Late this afternoon I had a moment where I HAD to get out of the house. Being holed up in this small space with 2 other people due to cold virus and continuous rain, gray, cold skies had worn on me BIG TIME. Grumpiness. Coughing. Whining. I had just HAD it. So I headed out to find some solitude and some pie but not before my mate reminded me we needed gas and some fries for dinner and greek yogurt. Fine, I muttered, grumbling about my needs for my own space going unmet for far. too. long.
Getting fries and greek yogurt meant a trip to the big box store. I can do this, I told myself. So I put on my invisible hazmat suit and went to fight the crowds.
Understatement. The place was so packed, I had to drive around several times before I found a parking spot. I walk in and am greeted with the smell of cigarette smoke. As I head further into the store, the cig smoke dissipates only to be replaced with the smell of vomit. No joke. I covered my face and began weaving in and out of the crowd of people who were walking so unbelievably slow. A sea of people walked toward me as well and I began looking for some sign of life in their eyes. A few people who looked at me beamed me a smile and I saw that light in their eyes. But the majority? Emptiness. The smell of body odor was also everywhere and a few times I had to run around those ahead of me to escape the smell.
It wasn’t just body odor – it was that smell that says clothes aren’t being washed either.
So I got my stuff and got out of there as fast as I could.
As I did, I sent out thoughts of freedom for these being’s. I called on Source of All to release every single one of us. I was struck with such sadness at seeing people overweight having to use the electric scooters. The emptiness in some of their eyes. The literal zombie-like stare. I sent them all love and freedom and then again called to END THIS GAME.
There are just a few things that align with me now. Quiet. Laughter. Seeing the Love in another. Kindness. And pie.
Of which I am going to enjoy tonight. Key Lime cheesecake, picked up at my favorite store here in town. It’s small and even when crowded, far more easier to navigate than the box store. No smells of cigarette smoke.
And more Light.
Aside from that, feeling some dizziness and head pressure today. Also seeing a lot of movement/shadows/people out of the corner of my eye only to look and no one is there. My child commented earlier today she is seeing this a lot right now. Mate as well. Also noticing new people walking by our house – in quite large numbers. We’re all commenting “who are these people??”
I crashed out about 2 hours earlier than normal last night and ended up sleeping 12 hours. We all did. The astral is still being visited by the playground bullies. I continue using my power – my abilities – and the tools I have. Some nights I am “awake” in the sleeping state – other nights I am still letting myself be influenced. The challenge is real to be awake every night isn’t it?
We do what we can – the best we know how. Until we no longer HAVE to concern ourselves with looking over our shoulder and being on the look out for deception. I remain Solid in commanding the game to end.
Love,
Victoria
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before i share the dream i want to thank those of you who have contacted me to let me know my site is (once again) slow to load. i had this fixed by my hosting company but apparently the effects were temporary. i am not able to afford another (upgraded) hosting plan or more security than i already have. the site is secure. google is pressuring sites to upgrade to the https and from what i have read, it’s just a way for them to make money offering a false sense of security (meaning it is not necessarily safer with that “s” after the http).
so on with it.
my mate had a dream last night that was in alignment with one i had a few nights ago. he saw one of the races of beings who have been a part of the hijack – the tall whites. he said said the being was at least 10 feet tall. it was trying to get my mate to come with him. mate stood up to him and said “no” – which both angered and surprised the parasite. and surrounding this entity were a group of people – mostly women, some men and the energy from them was one of depravity. my mate, myself and our girl then hopped into his vehicle and drove into the sun. the sun was huge in the sky and the road literally went right into it. the feeling was one of liberation – freedom. awesome sauce!
what i found interesting about this is the depravity of the humans. that is what i saw as well in my recent event-like dream. it surprised me – the level and number of depraved beings – as i mentioned when i shared the dream. my mate was surprised as well at the number of people still here who were of that energy. surprised in a horrified and sad way.
i also found it interesting he encountered another being who was attempting to keep him and us here as it aligns with a dream i had a few weeks back (which i also shared here) of being confronted by an entity disguised as a high school friend. it wanted me to come with it (down into the pit) and when i refused, it looked surprised – angry – then it grabbed me in an attempt to take me w/it. i removed my arm, picked it up and tossed it over the railing – which was its destination. its choice.
