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Some sky captures and comms through song

 

I have been wanting to have communications (comms) with family from Home.  I had some time alone today – making pancakes – standing at the stove I was tuning in.  I was feeling nothing.  After a time, my mind began to ramble – that monkey brain – questioning why I was receiving nothing, did I need to be doing something different?  It was then that I heard “we speak to you through music.  You are a musician.  Music is your Soul.”  I was guided to look at the television – I had the music channel on only I had it muted so I could have silence.  Below are some captures from today.  The first one is what was playing when I was first guided during my attempt to “tune in”.  It is significant to me.  The last dream I had of “home”, I was standing out front of our house.  There was a light dusting of snow on the ground and I stood there – feeling amazing.  I could not believe I was really home.  I could not believe I was finally there.  The feeling of “I did it!” was so powerful and beautiful.  So seeing this image below on my television was like a kiss for my heart.  (and btw – i had not heard this song before on this channel – that is happening often lately)

We’re always tuned in.  I can only control how I communicate.  So if Music continues to be a form of comms, so be it.  Music has, in so many ways and in countless times, been my Savior – whether it is listening to the music of others or playing my own compositions on the piano and guitar.  Below the music comms are some sky captures I took today and this evening.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

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Today’s Reflections on Energies and Experiences ~ 2/18/19

 

the energies today are INTENSE!!  i feel (again) like i could run a mile or two and keep on going.  our child is all but manic (and i am going to take her for a walk in a few – yes like a dog – she is really that intense).  energized is the word of the day the past few days.  i also feel really in between two world’s although i don’t have the “where am i” feeling but more of the charged up “let’s get it DONE” type of experience.

i also feel time took a leap today – perhaps we got pulled away from the concept of “time” – i’m not sure.  i can only go by how i feel and this day literally F L E W by.  after feeling as though i’ve been walking in a slow-mo movie, today shot ahead.  it’s like someone turned on the “GO” button – only at hyper speed.  i could not keep up with even the basics – although i did realize i seemed to have pulled off dinner (a new recipe) in lightening speed.  wonder woman powers.  what’s comical about this is my mate, who began checking the local Coinstar machine the past week for coins and he’s finding all sorts of things including a Captain America medallion – which is now hanging around his neck.

i’m still craving sugar and tonight he brought me polish donut’s.  (i am polish.)  other than that the desire for meat continues to be next to nothing so other than sweets, today i ate beet salad, mixed green w/quinoa salad (going to get some more of both of those – YUM), almonds, coconut, eggs, potatoes, bread with homemade jam.

i’ve also been doing the breathing exercise Lisa Harrison mentioned in her latest video.  the 3 times i have done it, i have noticed it just takes me a couple of visual attempts and the infinity loop takes off on its own.  i am assigning particular programs to detach from while reinstating the codes of love and freedom.  peace.  trust.

the mimic is back and showed 3/4 whiteout on 2/15/19.  i will link the video i took later.  will also link some energy graphs later as well.  if i remember.  for now i have a manic kid saying “let’s go mommy-o let’s go let’s go let’s GO!”

ok then.  until next time….

love,

victoria

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Today’s Reflection ~ Societal Programming, Mental “illness”, and whatever else I may happen to venture off into

 

i am reflecting on the programming i continue to see.  it is so intentional and as i keep seeing, effective.  i feel those who are so deep in it really haven’t a conscious concept of the program.  i have seen far too many people in my life whom i care about all but come unglued – and quickly – at the mention of the word “trump”.  the programming is so deep they aren’t even conscious of their sudden outburst – of their trigger.  is he in the room?  has he done anything to them personally?  i can understand having dislike for a political figure.  but what we see today is over the top.

i have made the choice that i will no longer engage in any political speak with one who holds the “disdain” energy.  i will no longer attempt to share sources of mine – even if asked.  i have done that numerous times and have yet had someone actually take appropriate time to do effective reading/researching.  so….the hand-holding is over.  i had no one hold my hand.  i simply searched because within my inner self guided me to do so.

