Late last year I began having an image in my minds eye of what was happening with me. I didn’t ask for it ~ it just happened. I could see myself, arms and legs expanded, my head back, mouth open and all of this orange/yellow/gold light was coming from within me – surrounding me. It was quite visual and I am not much of a visual person (but when they come to me w/o effort they are powerful). I am more of a sensing/feeling type. I found this image tonight and was like “that’s it!” Anyone else having the same experience at times? Lately it feels like I want to pull apart my chest and just let go – expand in a huge way – to break free ~ free of my own limitations, free from all forms of control and attempt of control by others. Fully expand into ME. Full consciousness. As I do this the desire to scream is powerful. So at times, I do.
Fully “ONLINE” once again.
I know, may sound strange but it’s my experience.
Here is the pic. Below that, a great scene from the matrix ~ final battle scene. Both are very appropriate where we are “today”.
I have concluded this lingering cough/sinus drainage I have (plus my mate and some of my neighbors as well ~ countless people throughout the globe given my research) is due to Chemtrail spraying. It comes and goes and at times knocks me down.
As I shared earlier, there is a supplement – Copper 1 (which I have researched and learned not only are we deficient in Copper but of the right variation that your body can assimilate) – which has been proven to knock out a variety of diseases, including the bio-weapon viruses. It heals from the cellular level. It is expensive. I am also in need of some other supplements to help boost my immunity.
I am asking every one of my subscribers and readers (not those who have donated of course) to donate $5-$10 each and that will more than enable me to get my health back. That is what I need to be most focused on right now.
And mama flat on the couch an hour after I awoke (as captured by my mate). I believe the last words I was mumbling before I did the face plant was “the monkey has it”.
Last night as I went to bed, I requested some healing. I asked to release anger and fear and to expand my heart chakra. Hours later I recall a dream I had where I felt and saw a beam of energy that resembled a rope – and I felt it in my heart. You know the movie Poltergeist when the mama is holding onto the rope, pulling her girl out of the other dimensional space? That is what I saw.
At first I was angry and found it intrusive. Upon awakening I said something like “oh hell no you don’t get to do that without asking” and set the intention to return to the dream and find the Being who did that. Instead, as I returned to sleep, I had a dream that can only be described as blissful. I was around people I did not know and people I did and the feeling in my heart was palpable. It was…beautiful.
(UPDATE: This just popped up on my social media feed. That is what I likely experienced. A little stunned reading this ~ not giving into the fear ~ but also appreciative of the clarity of what I experienced, given my first impression was NO/intrusion: “Update:
As of 8am this morning , a Pleidean Reptilian Mother ship was taken down.
This was carrying some of the most staunch Heirchy Reptillian commander forces. The ones who chose to go down with the ship.
This also was the membrane like energy we were seeing over Atara Gaia. It was noticed that trentacles had made their way into the heart chakra. It was a tentacle like membrane that was locking itself into heart chakra.
A multitude of layers that were needed to be destroyed, again dealt with according to universal law.
Sky crew had alerted ground crew at 7am to the severity of its intention.
It’s full intention was a separation of Divine Masculine and Divine Feminine within eternity symbol at the merging between loop. Ship was dealt with accordingly , from Omni Galactic Federation of Light. Sequestered , briefed on intent, then it was dealt with.
It was supposed to interfere in quad 3 SW QUAD, spiral which will merge this afternoon at 3pm est.
ALSO , now get this , full intent to disrupt Divine Consort Merge. It thought that it was that intelligent to undermine Creator/Father?? To scramble the codes of Divine True Blueprint Love ??
So tribes , if you had felt a rope like energy in heartspace when in love thought , romantic love thought , spiritual love thought , this is where it was anchoring into.
You might feel residual energies from that for the next days or so. It was placed into the collective, so the collective must heal. Clean light bodies however you are guided. But , make sure a higher Diamond Rose Gold liquid light is woven into your technique.
Galactic crews and Galactic Angels are securing borders and boundaries that there will be NO MORE disruption.”)
Well that is good to know as I resisted the experience as some sort of a other worldly intrusion by “them” (when it was), but that a healing took place immediately after to restore/return to Love (as what I experienced in the next dream). My “feel” on this was an energy chord had been in my heart space, hence the clear visual of the rope, but that it was removed.
Throughout the night I felt rumbling in my digestive tract. More energy clearing/moving. All accumulated this morning when I got out of bed and had a g.i. flush that seemed to never end.
Let’s leave it at that.
I noticed the Schumann had some intense spiking last night, which assisted in the clearing I received.
Other than all of that, I am feeling between two world’s. Am I tired or just spaced out? I have no real desire to ground either. Just breath and most importantly ~ GO SLOW. Move slow. BE slow. Tummy is not really wanting food. I was able to go to the new earth realm, to the house that is, quite easily. Coincidentally my girl finalized her room ~ in quite the detail ~ on paper.
Something is about to happen ~ that feeling remains. A new video by Allison Coe and Lisa Harrison give the date of March 18th ~ a date many of us (myself included) have felt since January. I however am not holding on to a THING. Not focused on a date, time, etc. I am allowing at this point.