my feel on all of this…..it’s over for them. they are lashing out BIG TIME right now – attempting to take as many more “prisoners” with them as they can. we are leaving the experience though. and i will just throw this out there as it is a bit concerning to me – enough that i feel the need to share. i am wanting to be false but none of us really know FOR SURE how this plays out. i feel it is important to withdraw from ANY outside influence that tells us what we need to do. have to do. the power comes from WITHIN and deception still appears to be around. trust thyself. focus on what YOU WANT to create – not someone else’s version – and most especially from any being who isn’t in the zoo experience here with us. getting tired of feeling i am in a fish bowl for someone’s entertainment and observation. I OBJECT to that.
another note to pass along – last night i had very loud, uncomfortable ringing in my right ear. usually i allow that but something within nudged me to speak a loud. so i announced “if this experience is NOT for my betterment, i command the buzzing leave.” it left as soon as i stated that.
why should this experience out be a painful one? that has never FELT ok with me and my heart. it’s been difficult enough being attacked by the agent smith’s in the game when we share our truth’s and perceptions. i get the pain of healing from our trauma’s. but the physical pains in our bodies? for the most part i am feeling most of those are “grabs” at us to remain. or likely the agenda of the controller’s to poke at us until…..so for now, if the experience causes me pain, i will be saying the above command. for i trust how i feel and i trust ME. i trust my own Truth. and that is the most empowering gift i can give to myself.
wishing you all a beautiful journey – love – truth and freedom.
victoria
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extreme exhaustion. clumsiness. head pressure. craving ice cream. NOTHING in the happenings or alleged happenings in the news headlines interesting me. was going to share some headlines but they all felt so heavy and chaotic – too much drama. i didn’t want to put that here. it isn’t that i’m trying to be the ostrich w/her head in the sand – i know the game. the movie. i’m just not into participating in it right now. AT ALL.
i read an interesting piece on an Event group. she spoke of the colors purple and bright light in the skies and getting zapped right now in very intense ways which is calling many of us to SLEEP and SLEEP A LOT. i cannot seem to get enough sleep at the moment. i wake up – return to sleep fast – feel i could do that for days right now. anyway i found her description very interesting as it aligned w/the dream i had a few nights ago of the purple skies and the sudden bright light that appeared. also aligned w/her comment on getting zapped right now – and feeling heat in the body. WOWSER yes! some nights i am just suddenly jolted w/something that causes my entire body to shake as though it’s being electrocuted in a painless manner. also feeling sudden intense heat causing me to break out in a sweat – HIGHLY unusual for me. mate is having the same experience.
the impatience for “the plan” is at a peak. the impatience for transition – also at a peak. when we know we are DONE with something we just KNOW and being told to be patient by those who aren’t at that “done” space isn’t cutting it.
the schumann is bubbling at the moment – and so i am going to go take a long hot shower and indulge in some chocolate ice cream. then sleep. and sleep. and sleep some more.
There were more synchro’s surrounding last night’s movie and the messages contained in it. I’ll get right to it.
In the movie it was mentioned that the magnetosphere was gone. This was due to this giant planet (which many call Nibiru today). It was affecting our magnetic field, collapsing it. This of course allows for energies to flow in in our experience TODAY (or shall I say in THIS movie). In the end the two planets merge.
There was also the part of the movie that shows the net over this realm – and it was a near exact image as the net image I saw in a dream a few months ago. I shared it here but for those who didn’t read it or recall, I was being guided to look up. As I did, I saw water that was quite murky. The water “fell away” and revealed a giant net that had octagonal-like links – all joining together. It looked like a commercial fishing net. Below is a clip from the movie showing their representation of the Net that was over us:
Readers of this site know Yellow Rose for Texas calls this the “Ma Net” and she said back in February it was being removed. In the movie it literally crashed to the ground.
