful gift to me to be able to not only speak with some of you now and then, but to know my voice is safe ~ supported.  (i always love hearing from my readers – sharing experiences, supporting one another – it is like a tribe to me – a family)

So the spirits raised, I created the energy to go out into the world and get supplies for the family.

I spent part of the afternoon running some errands.  After my first stop, out in the parking lot, I saw an old family friend.  I had seen him only a few months ago, but this time he looked different.  My girl noticed it too.  He looked shorter and not as muscular.  His hair was quite different – it was darker.  His humor was the same though and I gotta tell you, if it weren’t for that I would not have been positive I had seen the same person!  It was that noticeable.  Part of the merge process I would say…with whatever is going on with us here and out there and all of that coming together.  Given the experience I had Monday evening that I shared here – and learned today that one of my Patreon supporters had the same experience – and given I am having moments where I see myself looking different (had that today as I got myself ready for the day – I am changing and it is noticeable some days and other days I see nothing different)…..I would say to expect the unexpected in ourselves and others in terms of at least how we look/appear.

Upon visiting another store later in the day, I realized the traffic was getting really congested so as I left, I quietly and quickly intended for a very easy trip home.  The message was received and created.  Traffic seemed to part for me much in the way Moses is said to have parted the Red Sea.  I came upon another snag and thought “ok I’m gonna sit here for a bit” but this wonderful woman stopped her car and let me through.  I smiled, waved, touched my heart to let her know how touched I was by her small but still very welcome gesture.  As I have mentioned here before, I have this issue with panic in certain situations and feeling stuck in traffic is at the top.

I headed to one last store to get some jam.  As I went to get in line, I suddenly heard very loud shouting from the parking lot outside.  Several clerk’s stopped what they were doing and monitored the situation.  I could tell they were wondering what to do.  Two men were going at it.  The anger coming from one was so intense – the other man seemed to just be defending his personal space – standing his ground.  At first I felt fear so I calmed myself.  Thankfully the situation ended for the one doing the most screaming drove off in his car.  The clerk and I spoke about it and he said there was a lot of tension in the air today and this was not the first such incident.  I told him this was not surprising to me given what I know and see.  I said perhaps it would be useful to play soothing music on the radio instead of the pop music that is usually playing.  Maybe place some lavender oil on cotton balls around the store too or burn sage.  He thought those would be useful ideas and mentioned he may just relay that to management.

I gave thanks for no injuries or no need to call in help.  After I came home, I relayed the story to my mate, who told me there was some suspicious activity at the story in which he visited earlier.  He too could feel the tension. As I walked inside the house, tears came to my eyes.  A deep sadness gripped me as I thought about what I had seen.  I sent out a plea for ALL to stop the violence.  Be kind to one another.  We are all easily triggered right now, no doubt about that.  We’ve all been pitted against one another and it is now time to see this for what it is.  Take care of thyself first and foremost.  Self care is absolutely essential now.

The needs for myself and family for the rest of this month include money for food and as I mentioned a day or two ago, some CBD oil for myself.  It was helping me with sleep and anxiety.  I still have not received that free bottle and again, have not heard back from the woman.  The electric bill from February and the need to buy a cord of wood to continue to burn (it’s been a very cold winter here) was a big hit to the budget at the first of the month.

Thank you to those who do read my requests and donate when you can.  It means so much to me and I appreciate you showing your support for the work I do each day.

Love to you all ~

Victoria

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Schumann wave of last night – and my strange experience – plus POTUS/FLOTUS dream….OH MY!

 

That interesting wave pattern on the Schumann I shared late last night continued for awhile.  After I linked that and went to bed, I had the most bizarre experience within my body (mind included).  I’ve never had anything like it and it went on for about 30 minutes (until I finally fell asleep).  As I lay down, I began to feel something pulling on and within and around me.  I have tried to come up with words and all I can say to describe it is it felt as though parts of me were merging together.  I say that because I had a growing sense of “EVERYTHING feels foreign to me”.  I have had those moments here and there but NOTHING like this.  It was intense – borderline overwhelming.  The human me now – with memories of this experience in this dimension – knew who I was and who my family/friends are – so THAT didn’t feel foreign.  However, another version of me came through and THAT is the element of me that felt the “this feels very foreign” experience.  I hope that makes sense.  It was beyond bizarre and I lay there trying to figure out just what the “f” was happening to me.  I knew enough to just allow it but I gotta say the anxiety I felt was powerful.  It felt like it was a part OF me but also separate.

So I lay there and shook for what felt like a very long time – unable to fall asleep – wondering if I would wake up feeling the same.  I am relieved to say I feel “normal”.