For now, my girl plays with a little friend, with whom there has been some issues in the past but as I said, always be open to reconciliation, to giving people another chance and to always forgive. Watching the two of them play, so peacefully, totally being kids, helps keep the heart open and the love alive.
Love,
Victoria
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Today was, well, a people to the nth degree type of day. I did not set out to create that experience. On top of the usual family stuff (where I began to feel I could simply not do a darn thing to please them), I had neighbors visiting unexpectedly (WHY is it some people truly think you are always available simply because you’re home with a child??). Kids coming over. I set off with my ear buds and music machine late in the afternoon for a walk. That turned into more unwelcomed, er, “diversions”.
I can see where I needed to just say “NO” to most if not all of these experiences. I was already very tired and my old program thought of “be kind” over-rode the voice inside of me that was saying JUST LEAVE ME ALONE.
I spent some time going through articles, videos. Same old stuff that feels no different to me right now than it did weeks ago. The experience was palpable today. It feels quite strong that I feel I am simply reading the same stuff, same words, just arranged differently. Yes, I could have shared it all here. I have a bunch of new subscribers (THANK YOU!! [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]) and so I have a responsibility to share a variety of articles and the like each day.
Today? Just not really up to it. I can offer a summary though: Ascension continues (quick note ~ i woke up with anxiety and shaking then had moments of bliss and ear-ringing). Waiting on the Event continues. Gridworkers and Wayshowers and the snowflakes and Trump supporters (who I believe are being called Nazi’s at the moment if I am not mistaken) fulfilling roles and missions and doing their doing’s. Oh and Gaia is flipping the frig out.
Am I into ANY of it?
NOT ONE BIT.
Not today that is.
Today….I just want to BE.
Today there is ONE person I want to spend time with (that would be ME) and I was not able to create that space in the way I intended.
Until now.
So I am off for now ~ not to work here but to BE.
Listen to some music.
Not cook a meal or make a snack or tend to some need or listen to a conversation I’ve heard a million times already or listen to someone speak of their health procedure or how they went to some dinner and were served raw chicken or arrange a playdate or plan a school day or make sure I have enough articles linked on my site or make sure I keep up with all of the happenings and blah blah blah blah blah BLAH.
Today ~ tonight (whatever the frig time it is) all of that ~ I am telling you I AM DONE.
I am going to tend to my needs. Since no one else has asked me how I am or what I need, I am going to take care of my own self/Self. She’s asking me to dance and sing and play. And I am listening.
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Victoria
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Remembering. Awakening moment. Sounds so much better, to me, than lesson. I think of the term “lesson” and it leaves me with the inner feeling of judgment, being punished, something that is “good for me” ~ all terms void of Love.
Last night I was involved in a conversation. The individual asked me a question, a useful and challenging question, to get further clarification on the topic we were discussing. It was late and I really wasn’t sure I had the energy to engage back with a fully conscious response. To be honest, I didn’t want to respond at that moment. But I felt I “should” and pondered a response, feeling that inner “should” program.
While this was going on, I received a private message from another person, telling me how grateful they were for my messages, for how I share my truth, for how honest I am. I paused for a moment and thought “that is so kind of you” and wrote back a quick thank you.
I did not allow myself to feel any of that beautiful message. Not for any REAL moment where I could let it sink in and fully FEEL the experience.
Even though at the time I knew I was bypassing the emotional experience, the full awareness of this did not come online until I was in bed later on.
I really saw ~ I deeply felt ~ where I am still more hooked into old programming, how some of that programming has had me putting more focus on things I deem “obligation” and “responsibility” and even downright negative interactions (whereby I feel oooh I have to respond back to THAT!!) than I do on a person sending me love.
Did I become so used to the disappointment and pain and obligations/rules in life that when Love is presented to me, given to me, I see it without really “SEEING” it?
Yes I have. Yes I did.
I have thought that over the years. I have even had the knowing. And felt it. But not all at once. My experience was different this time.
Last night it lined up for me.
Thank Goddess!
I promised myself when I woke up this morning, I would re-read this beautiful message that was sent to me and let myself “feeeeeeeeeel” the words.
As promised, when I woke up I pulled up the message and noticed she had sent more Loving words. A beautiful bonus! I let myself feel the impact of the words. I read them a few times.
Yes Victoria, I CAN have a positive impact on others. :::pause::: Feel that…
I matter. :::pause::: Feel that…
I make a difference. :::pause::: Feel that too…
And I deserve to see the results, read the results and feel the results.
Love In Action.
Yes, I am quite a tough nut to crack sometimes, but I am grateful I keep chipping away at my shell to get to the good stuff inside. Because you know, there really is some good stuff inside of me. ME.
And I have many people to thank for that, including all of you who come here, read, share your own words/stories. Support me in whatever way you feel called to.
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Victoria
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I typed vatican backwards (nacitav) ~ googled it ~ and this was the first entry. Yeah, no surprise there. These bastards are so deceptive with their systems. I return these letters to Divine Light.