Then we have the 2 recent videos I shared last night from Blue Koolaid and Jeff P showing in recent days – 2 separate days – what appears to be a crack in the matrix field. And as I shared last night – one of the messages my friend Rick received from the beings present here now in the craft he has seen several nights in a row – they are waiting for the “egg to hatch”. And he and I both thought at the time this was a reference to US being in the egg.
Always looking for “proof” – things I can SEE – to align w/the feeeeeels.
It is also interesting to note – in the past week or so – I have been quietly nudged to check out Jeff P on youtube. My mate told me he had too. We both (obviously) ignored that – it was so subtle for me. Sometimes I wish my ME would “speak” louder. Last night the video just showed up for us. I guess when it is something we NEED to see, Flow finds a way.
In the movie, two worlds joined together – it was an END to Separation.
The movie also showed this realm we call Earth being nothing more than a Ship. After we shut off the movie, we had the music channel playing as we spoke about the movie and all of the synchronicities. I came out of the bathroom and something said “look at the tv”. The name of the some playing? “Spaceship Earth.” Below is the photo I took:
Notice the purples?? I didn’t notice that last night – didn’t see it until I uploaded the pictures about 20 minutes ago. Read further as I share my dream below as to why this was another possible synchronicity.
I was inside the house, looking west out the kitchen window. It was right around sunset so I had the blinds open to watch the skies. Suddenly it got very dark then I noticed these deep blue patches of clouds in the sky – almost black the color was so deep. I then saw Light burst through the blue patches and the skies then turned a myriad of purples and golds – much like the image above.
“It’s happening,” I announced feeling a mix of being very grounded/calm and excited. We all walked outside. People were everywhere – the ones I saw at first were excited. Smiling. And then something odd happened – with the people in the background. I could see them for who they (seemingly) really are. I don’t even care to share what I saw but I will because it felt important. Many of the people were, well, their energy was filthy. Sickly. They began engaging in behaviors that me/ME finds dark and just yuck. Kind of an “anything goes”. Depravity. That’s the word. Depravity. I deeply long for Pure and really carry that w/in me (which has numerous times been labeled as naive). So I went inside – found my husband. Others were trying to convince me he was one of them – but I found him – saw him for the Being he is within – saw his smile – then I took his hand – and said “nope. THIS is who he really is.” And I got everybody out of the house and off the property. The last thing I recall is knowing ALL had changed and thought out loud: “Ok. Now what?” Then the experience ended.
It just struck me – the background people. Lisa Harrison and others speak of them. Sometimes the term is shadow people. I know some don’t like the concept that there are “fake” people here – projections – or whatever. Holograms. Clones. I know many want to feel and think Source is in ALL. ALL are pure – somewhere. I want to feel that too. I really do. It doesn’t align with what my heart desires – and yet I also know that what the heart desires it not always what the heart experiences. TRUTH is found in that gut area. Both tools are necessary for figuring things out. And I keep seeing references as well as seeing w/others around me and feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeling deep within that gut area that not all here are who we think. Maybe it’s just some are more deeply programmed than others. I am hesitant to share that as that doesn’t feel quite right either.
So there you go. Synchro’s. An interesting dream.
The reflection for the moment………the piece I posted earlier about the border wall and Trump’s recent announcement keeping it open and giving Mexico another year to basically get their sheot together. Didn’t feel right with me at all. As one of you so beautifully put it – it feels like another experience of having our personal space violated. HUGELY. And we have had ENOUGH of that, haven’t we? This entire realm and its power over systems do exactly that. UGH!
And yet….I kept having a little nudge within that said you know this is a game he is playing. NOT ALL IS AT IT SEEMS.
I’m just not a good game player. I CAN play if i need to – I was taught how to – and at times it has saved me. Today? I don’t want to play the game of deception. Not any more. I want the truth. The full truth. Nothing BUT the truth. Anything else is deception – and yet I also know deception is needed when engaging in war. A hard pill to swallow but that’s what this is being carried out in this realm – war. War is the result when people want their freedom and those doing the controlling refuse to give up power. And it is not getting extinguished with love the way we wish it to be – that form of “Love for All” – be kind and respectful. That is just partof what Love is I am seeing/feeling into.
