I have had a rough time today. I spent much of it napping, journaling and releasing crap. Inside I felt I was just done with it all. Just fed up and done.
Did I say done??
I spoke strong words. “These are not my thoughts. They are not OF me. I no longer give you any attention no matter how much you pop up and grab at my attention. I am NOT YOU. Leave! I will do this as long as it takes until you get so bored, you implode.”
I then felt very drained. I cried to my mate “I don’t know how much longer I can do this reality. I want to go to where we have seen for so long.” He could only sympathize as he has the same experience.
I needed some inspiration. Something said “go get a bible.”
Uh, a bible?
Me??!!
That’s like telling a hillary fanatic to find a redeeming quality about DJT.
Ok, so I go get my bible and decide to grab my book on the Dead Sea Scrolls. I thought I may get a better message from that one.
I scroll through the DS scrolls book (hey nice little pun there, eh?). Nothing jumps out at me. NOTHING.
I keep feeling the nudge to open up the bible. It won’t bite, I joke with myself.
So I open it up. Just picked it up and open it. No thought.
I turn to the book of Isiah.
And my eyes go right to the speak of now is being made new heavens and a new earth.
W O W.
How people will live long and healthy and happy.
How the wolf will lay with the lamb.
WOW.
And how we will no longer remember the pains and trauma’s of this realm.
WOW WOW WOW.
Tears come. Strongly.
Thank you.
Gratitude.
It is #checkmate with the criminals in government.
#checkmate with all who have enslaved us and gaia.
Home is calling.
And I am ready.
We are ready.
Victoria
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I’m watching this video and a lovely woman is speaking of the Event (among other topics) and the timelines being messed with to move back our experiencing of this event. It got me feeling and thinking at the same time.
My mate and I have had conversations based on how we feel and that is we feel this transition/liberation could have/was supposed to/should have happened long ago. I have had similar conversations with some of you as well. Most if not all of us (likely) feel to some degree or another or have some perception that other dimensional’s have used the elite, cabal, whatever you wish to label them to utilize their (the other dimensional’s) tech to delay this energy event.
Many of us, myself included (that is until a few months ago and at that it has taken some time for me to get in alignment w/the feeling) have felt and thus believed the event is outside of our control. We have even been told such words. There have also been several “go to” guru’s who claim to have intel and knowledge (that no one else has but them) on this event.
The only guru is yourself. Ourselves.
The only “go to” is YOU. Ourselves.
While I feel this experience we call The Event is an energy that comes from “out there” in the galactic realm, we are calling it forth. It is connected to us. We are connected to it.
For there is no energy disconnect. No separation, right? Isn’t that the core and the heart of our Awakening and Remembering?
I see and feel the sudden increase of people having experiences of the event, an increase in discussions of it as well as the same increase in people calling it forth. The energy around this sudden transition is very palpable. We are taking another step – a big mama bear one – into our Full Empowered Awareness in remembering ~ oh yeah – we don’t just have to sit back and wait for this ride. We are co-creating it!
Source in Me calls it forth. Everything I feel in me calls it forth. That is enough. For me.
Timeline manipulations that seek to delay our rightful return to Unity, to Love, to Full Connection has ended. So says Me.
So I hope you will join in with me and others in stating the Decree I shared earlier. (and you can switch up the words too of course ~ state it however you feel ~ what feels “right” within) I now “see” and “feel” more in alignment with it and why it was lead to me to share.
The time is now. It has always been Now.
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Victoria
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I received a notice in the mail, informing me my utility company would be out next month to install a smart meter on my property. And oh how lucky I am to be privy of their amazing technology.
Excuse me, I said out loud. I already opted out of that. TWICE.
So I gave them a jingle. Explained the situation.
“Oh, I am sorry, we canceled your opt out,” I was told.
WHAT WHY?!
“We tried to contact you to complete the work order and you failed to respond,” I was told.
Contact me? In what manner? Phone? Mail? I never heard from you on this work order and just what is a work order? You need a work order to STOP a uh work order to perform work on my property? (I kept emphasizing the “MY PROPERTY” part.)
I was told they contacted me by phone. I verified the number. I said no message was never left.