So something indeed happened and as I said my best guess is more fractalized me’s merged.  And it is no coincidence this happened during that strange wave pattern on the schumann (see below).

I then went on to have a very long dream about Trump and Melania.  I was first speaking with Trump – he was visiting some school.  I spoke with him about the tech.  I was pleading with him in a way – speaking purely from my heart.  He listened and exhibited both deep compassion/understanding but also reservation.  The feeling I received from him was more than anything else he wants us all liberated and there was timing involved in order to do so.  In short – he understood and validated my desire and had to also remain grounded/firm in sticking with the plan as to not ruin the roll out/release.  I thanked him then walked around some more, stopping at a table where Melania was sitting.

Her energy was amazing – A M A Z I N G.  Pure.  Grace.  Powerful in a very non-threatening/non-intimating way.  The epitomy of the goddess energy. She invited me to sit down and asked to see my hand.  She smiled the whole time – gently and just as gently she took my hand and palm up, analyzed it. She pointed to my life line and said this:  “See that life line?  Very long and very powerful.  You are a very powerful Being.  Embrace that.”  I thanked her and knew it was time to leave – even though I could have been around her energy forever.  I woke up and could feel the experience.  I felt into my own longing to be around other women who carry that same energy as well as my own deep longing to have that unconditionally loving mother/goddess energy for that little girl within.

I’ve got the power – a phrase that began going through my mind in recent days.  I do.  And I long to share it and have the experience shared back. Mutually wonderful.

I am still waiting on this promised bottle of CBD oil.  The woman did not write back and I have contacted her again to see what’s up with no response. I am out of the bottle I purchased back in early February and this month am not able to afford to buy another.  If you wish to help contribute to that, please follow the paypal link below.  Or if you are interested in one of the Triskelion necklaces, let me know.  I am also including a few sample photos. The metals used are silver, brass and copper – the necklace mediums are chain, cording, fabric tubing and ribbon.  Sizes range from 16-24″ with the average being 18″.  Pricing is $30 for the chains, $25 for the rest.  I was gifted over 50 so there is a very good selection/variety.

 

Much love to you all.

Victoria

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A moment of Synchronicity………….past proves future…..

 

About a year or year and a half ago I was really into singing/hearing “I Sing the Body Electric”.  During one of those moment the chills and tears came over me and I KNEW this was the collective song for The Event.  That moment of transition.  I was into it for a few weeks then went on and away from the song.

Last week it began going through my mind again.  Hmmm, I thought and pushed it aside while also having this little feel within it was back for a reason.  Still, I pushed it aside.

Then today I am on a social media page.  One of my friends has recently traveled to Egypt and is having, to say the least, AMAZING experiences.  He lives in my state and is wide awake as to all of the changes taking place. Quite a cool guy.  Anyway, so today he shares a dream he had last night (he’s still in Egypt) and he experienced the grand awakening and saw humanity holding hands, singing.  The message he heard was: “WE HAVE WON! THE WORLD HAS FINALLY AWAKENED AND THE DARK ONES ARE DEFEATED.”

The words he then began to hear as he was uniting with others in the streets?  “I Sing the Body Electric.”  !!!

So I shared my experience and a woman responds back saying during the same time frame as myself, she as well began hearing “I Sing the Body Electric”.

I would say this is a huge synchronicity and one I deeply appreciate receiving.  Past proves future?

He also heard this at the end of his dream experience (which I would say was a Vision):  “I started sobbing uncontrollably from such a sense of invitation and ineffible bliss. This warm sense of love came to and through me. “THIS FEELING IS WHO YOU REALLY ARE. The masses are once again ready to receive this message and get back to living in true alignment with their intended purpose.“‘

The time is upon us.  Celebration is at hand!  We are the Event.  We become the Stars we once were ~ crystalline ~ fully awake ~ fully in our POWER.

Love,

Victoria

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Today’s Reflection ~ Messages from the Water Portal

 

I went into my water portal (the shower) feeling subdued.  I was not interested in nor even open to having some sort of inspiration.  Source Me had a different idea.  I suddenly see the ocean and thought of Source – and then I felt a longing which was a bit like sadness.  Source being the ocean of course, each of us the waves.  One needs the other.  Then I suddenly knew the nefarious being’s use of pay to live, religion and the like were just after-affects of the original game they played to enslave us.  That original, ultimate game was to wipe our minds so that we entered this realm without a strong knowing of who we really are and with that feeling of isolation, abandonment, feeling alone.  Then I could see these sparkles within a whole and knew that not only did the employ the mind wipe, they separated us into fractals.  Indeed that aligns with my ongoing feeling that a piece of our Source Selves is here in this realm, within our vessel and the “rest” of us is outside.  The connection is still there BUT there’s a lot of static, so to speak, making the ability to be totally connected, totally online with ALL of WHO WE ARE to be a huge challenge – indeed as an ongoing experience.