i came into this realm questioning everything i was told and experienced. some people don’t.  i ask “why?”  what makes it possible for some to question and others either have no interest at all in knowing the truth (i have people in my life like that) or will be open to exploring only a little bit here and there – just not too far outside of the main narratives.  it has to be programming.  expand too far and the programming pulls one back to the story of lies – just like a rubber-band.  unless you have the tenacity and the drive and come from your heart and care MORE for the Truth than you do about what others think of you – you remain stuck in the program(s).  today as i reflect on this i also am feeling some sadness as well as a knowing that to expand the grand awakening, at this point, for the masses, it is going to take a HUGE event that they both experience within and that they SEE – an experience that is UNDENIABLE and over-rides ANY and ALL programs.

The Solar Flash Event.  that is what is going to “save” every one of us in its own way.  accompanied by the truth of ALL that has been hidden to be felt and SEEN.

people i read in certain groups are afraid the truth will get squashed – but i know there is sooooo much more going on than we see.  it is truly a multi-level/cosmic/dimensional exposure and cleaning up.  ALL WILL SEE.  here in this realm or outside.

moving on….lol

i just learned the schumann spiked for 24 hours total.  no coincidence there. a sneak preview of what’s to come?  i would love to fly in more of those bubbles of bliss.  never seen anything like what i saw yesterday – and would love to have more of the same.

i was also contemplating mental “illness” today.  i remember reading in my 20’s one of M. Scott Peck’s books – pretty sure it was in The Road Less Traveled (my first awakening book) – where he said addictions were a spiritual crisis.  connection with Source was not being felt/experienced so the person substitutes that connection with drugs, alcohol, sex, gambling, etc.  spiritual crisis.  i feel spiritual crisis is also behind most of these mental “illnesses” psychiatrists, psychologists and others in the field like to label.  the majority of us have some sort of mental angst – depression, anxiety, panic, disassociation, etc.  pretty guaranteed – comes w/the experience of being in this experience.

how can we define illness?  for me any illness is something out of alignment.  and we know this entire realm was designed to keep us out of alignment – with Source.  with our True Selves.  with Love.  Truth.

and now i pause – i don’t feel i need to go further with this.  this is matrix 101 stuff.  the basics.  we may not know exactly (yet) where we are – but we know what we are experiencing here – what we have been experiencing.  we know the agenda.

and we know the agenda is crumbling.  it is ending.

we are awakening.  and we are exiting.

the solar flash is what fully awakens every one of us.  awakens as in we get released from all controls.  what else will do it?  the programming as i said above is so locked in with some it is going to take that something HUGE to pull all up and out.  ascension = release from bondage.  and i feel – this time i am feeling at a deeper level than i have in the past – i feel it is coming.  very very soon.  very very very soon.

i did forget to mention physical symptoms i’ve been having lately in lisa harrison’s outline last night…..hands not working so well…..cells shaking especially in my legs – then my legs getting really tight – the muscles (that happens after i’ve gone to bed)…..feeling unbelievably COLD as in BONE cold to then really warm (within maybe an hour or less)….i have literally stood in the shower a few times with the water blasted on hot – shivering……unable to heat up my body……lately it’s been my eyes – sudden blurry vision like something is in them but i don’t feel anything so i rub my eyes and blink a few times….and the sleep patterns…..and the heart blips….and this feeling like i’m frigging autistic – overwhelmed so easily….thriving in quiet environments….and this growing energy within feeling like i could run for miles – that restlessness feeling that has returned…..i read some say they are feeling a bit manic – good word lately….appetite?  it waxes and wanes in some extremes now….eating much more fruit and am into eating a lot of greens now too (after having no interest in greens for a time)….not so much meat as in previous days….smoothies….kambucha has become a staple…dark chocolate and an occasional sweet treat like a cookie or donut….so you can see some supposed “taboo’s” but i put more trust in my body speak than i do in the food nazi’s.