Oh, they probably didn’t leave a message.
So then how was I to know you called?? (simple land line phone so nothing fancy)
Common sense says if you REALLY want someone to know you have phoned you leave a message. That is if you really called and you’re just trying to trick me into your agenda.
She ignored that comment.
So I had to opt out – again – and was told a follow up call would be forthcoming to complete the work order. I said I wanted it noted that if no one answers to leave a message (while thinking OMFG I can’t believe I am having this conversation hello is this a life form I am speaking to? Or just another bot or background person to which I want to unplug them and make them just go away for their allowing the criminal system to keep going).
We are told to be patient with these people.
We are told to be patient to wait for freedom.
To wait for the horrors of human trafficking to end.
To wait for the tech to be released that will liberate us from disease and from the archaic forms of unhealthy technology.
What next? Will we be told that if we see someone getting assaulted or drowning we have to wait to end that horror as well?
ENOUGH!
Seriously ENOUGH!
Our disdain for the word patience is a natural feeling that comes from the KNOWING that says LOVE DOES NOW. Love does not allow suffering. LOVE ASSISTS. Especially when it is “things” needed that would help people and are being deliberately withheld.
I can either choose to sit on my self-inflated pedestal chanting la la phrases like “all is well” or I can actually be a realist as well which includes being a DOER and begin at least INTENDING and COMMANDING things like health for all and liberation for all and love for all NOW.
Not on some controlling entity’s time watch.
But on the people’s timeline of needs. Wants. Desires. NOW.
We have “waited” long enough.
Here is one definition of “patience”: the capacity to accept or tolerate delay, trouble, or suffering without getting angry or upset.
Adapting that mentality while in traffic or in line or when dealing with your child [wp-svg-icons icon=”grin” wrap=”i”] and experiences such as that is one thing.
But being told we must be “patient” when it comes to BASIC HUMAN RIGHTS such as the right to breath clean air, drink clean water, eat clean healthy food, put an end to geoengineering, have the return of our outer tech that has been kept from us, and putting an end to the ENTIRE power-over “game” is just insensitive, even cruel, and only keeps the thievery going.
I will not tolerate it any longer. The timer went off long ago with me. And I know I am not the only one. Oh, how I know that!
We are The Creator Beings.
You. Me.
It is time NOW to put this energy to USE. Quit waiting.
Command freedom for all be brought forth NOW.
Command the TRUTH be brought forth NOW.
Command the matrix grid be brought down NOW.
Command the Event Wave into our realm NOW.
Fill in the blank with whatever it is YOU desire. Want. Need.
And one last note: Be accepting of what it is other’s wish for themselves. Part of the power-over “game” is found all over the place, especially in the new age movement when others step up and claim they know best for another. “Oh you don’t really need that. You need to do THIS instead.” Or my personal (NOT) favorite: “But you have no needs.”
Ok then….
Often flowery language (with a lot of words) is used. The intention is usually well-meaning, but this must be seen for what it is: another matrix program. The aim to confuse the other person and instill doubt.
We don’t need that energy.
Know what you want.
CLAIM IT.
It is your RIGHT to live your life as you desire and want and need from the energies of your heart. In so long as you are not causing unnecessary harm to another, I have absolutely no right in stating/claiming otherwise. And when we come from that heart-space of authenticity, we don’t power-over another or take away their right to the same freedom.
Live and let live.
I support that for every one of you.
Let us put an end to this game of patience.
Change the energy ~ change the result.
I feel we can all agree on that!
Love, freedom, blessings, peace NOW~
Victoria
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Even though my sleep has been interesting lately, where I seem to vacillate between near coma-like states of sleep to being wide awake wishing I could sleep, my dreams are still vivid and new (new spaces, new people). Last night I had two such dreams.
The first one I had entered the home of a woman who has a youtube channel. I was in search of her, only she was not home. So as I turn to leave, I walked out the wrong door, instead walking into another room when I had originally intended on the door being the front door. I turned around and headed out another door. Same experience. Strange room with people I did not know – and also having no desire to stay. So I tried one more door only this one lead me to a closet. A long closet made up of smaller closets. The space was so tight I could hardly move. I tried to turn around then felt fear ~ the fear of being trapped.
