Category: Daily Notes

 

I heard the term “goin’ quantum” today.  Much better than saying how dizzy/woozy I feel.  Forgetful.  Unbalanced.

Nope.  We’re goin’ quantum.  BRING it, baby!

As one of you messaged me today asking wtfrig was up with the energies, I had to later respond I was feeling the same.

W O W.

Twice while out and about I had to stop what I was doing, take a breath, put my hands on something to brace myself lest I wish to fall on my face.  At one point, the second time this happened, I thought “I may faint here.”  A brief moment of panic set in before I thought “If I do I do.  Be nice to have a little nap.”

So…I went quantum a few times.  I tried desperately to multi-task around the house.  Not happening.  For I am going quantum.  Suddenly I have expanded.

I Be + I expand = I go Quantum.

A new scientific theory I hereby postulate and present for pondering.

I really did have to take several moments at times to collect myself and ask: Where am I again?  What am I doing?  What did you just say?

(when in truth in these moments i don’t want to talk.. with a n y b o d y)

And it feels this is the experience I have not just when a new energy finds its way into my body, or wait…. is it a new energy?  Is it just remnants of All I Am finding space within my physical vessel?

Hmmm.  Ok….Where was I?

Oh yeah.  This quantum experience isn’t just about merging energies.  It happens when I expand my conscious awareness of the All.  I’ve been having those at night prior to falling asleep.  Once I tune in, I buzz and tingle and vibe all over.  My Soul Energy says YES YES YES let’s play let’s integrate let’s expand let’s remember.  My energies swirl all over, almost as if to say I AM FREE.

That and “do this more!”

Note to self:  “do this more”.

This would all be so much simpler if I could just sent an energetic imprint telepathically.  As Jodie Foster’s character says in “Contact” ~ where, after passing through a wormhole and is allowed to see what I recall is a triple sun star system, the beauty overwhelming her and she is attempting to share the experience and all she can say is “no words…there are no words.”

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Victoria

 

 

 

 

OK, I know I recently said I would not be having any more psychic/intuitive readings.  I feel perhaps Source/Higher Selves said “let’s bring her one that will be Truth”.  This came about by a recent connection and she reached out to me and said she felt guided to give me a reading, free of charge, if I was open.  So I felt it out and thought (with a skeptical eye) let’s do it.

I communicated with Higher Self (who I am feeling more lately is really Me – just in a more solid, expansive version) and said “you have my permission to speak with her.”  I also informed the young woman that she was not to speak to any Being other than my Higher Self as I had fired my guides this past year and was only relying on All Of Me in which to tune in and receive All.

She sent the results to me and they were insightful and felt, overall, pure. She’s good and really captured my authentic way of Being.

She saw me coming from a sun planet outside of this Universe.  I am keeping the name and other details private.  She stated that I am very commanding with very very strong energy (yes, two “very’s” lol).  My struggle is how to utilize this energy.  Do I let it come from my solar plexus/heart?  Is it in haste and/or anger?

She shared how I have a very difficult time in close relationships, partnerships and friends alike.  Being human is a struggle (duh).  I have a strong disdain for drama and overly-sensitive beings (even though I fall into those traps myself).  I feel very at peace and at home with my tribe and have a hard time with outsiders.

More than once it was mentioned how powerful my energy is ~ the best way for me to use it, in this physical life cycle, is through communications and the arts.  Writing.  Speaking.  Sharing all of the wisdom I have learned from the origins of my home realm.  She gave me some tips on remembering that.

Confidence and trust in myself is key to sharing.  Knowing and Being who I am.

This sharing of who i am has been a struggle for me.  I know I have a very strong energy and oooh it has been painful and draining for me to keep it low around others lest I offend them or scare them away.  Today on my walk, I was thinking about all of this, drawing up my energy from my center, moving it around and I swear ~ I scared a cat.  I looked at it and greeted it – said I was sorry if I frightened her.  But it still had this look of fear in its eyes and bolted away from me.

I have had that happen with humans too.  Not so dramatically but I have had others say “you scare me”.  Of course they were very asleep to their own Being.  That was more in my younger years when I was more comfortable with my, um, Prowess.