Love is honest and protective and all sorts of things we may not want to see or be – and that’s ok. You and I aren’t engaged in the physical/ground-troop level battle here in this realm. Others are doing that. Do I like it? No. But at times it is necessary. Some say we have been at war for eons. We have. And yet every single one of those damn wars at least in our known history HERE was based on LIES. Revealing of truth? Nope. It was the SUPPRESSION of truth and freedom with the story-line of “we are fighting FOR truth and freedom”. Nonsense.
Today is different. I feel it.
We are still all a part of this experience – participating. ALL IS BEING REVEALED – in every one of us. And that cannot be stopped.
Truth is messy as it reveals itself.
Love in Action being the salve for the wounds that arise with the truth.
That is all for now.
Much love to each and every one of you ~
Victoria
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in the real world right now we know that, according to the Jeff P and Blue Koolaid videos (which i linked earlier), there’s darkness next to the sun in the videos. the sun’s corona is missing (real sun would show a corona). we see the blue beam. some kind of a crack/split is across the sky. been there for 3 days as of today. in the real world there’s been talk about the planet Nibiru. some believe it’s going to impact the earth (i have never aligned w/that). whatever is going on is happening at a very fast pace now.
here’s where the synchronicities are kicking in tonight. my mate rented – on a whim – Transformer’s The Last Knight. he was going to rent movies for our kiddo but couldn’t find what she wanted so he chose this one. the plot? in the movie it takes course over 3 days. two worlds are about to collide. only one world will survive in the end.
this split in the sky has happened 3 days in a row.
the papers for this information to save the real world, in the movie, were found in the Trinity library. our last name is Trinity – a name we selected in 2010 upon the birth of our daughter. it’s our legal name.
in the movie it is a battle between good and evil. in the movie, merlin is given the staff by the last transformer and it has immeasurable/unlimited power. who wields the staff of power right now? our president – doing this now for 3 years – systemically taking down the deep state around the globe.
are things about ready to go Boom? are we at the end? things are happening. the fed “first ever” type of outage. and for me – for the first time – the garbage company won’t accept my payment online.
hmmm………we will see…………..as i just said minutes ago “i am soooooooo ready to be DONE with saying that!”
anybody else shake all night with anxiety? i could not quiet or calm my body. my mind was ok – it was my body. this morning it is my mind that is a giant mess of angst. lack of sleep – plus being hit w/this manufactured virus that keeps kicking up. mate coughed all night. child coughed all night. i was in sweats all night. what is so distressing about that situation is how conscious we have been in keeping ourselves healthy. i have reached a point where i will have to ensure anybody in a household in which we visit has NOT had a vaccination in recent days/weeks.
that spinning blender or washing machine can stop at any time. i thought further about what came to me about that – as well as what rick received. it feels like it’s missing something – LOVE. we are under assault here – whether one wishes to see this or not. we are. weaponized viruses and heavy metals sprayed on us regularly. insane legislation introductions to further erode our freedoms. i am exhausted from pushing back against all of that. speaking out. attempting to educate. you cannot engage with such an entity who is pushing such an agenda. engaging in respectful dialogue is NOT WORKING. i am seeing that here in my own state. i abhor violence – revolution and the like. and yet what else is left TO do when the voice alone is not working?
we create our own reality right? will someone please tell me how to do that to produce the hearts desired result? in a peaceful way? throw love into the mix? really? how do you REACH someone who has no soul or whose programming is so deep and effective they have no conscious concepts of truth and love and freedom? i have presented studies and given personal experience as well as my own concerns as a mama to many others – and i haven’t been able to reach them.
at this point i am keeping all who do not align w/my perspective on how things are and the enslavement agenda away from myself and my family. i am done with being attacked. i am done with other’s choices having a harmful impact on myself and my family. i have quite enough to do with keeping myself and my family healthy from the controller’s of the system and their agenda – i do not need anyone from the populace and their choices to negatively impact my family.
the need for donations continue. healthy food is a must – these days more than ever. same for supplements and essential oils i use – all of which are running low.
i have been more focused on allowing and letting go of all that disturbs me….and yet i get to a point where i realize i haven’t “let go” of as much as i had wanted. i am not sure that is possible in this realm so i am NOT judging myself.