Core fear alert.
I have been told everyone experiences a certain level of claustrophobia, the fear of being trapped. For me, it is intense and it isn’t just about confined physical spaces. It’s being in a situation I do not consent to, which means having to pay to live, pay a bill or being told I cannot do or have something because of someone else’s rule. I even feel it if I am in need of rest or sleep and outside responsibility prevents me from doing just that ~ in the way I need (although most of these experiences manifest as a simple feeling of strong disdain).
Power over is not Who I Am. It has been the most challenging experience to me to just “do it” and go along to get along. Keep going.
Freedom and liberation is welcomed now.
While in this closet space, I heard my higher voice speak. “Slow down, breath, do not look at this space as your enemy. While you are here, remember to Breath, bless your space and slow down so you CAN get out of those situations you feel you have no control.”
So I stayed in this tight, confined space, slowed down my thoughts, did some deep breaths.
Then I said “ok, i came into this house and now am in search of the door out. I can find it when I slow down, center and focus.”
I exited the closet, walked back into the house and remembered where the front door was. I found it and as I did, the people in the room where the people I had wanted to see all along.
As that experience faded, I was then back at our house. My mate and I were hauling some stuff and placing it on the side of the house. We were leaving it there. I knew we were getting ready to leave. One of the items was the mailbox. He had taken it down because it was something we no longer needed. That system was gone. Everything had changed. I could feel it. As someone for whom late evening and early a.m. hours are my favorite because the energies of the systems and the masses are subdued, I could feel that same sense of calm ~ only it was daytime and it was much stronger and had a sense of permanence. I knew I was seeing and feeling a post-event scenario.
I took his hand and said “it took us about 20 years, but we made it.” What I meant by that statement was we have been together 20 years – precisely later this year – and it has been a long long journey. We have both felt for many of those years we were brought together to not only bring our child into this realm, but to be here for this very purpose of liberation and new earth. There have been moments when we have just wanted to give up. But we never have. That isn’t who we are.
I shared the dream experience with my mate later after we awoke. He and I spoke of the event energy. We both feel it is an inside and outside experience. Inside in that we call it forth through our individual awakening/remembering and outside in that it is indeed a new energy space we are being “moved” towards. We are passing though bands of energies as we are being returned to that in which we once resided. We both feel (for both of us have had the memories and just the cellular knowing) we have been moved from “the pit”, back to where we once lived when we first decided to come to this space where we were Beings in Physical Form, the energies in which we lived in allowing us to have the full use of our abilities.
“We’re going home to where we once experienced,” I said. As I said that I got chills and tears. And at that my mate said, “I just got chills when you said that.”
I went on to say I was getting a “feel” that these barriers of new energies we are traveling through is cleaning up layers of “dirt” – psychic debris – we have accumulated while living in this realm.
That’s what Love does.
Love doesn’t demand lessons.
Or unnecessary suffering.
Or bind another with rules of “karma”.
Source is US. Why would Source ever desire to power over Itself?
Humanity has needed a ride home (and a newly restored “vehicle” too) and that is how I see this experience.
It is different for each of us, but overall this is an experience of Love.
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Victoria
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I feel the need to share this, a list of actions I aim to Be as much as I/i am able. It would have been useful for me to have written something like this earlier, but I would not have been quite as ready as I feel I am now. Experiences with a variety of different people along this ascension journey have allowed me to see my own behavior, consider as to what I wish to change and what I know is part of Core Me.
I used to think being a light worker meant I was always to be spaced out in bliss. Always kind. Always thoughtful. To not let my humanness show. The struggle, the fears, challenges, not let any of that show. (And yes I have had “light workers” talk down to me when I have let these moments be shared, privately or in the public eye.)
In short, light-worker equated to being All Knowing Perfect.
Ugh! NO THANK YOU.
I had to admit that I am perfectly imperfect, full of human awesomeness and frailty, with Higher Dimensional Selves finding a way in to create a balance.