i will close this one up by saying i feel each of us are rather pulling back in our shells now….not to hide but to reflect – rest – perhaps even prepare….just a feeling i am having about the collective experience.  of course this could also be my own projecting – but i am both sensing and seeing this in others who are anticipating our full awakening and exit.

love,

victoria

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Today’s Reflections ~ 2/15/19

 

i had an interesting dream last night that i feel ties in to some news i received after i woke up.  i learned my college roommate died.  cancer (lymphoma).  i lost touch with her years ago but through a mutual friend, i knew she had been diagnosed only a few months ago and this morning saw the news.  “i read the news today, oh boy….”  indeed.  it was very aggressive and all treatments failed.  so i’ve been reflective.  the emotions of sadness, grief and anger arose.  this shit-hole realm and its creations of the parasitic ones do this sort of thing.  i know and you know this sort of experience was NEVER consented to by any conscious being.  i shake my head and think what a waste and yet know all is changing.  so sad and unnecessary and yet also so bright are the skies in front of me/us.

so onto this dream.  i was seeing a screen and watching the scene at the end of “Ghost” where patrick swayze’s character is standing in the light, speaking to molly (demi moore) pointing to his chest saying “you take all of the love inside with you”.  one of the most poignant, beautiful scenes in a movie.  i wondered in the dream why i was seeing this.  i then felt that love in the heart chakra.  i could feel the truth in that line and then i could “feel” someone leaving.  it was rather odd but palpable.  i didn’t know what it meant at the time nor when i woke up.  i shrugged it off until i saw just 30 minutes later the news about my college friend.  i shared it with my mate and began saying “i think maybe she was coming through to me…” and could not finish.  emotions and tears just overcame me.

lots of memories come up of course of those days.  the people.  i remember the last time i saw her in person.  we were hugging and she was crying because we would no longer be living in the same city much less state together.  i remember i was surprised at how much she really cared for me that she would cry like that…. (some sad matrix program i have carried – the beLIEf that i am unlovable/not worthy of love and friendship)…..and in that moment i was hit with tenderness and an awareness that my heart was not as open as i thought and a desire to BE more of ME.  i was still young – and became completely uncomfortable with such a “feel” and slipped back into old me.  my energy is HUGE when it is PURE ME and i learned that energy smothers people (the “normies”).  i was told countless times to “turn down my bubbles” in both loving and unfortunately, mostly, quite smothering ways.

i also experienced regrets of letting her fade away from my life.  i know people come and go – but does it have to be this way?  instead should not it be about us making the CONSCIOUS choice to leave our physical vessel on our CHOOSING…. and we all celebrate together and honor the person’s choice as this person makes the fully free, loving, beautiful choice to go have another experience elsewhere – after an experience of hundreds or thousands of “years”?

YES.

disease is not natural and absolutely unnecessary.

one last reflection…..pondering the term “quantum” as well and tonight had the goose-bump feel as i thought each time we question the narrative….with each little moment of awakening….a new thought….WE create a quantum experience.  and as each of us have done this, JUST BY HOLDING those new thoughts and feels that come from PURE US – we weaken the quantum experience of the being’s here who have supported the matrix creation as well as the entities for whom were the original creators of the original hijack.  energy IS everything and we ARE doing it.

each and every one of us are the plan.  the plan is not just about 10-12 people and an alliance of  benevolent, freedom supporting beings of “out there” and beyond.  it is about every.  single.  one.  of.  us.

our awakening and our expansion cannot be stopped.  it can be ridiculed and dismissed and challenged and threatened.  but stopped?  no.

I ROCK.  YOU ROCK.  WE ROCK.

love,

victoria

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The Needs for February into March

 

Greetings every one.

I have a big electric bill coming up.  It has been a very cold month and my assistance from the local agency got used up for December and January.  I run the heat as little as possible and we burn wood in our open fireplace every evening, which costs us between $150-$200 for a cord of wood.  I will have to buy another cord next month.  This house is not heated nor insulated properly.  We have no source of heat in the front of the house other than one little cadet heater right by the front door, which is insanely stupid.  So I have 2 space heaters in each room.