i came across the video below – 4 Non Blondes – What’s Up? i think of it as a song for my generation (even though i find it timeless. i had only been out of college for a couple of years and was finding the world much different than my trusting, highly confident mind and ego had perceived.
the opening line began with “25 years and my life is still trying to get up that great big hill”. i was 26 – close enough for me. i fell in love with the song. it sparked within me my own knowing of how f’d the world was. as i said, i had been out of college for 2 years and i could not find a job in my desired field – social services. i ended up doing other work – working with children – office work – still desiring to break into the field of social services and CHANGE THE WORLD.
after 10 years of this search i was told by a social worker i was seeing for counseling that i was far too passionate to work in the field. you do it and you see things much the same way i do, i pointed out. yes, she said – because i am grant funded. she told me if she had been an agency paid employee, she would have been run out given her own passion and like-mindedness. she told me “they (those who run these agencies) don’t want to change the system.” i felt defeated – but validated.
so i began the journey of writing out my ideas on the internet. i wonder if my first blog is still up and going. i never removed it.
today what pushed me over the edge emotionally was reading a story about a mama who took her 4 month old to the doctor. she only wanted 1 vaccine – the doctor refused and gave all 4 to the baby. this baby is now in the hospital and the doctors are saying it is indeed vaccine related.
WTF is going on? WHY are people doing this to their babies?? i don’t get it. and now we have people showing support for states to mandate – REQUIRE – vaccination or else (you don’t get to go to school….go out in public…attend events where other children will be in attendance as well). of course there is a huge backlash against the awakened parents/populace – but still….WHO COMES UP WITH THIS CRAP?
what line of thinking are they following? deeply deeply ignorant.
i swear – on days like today – i have to own up to the opinion – or truth – that some people are so deeply programmed they don’t have the capacity to think their own thoughts – to QUESTION any of the programs they were fed.
i’m without an answer on this one (other than what i provided) because if they were capable and were to educate themselves (on one of the myriad of topics to explore) they would not support vaccination at ANY level – ANY age. and now another little one has been unnecessarily harmed due to lies. deception. agenda’s. and idiots posing as professionals. who is the voice for this little baby? we have to be! we have to continue on with our truth seeking AND sharing no matter how much resistance we get in return.
the children need us…so they won’t have to grow up and have to listen to another song about how messed up this realm is.
and now, some 26 years later, i am every bit as passionate and idealistic as i was back then – i just carry a heavier pack on the back with the knowledge learned and experiences earned.
Last week, while I was in the bathroom and the washing machine was in the spin cycle, I was suddenly drawn to tune into it. I didn’t find it strange (as I would now) so obviously it was one of those inner promptings. As I tuned in I thought “that’s what this experience feels like now. chaotic. churning. unstable. loud. get me the F outta here!” And then as the machine stopped – suddenly – there was silence. And at that, I thought THAT’S how it ends here. All of that chaos and then suddenly it just all stops – like a thief in the night which interestingly enough is the lyric (from the 80’s tune “stone cold”) that has been going through my mind the past 2 days.
Then earlier today, Rick tells me he’s still in communication with the craft showing up – 4 nights in a row now. What began as just a Being (orb) of light then included a very large orb/craft then 3 large orb/crafts that formed a “V” in the sky.
He said last night’s communication was that we are in a blender – spinning and churning and “throwing out” all that does not align with the new. So naturally I found it VERY interesting they used the blender image as it aligns with my washing machine spin cycle experience – only their communication expands on my personal experience.
I feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel that all that is not trusting – allowing – or rather all that is not in flow is being forced out. I see that for myself. A big issue for me is having trust in Source and knowing it’s real here within ME and outside of me – and surrendering to the flow and allowing it to manifest and create and PROVIDE for me.
I am also feeling and experiencing that my judgments of others and letting all BE who they choose to be (in so long as that choice isn’t forcing their experience into mine). I am seeing my part in all of this – my participation – in which I have been dualistic, judgmental and have harmed others.
I have also been feeling into and hearing Rodney King’s line “Please can’t we all just get along.” Seeing Source in all – seeing the potential for love in action in ALL beings….. for cruelty, control, hate and the like are but a choice and it is always NOW for ALL to make a new choice.