As I have shared before, I don’t like labels. I also feel everyone is a light-worker ~ certainly a potential light worker/light bringer. We are ALL here as Sources of the Highest of Awareness. We each bring a purpose ~ whether at times that is to show what’s Love and to show what isn’t Love ~ the aim being Love, and all that is within that umbrella of Love. (Although I still maintain there are clones and artificial entities as well as people so far into evil actions the better part of themselves are so fragmented, contact and unification is likely impossible.)
All of that being out of the way, here is what I aim to Be:
Authentic. I share when I am Imperfect. I share when I am Perfect. I stumble, trip and fall. Then I rise. I cry and demand when I sense injustice and harm. I celebrate when I see Love rise above what was once hidden, whether in shame or fear.
Vulnerable. When I don’t know something, I say so. When I’m afraid, same thing. Sad, angry, confused, yep, the same.
Teller of the Truth. Whatever I feel is true at the time, I speak it. At times that leads to being…
Humble. When I miss the mark on something I perceived as true, I own it. At some point. But eventually I do own it. For more than anything, I want to know the Truth.
Child-like. I aim to see the world through the child-like faith within my heart. That keeps me hopeful. Keeps me going.
Intense. This one gets me into the most trouble. A recent energy read had the woman tell me my energy was one of the most intense energies she had read on a client. It wasn’t an intensity of rudeness or smugness (although I know I can slip into that at times), but one of I simply know Who I Am. The origin of my home planet, which is likely from eons ago, perhaps my first physical incarnation, is full of equally intense Beings. Anyway…I feel things deeply. Very deeply. All of the emotions. I typically don’t do those half-way. Also included in that intensity is a deep disdain for intentional harm and what I call the “sticking of the head in the sand like the ostrich”. Refusing to see the elephant in the room while it’s swinging its trunk for all to see. Oooh, I get fired up on that one.
There are so many of us in this world of ascension and light workers, healers and the like. None of us are the same. We’re all different. Some are very soft and gentle, some are more rough around the edges, some a mix….but what matters the most is the purity of the heart and it is that purity of the heart that desires to see every single one of us liberated, loved, healed and freely living the Life we each desire while being supported with grace and love along the way. Perhaps that is the end result of my aim.
That is indeed my wish for myself and all of you.
And that is why I created this site and this space.
Much love in perfection and imperfection,
Victoria
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Considering the day I have had in regards to money, considering how fed up and exhausted and worn out and just overly fucking done with changing my thoughts on money and the meditations I do around it and how much energy I have invested in welcoming abundance and offering gratitude and how none of that has changed my situation, I have allowed myself to see and admit and own the financial enslavement we have been put under, how money can and does entrap people, how utterly WRONG it all is. And how DONE I am with all of THAT. I am worthy of ALL NOW – not when I have more money to do what I need and want to do.
If you feel so called to state the following, please feel free to do so.
(thank you robin for sharing this energy spell)
Breakthrough Now
From the Evil Wizards curse
With this spell I cast
That cannot be reversed.
Financial tyranny is a thing of the past.
BREAKTHROUGH NOW
Let the die be cast.
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Victoria
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Twice within 20 minutes, I had a telepathic communication with my mate.
Twice.
The first experience occurred while sitting on the couch, I thought of laundry and said “You know, we didn’t have to do a load of laundry today.” My mate looks at me, eyes huge and says “No way! I was just thinking hey we didn’t do laundry today.”
Telepathic comms coming online, I said. We got a good laugh over this.
About 20 minutes later, as I’m linking an article here, I had the Pat Traver’s song “Boom Boom (Out go the Lights)” go through my mind. I suddenly wanted to hear it. So I said, again to my mate, “I suddenly want to hear Pat Traver’s Boom Boom song” to which my mate then says “NO FRIGGING WAY!! I JUST went by the video on youtube and thought we needed to listen to it!” (he was surfing away through ROKU)
That one got me high-fives.
This may seem like coincidence.
However, I have been saying for many days now that my telepathic abilities have come back online with these incoming energies. I have been doing meditations at night around it. I have also had a few other experiences from a distance with others recently. I have felt for awhile now that one of my first abilities to come back to me fully would be telepathy.
It’s happened.