I see where learning how to blend in has served me at times.  Although that has been an extreme I have gone to, it has given me the tools to reign in my energy.  Control it.  Problem is I became more focused on that energy restriction being in the best interest others but in truth, it was also about the best interest for me in that I feared the responses of others.  It has been a challenge to know how to handle adversity in my face.  To be challenged, questioned ~ especially from one who is as commanding as I am.

A life long challenge.

All out of fear of embracing who I am – strengths and vulnerabilities.

I know that already.

But validation is always good.  A good tool to use as a reminder ~ that is no longer who I am for it does not serve me.

Tools are good as are reminders.

Especially during this period of transformation and transition.  I know we all will be called upon as our Full Selves come “online”.  I have thought perhaps the gifts I have now will disappear as we transition.  I now see – not so.  They will grow in power.  Morph into new creations.

For each of us.

As she said “things are about to get exciting”.  (i feel that implies for us all)

(I had a follow-up conversation with her.  She thanked me, hoped it was helpful and again mentioned again how very strong my energy is.  It is time to tap deeper into that reservoir and share.)

 

 

 

 

 

(let me begin by saying it is no coincidence that the piece i reference below was put out at this time)

We have an alternative, left-leaning magazine in our area, put out by a neighboring city.  Like many right-leaning publications, it contains a lot of bias, rarely taking an issue and fully examining both sides.  It is as though these types of publications consider it a disease to think perhaps the other side has some valid points to offer to the topic.  Label-wearing is the real disease.

Ridiculous and why I really have no one news source in any form I follow regularly.  Bias is everywhere.

In the above referenced magazine, there was an article put out by a woman who was once married to a man who, according to her words, became a Nazi.  I felt for her experience for if what she shared is true (and I have no reason to doubt her), her husband was more than a Nazi ~ he was an arrogant self-entitled narcissist who believed whites (his version) are superior.

If she had left it at that, I would have nothing to say here.

However, she didn’t.

She spoke of “red-pilling” as though this was some sort of a gas-lighting technique.  Gas-lighting is a psychological term when one attempts to manipulate another person to question their reality, way of thinking and/or sanity.  (And interestingly enough the only definition of red-pilling offered up in the article was stated as a term derived from the cult hit The Matrix [yes, “cult” – a passive-aggressive attempt, a form of gas-lighting, ironically enough, to insult anyone who uses the movie to awaken others] for “manning” up to reality and swallowing truth with a capital “T”.

A little short-sighted and yet just added fuel to her “my ex husband was a monster” argument.  What about “womaning” up too?  Aren’t both genders involved in this current red-pilling phenomena?  Maybe I need to take a looksie in the mirror to make sure I still have my women parts.

But I digress…

Gas-lighting others to get them to see things from our perspective.  Yes, I can see where some do this regularly,  knowingly or unknowingly.  Most of us probably have at one point or another.  But not all of us and not all the time.  This gave me pause to consider and conclude this magazine was attempting to discredit those of us who use the term “red pilling” by lumping all into one neat little category.  You share your truth, especially when it sounds bizarre and “conspiratorial”, you’re a gas-lighting white supremist nazi (hereby referred to as WSN).

Spin, spin, spin the narrative.

Another form of gas-lighting, I would say.

The woman also went on and said her husband was following all sorts of sites, in his “conspiratorial rage” (another passive-aggressive use of words) including 4chan and 8chan, implying these sites too are full of WSN’s.  Those of us who follow “Q” on the 8chan site know that you cannot lump together the masses who visit and post there into this one category of WSN’s.  Yes, there are some who hold these views just like there are those who say they can’t wait for America to become a Christian nation once again.

I scroll right on past, even as I cringe.

But many who not only post there but who also follow this site are much like myself and like you as well~ honest, open minded, spiritual people who simply want the Truth, who know there has been a “government” behind our government.  Who know the system is rigged.  Who know our government, for decades, has not worked for you and I.  We want the wars to end.  The corruption.  The trafficking.  The human right’s violations through their variety of practices.

In short, in very simple terms, we want peace and freedom for ALL of us, male, female, black, white, brown, conservative, progressive ~ even the WSN’s.