And in this “time” we are in – we are getting a shake up to wake up and see.
So yes it does feel like a roller coaster ride of churning and spinning and chaos and we’re getting all of our triggers triggered. I gotta let that sheot go and allow for the HUGE opportunities to remember ME and create peace, love and acceptance and forgiveness in each moment.
Love,
Victoria
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had a dream last night where i was on the ground. i could feel heaviness falling off of my body. i slowly rose up – and i mean slowly – and as i said i began to say “I AM THE VALUE. You have no power over me. I AM THE VALUE. I COMMAND a return of my abilities.” i said this over and over again – like the scene from The Princess Bride where Inigo is states, repeatedly, each time gathering more strength: “Hello, my name is Inigo Montoya, you killed my father, prepare to die.”
my voice was so strong. i could sense that this process i was doing was “melting” away any and all opposing energies. with each statement, i stood up more and more until i was fully standing and wow – i felt like i could burst out into a Super Nova.
so as i said in my previous piece about the federal reserve, interesting i see such an outage today. collective energies doing something.
i also heard from rick about the “waiting for the egg to hatch” comment. he clarified it and said he was told this refers to those who enslaved us – their ability to do that is blasting back at them – gonna knock ’em on their ass – hence they “crack”. and again – interesting he relays this to me today given the dream i had. he’s definitely in contact with some who are watching this play out so will keep you posted with any info he has to share. he is very generous that way and i am grateful to him for that.
i will refrain from going into further financial stuff on a personal level – just know i am finished w/certain actions and am letting Flow take care of me from here on out.
i be who i be and i am as i am and that’s all there is to it.
love,
victoria
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i say “quick” because i am so punchy after 3 nights of little sleep – up every 30-60 minutes last night alone w/the little one. whew! then the schumann resonance is blasting away….
so last night’s concept that this lull we are feeling is because our desire for justice. i could not embrace that w/my heart. that need for justice, i kept feeling, is part of this process we call awakening.
so today in the shower portal – at around 2:15pm pacific time – i felt into my own sense of stagnation and how manifesting/creating in this realm now has become just far too challenging energetically for me….and i thought of the lull and the question of “what do i do now?” ran through my mind…i called out to Home just for some sense of peace….no expectations (i did actually think “eh, i probably won’t even hear/feel anything”)….and then it came. this lull we are feeling here does not mean there is at lull in the All. nonsense. i also heard “victoria, don’t believe everything you read.”
i then felt that the lull we feel here is part of the process of ending all the old “stuff” and programs, doings, etc. and transitioning to the new. but in the new? oh no – there is no lull. this is part of the process. no worries. we will sink into/align w/that flow soon.
i then felt it is time for the Divine Feminine to tune into home and FEEEL – that is part of our Gift. the males? trust in the Divine Feminine. support Her. no matter how challenging it is for the Male (the doer/protector), this is also part of the process of returning to Original – Divine Feminine and Divine Masculine EACH provide a role – serve – each equally important. and during this time now – the Divine Feminine will be leading us all Home.
got that all today. felt it.
then – after i got out of the water portal area i see i have a text message from brother Rick who asked if I had read Heather (ann tucci jarraf’s) response to terran’s latest convo w/thor. nope, i hadn’t, i said. he said Heather said the lull is an illusion. all is flowing.
BINGO! lol
so there you have it from the Divine Feminine. relax. trust. tune in and feeeeeeel – and let the flow find YOU. for it will (although it did feel a bit fuzzy to me – rather “distant” – and i feel this is part of the ending/chaos taking place here). i also felt into the Q movement – and the concern of it creating more division. that division NEEDED to be exposed and seen for what it is. the movement of Q is part of this Universal Awakening. it isn’t sowing division – it is SHOWING what was already there. ALL that has been hidden is being revealed – what we call the “good, the bad and the ugly”. just another piece of the puzzle serving a purpose. and as i felt – watch how you judge that. allow it. see it for what it is. and make the choice as to who you want to BE with it/as a result of it.
love,
victoria
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