The mind wipe….such a sick, nefarious experience.  And yet – guess what? They need our cooperation to continue the experience.  They need US.

We don’t need them.  THEY need US for their survival and that’s why they’re so pissed off right now.  We FEEL it.

They think they’re living an experience of freedom but they aren’t.  They are living in fear.  Any time you are controlling another individual, any time you are engaged in power over of another being, you are living and doing in fear. They live to keep us under control.  Imagine the fear in having to live with that kind of pressure – always knowing within that your slaves may wake up.

And that isn’t freedom.

WE KNOW freedom for we have LIVED it and that’s why we LONG FOR it.

That’s why churches keep telling us “you are a part of God…..well only if WE say you are and in what way so not really, no, you’re not really part of God but you need to become like Him….”  Keeps their audience and the money flowing in.

Pay to live.  The biggest, most controlling tool they have used.  Keeps us in fear of survival.  Will I have enough?  Certainly keeps us preoccupied with paying the bills and going by the rules to ensure we do this living stuff right and well enough to keep ourselves fed and clothed.  Ugh.  I’m certainly ready to give THAT all up.  I talk about that often here and goddess knows I have a natural discomfort in asking for money for even the work I provide here.  It just does not align with Who I Am.  But I do it nonetheless.

What can I do in all of this?  Remember Who I Am.  In all of this outside distraction, with that challenge, we are doing it.  I am PROOF that is possible for I do have those moments where I rise up again from the abyss of fatigue and weariness and Remember Who I Am.  It never ever leaves.  It can’t.  That is the ONE THING that CANNOT be destroyed.  Source Perfection rolls like that.

Remember who we are. That is to be my main focus.  My purpose.  Share that with others we interact with.  Encourage THEM to remember who they really are.  What motivates them.  Inspires them.  What touches them in their heart space. Who were they before they entered this vessel?  What does Home mean?

As I reflected on this, I feel into how long I’ve played this game.  I feel my part in it.  I won’t play anymore.  I see.  And I know.  And I quit.  I just want it over.

I just want it over.

Love,

Victoria

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Today’s Reflection ~ Enough. No More.

 

Last night was a challenge for many of us from what I am gathering today. My girl had invasive dreams which brings out that roaring Mama Lioness within.  Mine were a bit more neutral – more like other being’s lacking pure intent were attempting to mislead me.  Others I have spoken with or seen/read online are saying the same:  Dark is attacking back again at the moment.  Must mean another whomp in their plans has taken place. Feeling more of the collective “NO” the awakening are sending out. Part of me says reach out in Love and at the very least say “come on – unite – come join in and be Free.”  That is a very small piece of me and I have done that quite enough. Overwhelmingly now I am saying “Enough of this shit. Surrender your destructive ways or you will be stopped by whatever means necessary.”  The Q team – think they’re using using loving speak to stop the cabal or are they using force?

On a walk this evening, a local dog ran aggressively after me.  I know this dog and it knows me.  I’ve interacted with him before and I have not seen this behavior from him.  I was alone and had my stick of protection.  It’s big and I know how to use it.  I stopped and turned around – faced the dog – put my stick in position and was ready to use it when it stopped and remained still – barking at me.  I could sense another presence around him, creating this behavior.  I stayed there – stood my ground – until the owner took control.  While this happened, in my minds eye, I was metaphorically rolling my eyes while thinking “Seriously?  I am not participating in your desire to scare, influence or fight.”

But I am certainly not going to be pushed around either.

I am done with the nonsense.  I am done with delays of any kind.  I am done with ANY speak telling us we must forgive those who have engaged in the abuse and trauma, often in such deceptive, secretive ways.  (why so much focus on them?  what about the people who have been harmed, abused, enslaved?) Fucking enough of such nonsense.  TAKE  THEM  ALL  OUT.  I am more than willing to forgive.  I have done a lot of that already.  At this point I just want us all free.  Free from harm.  Free from attacks.  Free from control and any and all power-over games.

For I now stand firmly grounded in Who I Am.  I am a Loving, compassionate, generous Being.  But I will not be f’d with.  I will not be told what to do/think.  I will not be told how to live my life.  No More.  Love knows when to hold back and when to take action. Love is Truth and Truth is Love.

And Love knows when enough is enough and when the line in the sand has been drawn and I am saying IT IS DRAWN.