I feel for what this woman went through.  I really do.  And yet she is so blinded by her pain, she totally throws out the entire bathwater along with all of the bath toys (I do not like the traditional term so you will have to settle for this one).

And that serves no purpose and only keeps the division going, which is what those of us wishing peace and freedom want so much to end, and we KNOW it is when articles like this one above to are allowed to be published, especially during these times, the very Deep State itself laughs as it knows it still has one more “victim” doing their bidding.

In spite of all of that, we continue to do our work as we do in whatever capacity to create something new where all we see and feel when we look at one another is ONE LIFE.  

And if by sharing our version of truth in order to assist in creating a world of freedom and peace for EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US we offend some people with our “red-pilling” intentions, in so long as they come FROM that heart-centered space of ALL ARE ONE/ALL ARE WORTHY OF FREEDOM, then so be it.

For I know all of the judgments and attacks and ridicule will be worth it in the end.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

Victoria

 

 

My body is going a little nuts right now.  I am having those “vibrating all over” moments again.  Twice in the last 24 hours I suddenly feel a strong vibrating/buzzing in the back of my skull.

Ok, I say.  Go ahead and do your thing.  I allow you to enter and change and restore this body.

The itching has returned on my palms – both of them this time.  Having some strange vision issues as well.  Strange appetite ~ either very little or ravished.  Exhaustion ~ the need to just zone out is strong.  And some purging GI stuff going on too along with bloating in the OMG seriously category.

I see this typed out on the screen and I think and feel “seriously this is enough”.  Let’s get on with it.

Grounding is a challenge right now.  I feel all of that crap out there so I am thinking perhaps it is time I violate my own words and detach from the political/social war going on ~ surrender and trust and allow that there are those who signed on to take on that piece of the puzzle.  Let ’em do their thang.  They have the energy, the know-how, the skills.  An intentional placement of my head in a quiet realm to regroup.

I gotta admit ~ I have a growing desire to no longer feel the need to do this site.  Have I said this enough that I am VERY much ready to experience and be and do and live new and differently and totally freely?

Yeah, I think I may have mentioned that a time or two.

I am seeing this mission as a rescue mission.  I can now state without any doubt – that indeed it is.  When we rescue people from prison, those who have been wrongfully imprisoned, we don’t clean up the prison.  We take those beautiful souls, help them remember Who They Are, and then we take them Home.

 

 

They just keep comin’…kinda like this cold virus that keeps on makin’ an unwelcome appearance…

I recently heard a video that included Allison Coe, QHHT.  I love her work, her spirit, her energy.  She said something though that made me pause and think “nooooo don’t put that out there!”  She said, even though her clients have overwhelmingly given the 3d time-span of the first 3 months of 2018 for The Event, she said even if it doesn’t happen then she’ll be ok for she knows it’s coming.

Nooooo, I thought.  We are Creator Beings!  We co-create here.  We can draw forth this energy NOW.

WE CAN DRAW FORTH THIS ENERGY.  By showing resistance or saying well if it doesn’t arrive that may push it away.

I am not willing to take that chance by entertaining the thought.

Endless talk of we create our thoughts create.

So then let’s draw it to us NOW.

Create a timeline for it.  Create a bubble for just the number of us who want it.

We are tired and done.

Many of us feel we have done as much as we can.

Some say the Event will occur in 2024 and other dates far off into some elusive future.

Not good enough.  Not in my reality.  I do not consent to that timeline.  That experience.  That year.

Love Responds in the NOW.

Draw the return of Source Wave Energies to your Being NOW.

We were pushed, kicked, conquered quite quickly.  In a flash.

We arise, heal, and are restored and returned to our Rightful Place in a flash.

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Another insight swimming through me in this moment of Now.

Those who are saying “don’t look here, don’t give that attention” are being Spiritually amiss.  When we allow ourselves to be in the state that “all is love/all is well” that makes us vulnerable to attack.  It sucks, yes indeed but that is the reality of this realm we have been in.  I had a flash earlier that part of the reason why we were conquered was because we were did not want to see the behavior.  It was new to us, so traumatizing, so shocking. Not looking at it doesn’t make it go away, at least not that I am aware of.  If that were the case, we wouldn’t be in this war/mess.  The vast majority of humanity has been looking the other way, mostly unconsciously, and that hasn’t made any of that dark crap disappear now has it?  It has allowed it to flourish.