There is also food costs and extra medical expenses for the myriad of tests and scans my mate had, although he was approved for financial aid which will cover much of those costs that insurance doesn’t cover/pick up, although not all.

Release the tech NOW, right?!

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Blessings of love,

Victoria

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a thought on “draining the swamp is going to take a long time….”

 

years, i am now hearing.  perhaps decades.

that gives the d/s actors and their minions TIME to continue the implementation of their horror shows of chemtrails, 5G and other life-destroying policies.  we.  do.  not.  have.  the.  luxury.  of.  earthly 3d “time”.

when you have an infestation of cockroaches do you take out one at a time? no.  you take ’em all out as quickly as possible – to stop RE-INFESTATION. and if this draining does not go at a quick, even pace, re-infestation will occur.

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Dealing with the incoming energies transforming us – the light the dark and all of it

 

editor victoria’s comment ~ the title is mine and i hope it covers what is shared below – and below are words in which i align.  lately i have been saying simply that i release and transmute (heal) all that is not of the I AM.  or Source.  or love.  or divine.  or truth.  whatever i am feeling in the moment.  it is my intuitive impression/feeling from deep within that higher frequencies are incoming – many from ships/craft from Home – and these energies are transforming ALL here.  it isn’t about good or bad or light or dark.  it’s about transforming us back into Original Source Frequencies.  and all that does not align – what we would call “dark” – are in a panic.  i sense it “out there” and i sense it within ME as well.  we are being presented with LOVE in huge ways – and those parts of us that have been hurt are wide eyed in panic mode saying “OH I CANNOT TRUST THAT!  RUN!”  

Love can feel scary and i am feeling it is time to talk about this.  how many of us have been hurt by people who we loved?  (a rather unnecessary question of course but hey it’s a convo starter….)  it begins with our parents. then families. friends. lovers.  etc.  no one gets through this experience in this realm without trauma due to being hurt by those we love and who love us. you know the song – Love Hurts.  of course we know Love doesn’t hurt – hurt hurts.  pain hurts. trauma hurts.  fear hurts.  Love Heals.  and we forget that.  i certainly did and i feel it calling me more and more – especially most recently.  

i have been self soothing at times saying it’s ok to get back into the heart and STAY there.  it’s ok to return to Love and to STAY there.  there is NO HARM there.  it is HOME.  and that is where we are returning.

and now:  another’s perspective below.

love,

victoria

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Update:
I have many who are coming to me in somewhat of an uncomfortable state of Being.

Ok , loves , I post certain things to kind of give you all a “ heads up” , somethings might seem a little outlandish, or common. It just depends on where you all are in this process.

This gray web matrix, that I’ve been stating about carries many layers of interpretations.
The Council of Divine Feminine, that are in full task to disassemble it , are handling this tirelessly, diligently and selflessly.

While they are taking it down , 7, strands at a time ( 7 types of distortion) our vessels , environments, spirituality, DNA , histories get cleared.
The strands Do Not , get recognition, they just get cleared and healed to non existence.

So with all this being said, you will feel , attract , deal etc. with some extremely odd occurrences.

But as I Am observing , many are going into somewhat of a panic. Which , is what’s not the advisable, reaction and Being.

The Heat is On , loves. You’ve been preparing for this, No???

There is Acceleration, a movement forward , so much faster, to arrive at temporary, holding patterns of assimilation, so 5D can become a full state of BEING.

We are all being tested in our faith and Commandship , our trust , that no thing will hurt or harm us , faith that we are in full power and prowess of our Divine Christed Essence.

Remember, you are Father /God/ Source, whatever you feel to Be.
Carrying that Commandship , there is no possible way , Anything can disturb you.

Yes , there are those like myself , that have the gifted capability of cleaning up full Distortion imageries that are still an issue here on Geia. But, each of you have the extreme capabilities to clean up Your, space.
It’s just some of you are not in full pure faith of your own God Essence as the Christed One.