When I allow it. Without controlling it. Gonna take some practice.
Next up?
Teleportation.
We’re doing it!
Much love,
Victoria
UPDATE: Breaking news (not the fake kind): Telekinesis abilities coming online. ? A few moments ago my mate and I were watching a short video when I had the sudden urge to mute it so I could insert a thought I felt the strong need to say/speak at that moment. Just as I had this thought/feeling, the video automatically muted which perplexed my mate who said “hey what happened?” So I shared with him what I had just thought and said what I felt I needed to say and just as I finished, the video sound came back on again. My mate says he’s completely floored at this point.
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I’m really not feeling the need to post about The Event any longer. I feel I have no more personal experiences or insights to share. I feel called only to spend at much time within, preparing my body, allowing, focusing on staying centered in my heart. I may share some pieces on it that others write. Or I may not. It’s rather strange ~ I was so almost obsessed about it in recent weeks and now that feeling has left. I am rather relieved about that to be honest.
I also feel the need to release the focus on dates. A strong need. It is coming. We can draw it forth.
We are drawing it forth.
So unless I receive some new insight or dream, I may just go quiet on it.
For now, I eat when I feel the need. Stretch. DO when I have the energy. Sleep when I need to. Drink my filtered water. Peppermint and ginger root teas. Celery smoothies. Lots of citrus ~ eating oranges daily. Lots of greens stir-fried with green onions right now. And I have also just started drinking my liquid chlorophyll ~ a bottle I have had in the fridge for awhile that I stopped taking but was called to begin using it again.
This evening I long to simply send out this message telepathically.
After putting my little one to bed, I came out into the living room and parked my body in the rocker with the portable massager. I know what to do when these energies enter my body. Let them move through whatever way they need while allowing whatever may need to come out the freedom to do so.
Engaging in this experience, I suddenly began to hum. Loudly. For quite awhile. After doing this a few times, I grew quiet again and sat there, eyes closed, the roar of the fire being the only light in the room. I love those moments and need them lately. Sitting there quietly, I suddenly felt another surge of energy come through my chest and up my throat, wanting release. I began to hum again but then the next thing I “know” I’m speaking this language. It was bizarre and strange but also familiar and it felt really good to release whatever it was I was releasing. I went on as long as I could given the air in my lungs, only to fill up again, pause and do it all over again.
I have this feeling that part of the chest tightness I have been experiencing, especially lately, is due to expansion. While we are all having things come back online right now, or perhaps just some of us, I don’t know ~ I just like to feel (and say) we’re all going through this amazing experience ~ anyway some of us were once larger physically and we spoke in that Light Language that was much more expansive in depth and duration.
After that experience (in which I recorded myself for a bit ~ I had to to share with my mate who told me I sounded like the woman Leeloo from the 5th Element), I got out the yoga mat and stretched my body every which way I could. The energy in my body ~ my Light Body is deeply wanting a bigger physical space. Or else she is just getting used to being fully in a physical body again. Who knows for sure ~ for now. Just some crazy fascinating stuff going on!
Take for instance a couple of nights ago I woke up, my legs trembling. The need to move them was intense. I’ve increased my magnesium and trace minerals intake but this felt different. My legs wanted to run. Fast. Really fast. I had to visualize myself running up and down the street at lightening speed just to calm the experience.
Feeling like a kid in a candy store ~ wanting to try EVERYTHING only to be told “one thing at a time”.
So the experience of wanting to stretch my body while allowing Light Energy to pour through and out of her continues. This body lately is feeling, well, “cramped”. This house feels cramped. My neighborhood feels cramped. Sitting here at the computer feels cramped. This entire REALM feels cramped. I long to move freely. I long to scale walls and leap tall buildings. Climb trees with ease and just take a long nap in one. No joke. It is a palpable experience and I am so grateful I listened to a woman speak of New Earth (video I shared days ago here) who said when she has visited New Earth she said her physical abilities are unlimited and she literally climbs walls, etc.
For now, I am bound to this experience. For now.
Just for now.
Tomorrow is a New Now, isn’t it?
On we go.
Much love Goddesses and Warriors,
Victoria
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