One last thought….just came through me:  We are beyond needing to see numbers for validation and confirmations.  Those have been a very useful, positive program in this realm to help awaken us from our slumber.  Same for astrology and the like.  We have awakened enough now to stand Firm and Solid in our Own Being.

In Love and Truth ~

Victoria

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Early Morning Dream/Vision

 

I had a very interesting dream this morning that felt more like a visit into a vision.  I felt I was in some sort of a reclining type vision, looking upwards.  I saw a massive body of bubbles – all small but of varying sizes – almost like sea foam.  The color in back of and in between the bubbles was a copper/brown color.  I was doing nothing but observing. The bubbles then disappear and I see an equally large space of netting. Again, I just observed it but seeing the net was a bit surprising.  Then I pulled myself out of the experience.  Felt like Higher Me was, again, showing me some things within this matrix game.

Today I am having a day where I feel and look younger.  I have days like that – at times moments – where I look at myself and see myself at 30 or so.  It’s as though I am looking at myself with new eyes – other eyes.  It’s quite an interesting experience.  Then I have the other moments where I am, well, older.  lol

Nothing else to report today so will leave it at that.

Anything new from any of you?

Love,

Victoria

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Today’s Reflections

 

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this will be brief….i am tired and feeling the need to go within and stay there…

are any of you having sudden itching at the base of your spine?  and it’s intense?  both my girl and i have had it the past several days.  interesting in that it’s in the same location as i felt that buzzing sensation back in september of 2017 wherein that experience i felt myself being lifted up and heard “this is how it happens”.  the “it” i wasn’t so sure of at the time as this was a new rabbit hole – the event, the exit and all of that.

speaking of that i just saw this comment by yellow rose on her recent video:

@seven_flags No, you are not asked for consent, as far as I can tell…that would pose a problem in retrieval. It is the “You” outside, that is retrieving the “you” inside the construct, and then merging back together as one being again.
that is the feel i have come to as well given my own inner searching and the dream experience i had where i was allowed to peek in and, much to the surprise of my mind, saw myself in stasis.  i just knew it was me – BIG me – REAL me – there was no doubt.  that being said – i remain discerning – very discerning – given the very limited knowledge we are given here.  so i still have questions – many questions – and Truth is ALL i seek to experience. Truth = Freedom.
another day where i could have easily spent most of it in bed sleeping. ongoing congestion which travels back and forth between sinuses and chest.  left eye twitching continues.
lots of blocks right now in terms of making connections….new creations…people speak of mercury retrograde and IF that has any impact on us in this realm, it is a pure matrix program and has NOTHING to do with our betterment – so i give it no energy.  and yet that is the paradox – i can give it no focus but that doesn’t mean it doesn’t have an impact on my experience – our experience.  Freedom continues to be the ONLY WAY to truly BE and that includes Truth (no deception).
the movie is old.  if we can’t turn off the projector, let us align with walking out.
love,
victoria
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Today’s Experiences ~ One foot is flying free while the other is stuck in mud

 

Pretty good title, eh?

One foot is ready to go and the other foot is trying to find some footing here with a few things i am seeking to change.  feeling rather stuck in the mud w/those things.  it’s the same challenge – knowing something i have chosen to engage in is not working (energetically for certain) and yet the other options the system provides to choose from is either not affordable or not acceptable.

have i said i really desire NEW?  lol  i am flat out finished with hearing all of this NEW takes time – over and over i read it.  hear it.  and yet here i am… remaining focused on what i desire (eye on the prize) while engaging in the grump and moan stuff at times.

Dreams were strange and numerous.  Left eye is twitching… a lot.  Some unpleasant coughing yesterday.  A lot of sneezing lately too – noticeable change in that.

Fixed a few things on this site on my own – yay me! (as you will notice that annoying pop-up is gone).  The email notification of new posts for my subscribers is still not working.  I ran across a forum for the particular plug in that said they made major changes with the newest update (NO KIDDING) and some were having issues and they will help fix whatever issue site owners may be having.  So awaiting a response from that.

For now, grateful for the sun, a home to live in, healthy food to eat and my family.  Me as well and all of you. [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

Love,

Victoria

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Recent Photos/captures of the local Sky, Webcams and Song Titles

 

A few recent sky captures.  As you can see we had some snow, then sun and clear skies:

 

Recent Webcam Captures (out of Europe/Italy):

wtfrig is THAT?!  do you see the lines around that object?  

 

we see these quite regularly now…

 

 

And lastly, some recent song captures from Soundscape (when called to look):

see those colorful little objects on the tv stand?  those are shopkins.  little ones loooooooooove them.  they can be found throughout the house some days. today a small gathering took place in front of the television….

 

 

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