Love sees ALL.

Love shines the light of Truth on ALL of it.

Love says “I SEE YOU”.

When you hide you remain in the dark.

Eyes open.

Hearts open.

Minds open.

The Soul and Spirit willing to embrace it ALL.

Then make the choice as to what is OK and what is NOT and create the energy around those desires and put forth action.

And that, my beautiful people, is all I have for now.  Please as always share your insight’s, words of wisdom.  How are you doing your journey during this time?  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

Victoria

 

 

As I mindlessly dried my hair I thought back to a reading I had last year.  I was seeking information on a long-standing issue in which I was wanting some clarity on – namely how to deal and heal.  The message that came through the “psychic” was “you are not ready to receive that answer” before adding I would be dealing with it for the rest of this incarnation.

Naturally I was not ok with that so I said I did not consent to that information.  I was indeed ready to hear and receive.  Dig deeper, reach higher, I implored.  You are still in the matrix.  There was no guidance to offer other than that message, I was told.

I knew right then I was in the presence of darkness, even if it was well-intentioned.  Love shares.  Dark withholds.  I cannot imagine being in the presence fully of Source with a request only to be told “you are not ready”.  I would say “wrong answer matrix being”.  As Source in Body and as a Free Being I know what is best and right for me.  We all do.

Another awakening moment for me.  No more psychics ~ at least those who are not in alignment with my feels and perspectives.

The chemtrail sprayers have returned today for another full-on assault of criminal, murderous activity.  It is time for each of us to file a Human Right’s Violation with the Trump Administration.  If you have considered such an action, please do so.  Meanwhile we are forced to deal with the very stupid masses who continue to believe these lines are just normal contrail lines.  Here, I have a microchip for your body, some round-up for those weeds you are too lazy to pull and a gmo potato to add to your delusion.

The trolls who come around my site and attack.  The family members and those who would otherwise say I am a friend ~ allowing themselves to be controlled.  Not one of them visit my site.  Not one support what I do.  I have one person in my day to day life who supports what I do AND reads my site – my mate.

Thank Love of Source for every one of you!

It is time I begin to ask these sleeping trolls what it is they do to save the world?  What are they doing to awaken the people?  If you aren’t helping awaken you are complicit in the agenda to destroy and control.

Even the act of just being aware, exploring and searching for the Truth is enough.  But to remain blind is not an option.  I was told by a family member my site would not be shared with the rest of their family (their?  thank you for clarifying the feeling that I am not really a part of the family) because I discuss politics and politics is just dark, my topics too conspiratorial.  This individual refuses to research what I share.

Don’t believe it – research it.  Hell, prove me wrong.  If you can…

But no longer is it ok with me to remain blind, to remain ignorant, to refuse to explore that which is beyond what you are spoon-fed by your media outlets, your church, your school’s, your science and your deep state politics.  Not that such people view my site regularly.  But there are some.  And my message to you is if you come to this site I expect you to be diligent in your mental, emotional and spiritual work.  I expect you to research what I post instead of being intellectually lazy and sharing smart-ass comments.

What is it these beings want?  More of the same?

Yeah, not me.  And not every one of you who support this site and my messages.

Something must change.  Something must shift.  These people, if they even are human (I think of “They Live”), are helping continue the crimes against us all.  Greater Selves are calling forth the awakening.

They must take this step.  For if not, when the energies reach us, it may be too late.  And I for one, feeling as I do more and more lately, will not be around to help ensure their transition is as smooth as possible.  I went about this journey more or less on my own – certainly received far more criticism and judgment than I have support.  I will be moving on to greater world’s with the rest of you.

I am tired.  I just don’t feel tired.  I AM tired.

And am ready to breathe the clean air and drink in the pure water’s, jam with my tribe and greet the skies of pure blue each day.

Victoria

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Thank you for supporting me and inspiring me to KEEP GOING.

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