What sky command has brought to my Aware is this:

As the clean up persues, there are wormholes and portals from other darker environments, imagery beings, that are also in a panic , of extinction. They seek a donor home to hang on.
Example:
Like when 2are swimming, one can’t swim anymore, reaches for the one who can, in panic , trying to save themselves too.

It’s paramount to keep your outside fields ( auric, energetic) clear of rips and tears.

How:

Project from your Heart Portal , the most powerful Golden Diamond force , like a beam from a lighthouse, shine it around your fields. Or, you become the Beam , no thing will see you because of the brilliance.

Tool :

Command “ I SEARCH AND TRANSFIGURE, all DARK DISTORTION, HIDDEN AGENDA, PORTALS AND WORMHOLES. FROM ALL ENVIRONMENTS, IN THIS NOWSPACE. “. !

I suggest you Command this ,in power ,from the I Am I Am I Am.

Use this whenever you feel “ off”. Doesn’t matter the time of day.

Once upon a time , you were innately programmed to be afraid of all unknowns ,

Tool:

“I COMMAND THE DISINTEGRATION OF ALL DISTORTION FEAR PROGRAMS FROM ALL MY MASS AND MATTER, FROM ALL CELL MEMORY ,FROM ALL ENVIRONMENTS, FROM THIS NOW TO ALL THE NOWS FORWARD” !!!

Ok I know I’m long winded today , I try and not do this, I prefer clear concise data for you , but sometimes it is necessary.
Loves please share my info everywhere you can. Strength , comes from the unification.

To all the sleepers, new runners , 1st, 2nd, and 3rd, runners , we got this!
But you must share your knowledge to empower All as One.
I love you as I Am I Am I Am ……

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Some energy reads (graphs)…and a thought or two….

 

schuman kabams…plasma…………electrons (CHECK OUT THAT KAPOW!)………protons………i am wondering now if my occasional thought that ships from home are sending us d/l at night to awaken and restructure – perhaps this is more than just a thought.  and it also then leads me to question – is this vessel then doing the changing?  is this vessel prepping to merge with this alleged REAL light body vessel in stasis?  or is the “real self in stasis” also a program and all that i am/I AM is here now in this form? hmm…  (i laugh as i type this as it reminds me of a recent conversation i had with my mom.  i have always been highly curious – always the philosopher – always asking questions – digging for answers and wanting to know the why’s and what’s, etc.  my girl is very much the same.  my mom said when i was a little girl i always had so many questions to ask and stories to tell she would at times feel that mama weariness and would ask me if i might like to go to the neighbor’s house to ask them the questions.  my mom said i would usually say “no” and continue on with my little dialogue…)

i listened to a video on our role now being to love every thing.  i can align with that.  and yet where i find the challenge is the notion that when we send love to the abusers, the criminals in government, and it diffuses them. my first thought was “so does a bullet.”  then i imagined the children.  the children who have been sacrificed, tortured, abused, etc. – often by people they love and trusted.  did that love diffuse the behavior of the tormentors? no, it did not. i feel it is that mantra – that thought pattern that love diffuses fear in others that can get us in trouble – can make it easy to turn a blind eye to the idea that such a thought pattern can be quite naive. sometimes – often – the only way to actually stop someone – to diffuse one from engaging in harm is by use of physical force. period.  not saying love isn’t powerful and cannot be effective – but if someone is coming at you with the intent to harm do you send them love and hope it works or do you use force to protect yourself?

we can send forgiveness to those who have made the choice to engage in such acts of horror.  that is effective for healing and of course is one of the arms of love.  those being held accountable now are not surrendering because love was sent their way.  they’ve been seen – and caught. sometimes when the energies of hate are so heavy and thick (as they are with those who commit the most destructive acts) – it takes effort/time for the Love to penetrate.  for those committing the darkest of horrors, they are usually repelled by Love.  some are so lost they may not Remember that experience of love while they remain in body here.  they may be unable and/or unwilling to let the love be experienced/felt.  so…..let’s not be blinded by that as a real possibility if not probability.

love is all powerful and all healing.  let it just be one of the many tools we utilize as we continue the focus of cleaning up this mess in this realm – both within and without.  we have warriors that carry the sword and warriors that utilize love.  both have purpose and value.

love,

victoria

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Today’s Musing: Messages in songs…pretty yard art discovered on a solitary walk and whatever else is on my mind

 

yesterday (and today) it seemed as though every hour or two i was nudged to “look at the tv” and sure enough, there was some message in the song title calling out to me about the merge/transition process.  below are some of the photos i took:

most of these are pretty much self-explanatory.  however the one above on africa – i’ve been hearing the song “africa” in my mind off and on for about 2 months and it means something to me – i just don’t know what.

i headed out today for a walk in solitude (meaning alone) – in this near bitter cold (when it’s at freezing with gusts of wind at 25mph or so it feels bitter cold)…i walked past a house i’ve walked past many times and never noticed this piece of yard art.  is it newly placed?  or has it been there for some time and my normal walking companion is quite chatty when she walks so my attention span for such things (noticing art work and the like) is usually distracted.  anyway i thought it was so pretty – i took a photo and wanted to share it here.

 

i checked out the solar wind site and noticed, once again, the data is being cut off at the same time – early evening pacific time.  it has gone on long enough to indicate something fairly significant, in my thinking.  it is highly probable some incoming energy is showing up on these graphs and “they” don’t wish for us to see it.

speaking of deception – my mate and i were discussing the power of conscious thought.  we each hold power.  and yet in order to expand power one needs information.  TRUTH.  and when groups who hold the same power of conscious thought have technology and knowledge that is held in secret just for them, how powerful IS our conscious thought?  in this realm that is.

i continue to post the Q drops and the political happenings – more or less. this is supposed to be a big week.  will that transpire?  maybe.  will i share what i find?  yes.  but….that being said, i am all but detached from it all.  the realms being merged – the ability to choose fully and freely not just WHAT but WHERE we wish to create and experience – i could easily walk away from all of the happening’s here to go on and have NEW.  new new new new new  the word of the year.  IF this is all really a movie (and Q says that repeatedly – you are watching a movie – which says to me the acting taking place on the political stage is NOT the only “thing” that is a movie)….i am ready to walk out of this bad “B” movie – even though it has some good action scenes – i am bored with it.  it doesn’t gel with me.  but for NOW it is the only movie being shown so i am spending more time focused on my own movie.  a creation where there IS no movie.

that is all for now.

love,

victoria

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Some thoughts on this matrix “game”….

 

i’m in a quiet space – literally and metaphorically…and reflecting on where we are.  the event.  freedom.  liberation.

dates cannot be given on the event.  they’ve proven unreliable – obviously. this is a war for our energy as we know.  and no one can state when a war will end.  i do feel the controllers are cornered here now.  it was no coincidence to me that the date some were saying this was the date i awoke with a feeling of being a rapid animal trapped into a corner wanting to rage…. i feel they were cornered and quarantined/captured “outside” of this realm as well (with the focus of “clean up” being in this realm for a time now).

and i do know the result is our freedom for enough of us have said we are done with this game and we are now choosing to have a new experience. timelines are messed with by entities with tech you and i cannot even fathom (in these states of consciousness that is) – which then shows me we have a lot of help in ending this simulation so that we CAN have a new experience.  our conscious thoughts and spoken thoughts are having a powerful impact as well.

i have also been asking – just what is the event?  is it literally a blast of plasma that wipes out the last of the frequency here and pulls us awake. who controls that blast?  there has been so many meditations to call this forth – both small and large and yet still here we are.  mass meditations are effective.  focused, concentrated energies of like bring results.  so why then has this not worked for the event?  it leads me to think this is a controlled narrative – a program (albeit it benevolent/helpful one) and we are just waiting for that button to be pushed.  and that will come when those entities and beings who do not want us to end our participation in this game are eliminated or enough of them eliminated so that we CAN put the final “blast” into this realm in which we reside.  and THAT is when ALL awaken…

that is the perception i am currently holding as i remain open to processing feels and visions and insights i receive from within my center.

love,

victoria

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