Something happened last night. After I faced a couple of deep old fears yesterday, whereby I actually placed the parts of me afraid in front of me and had a loving but also firm conversation, which lead to tears and releasing, I felt a calmness overcome me.
Then…. late last night around 11:30pm I felt something go through me. It landed (for lack of a better term) in my cranial area. I then felt woozy/dizzy, stopped what I was doing and just let it be.
“Wow,” I said to my mate, who was in the next room. “Something just went through me and I am feeling like a Jimmy Hendrix song.” (Purple Haze to be exact)
“Me too,” he said back.
“No way, really? Are you just trying to assuage me or did you just feel something pulse through you?” I asked.
He insisted he had the same experience – the energy sensation then the sudden dizzy sensation.
Ok then.
So I head to my social media page and share the experience, where upon I received confirmation publicly and privately that we weren’t alone. In fact, the experience was global.
Last night as I lay in bed, I went into my quiet/meditative state. I was in one of those very nice spaces where literally no thoughts were running through my mind. The monkey chatter was silent. Suddenly I felt energy move within my heart and my goddess I felt my heart chakra expand HUGELY. I smiled and relished the bliss and love I was feeling.
It has, more or less, remained there.
My brain is now fully accepting something really is happening to me as she keeps saying those words.
Something really is happening.
I am transitioning.
Returning to the Wholeness of ME.
Part of it is happening on its own ~ often after I consciously process and release what doesn’t align with me or as I now say ~ what did not come with me.
Is it Original Me? Does it benefit Me? No?
Then it must be energetically detached from the old system program, blessed and released.
Physically, I have more energy today. My appetite is RAVENOUS ~ after days of wanting little to eat.
Thirst is off the charts. I chugged the water out of my water bottle while at the store like I was in late stage pregnancy. I let out a large sigh and wish I had brought more. I actually absentmindedly looked around the car for more, thinking I could just manifest more ~ a part of me deep within frustrated that program is not online.
Yet.
Onwards we go.
An hour ago or so, I checked my social media feed and the first to pop up was another awesome message from Amanda Lorence who described, once again, exactly what I am experiencing. The HUGE upgrades last night for WayShowers. The intense thirst. The heart expansions. I was going to share her post instead of mind, but then I remembered ~ we are ALL our own experts and teachers in this experience. It is ok if I share my own experiences. They are every bit as valid. And teachable.
Yes, the confidence grows ~ from within.
Today I am celebrating the growing trust within that I Can Trust Myself….and I can Trust Love.
I have had several experiences where I felt Love for All that date back 11 years, last year having the most.
I do not need to fear the experience.
I do not need to hide from it.
I have spent a life time (likely plural) doing that.
I can Trust.
My heart let me know that last night as she expanded to let more of “that” in.
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There is so much talk about The Event right now ~ I am almost inundated with videos, articles and personal experiences. I feel part of it is due to the collective 100th monkey effect that has taken place and I feel another piece in the puzzle is due to the synchronicity moments that are increasing.
I now know this is an Individual experience. That is how I am feeling it. I feel I have carved out my own perception ~ refined it ~ of how I see this event experience. I have felt it out, gathered the words of others, flushed it out through my Own Being and have come to this creative bubble of knowing and seeing. And this experience has become so SOLID within me that when I read/hear of any perception that deviates away from mine, that inner feeling radar within beeps immediately “NO”. Not my experience. It’s strange as with most any other topic, I have always been open to refining it. Perhaps that is part of this experience ~ TRULY creating our OWN experience with these energies.
There are varying experiences and interpretations and “feels” on what this Event is, in particular its “arrival”. Many are saying March 18th. Some by June of 2018. And others (very few) are saying 2024 or farther out.
I know giving a calendar date can be a hit or miss experience, especially given our calendar’s of today do not match our tracking of times in the past. Originally we had 13 months of 28 days. That is based on my research and understanding. That being said, when a large number of people say March 18th or the month of March ~ I pay some attention to that and see how it feels for me.
As I have shared previously, I was neutral on The Event until early 2017. I had read Cobra and David Wilcock and their talk on this experience, but to be honest, their information didn’t resonate with me. For years I had already been dreaming of being in a New Realm that was earth-like (but was indeed not this realm). I knew I would be residing there – in this body – in this incarnation – soon – but that’s all I knew. I did not begin to get into the Schumann Resonance until late 2016/early 2017. My focal point until I had “the event dream” was I wanted to go home. Not die – just “go” to that place that felt like home to me each time I felt it, saw it, dreamed of it.
Then I had the dream and as I have shared, I saw what the sky looked like. Being I am more of a feeling type, in the dream I also felt the energy of The Event. It was light, airy, neutralizing – bringing all into balance. I saw how it impacted people. Some were dazed and confused. Some, like my neighbor who as I have said is about as emotionally detached as a human can be, was transformed. I saw new planets around us. It was spring time (early) and I was still living in this house. I woke up and knew – I just knew – this Event was real and was coming – soon. I knew it transformed us. It removed the illusion of separation by removing our fears. The Inner I AM was fully online.
It was then that I “found” Allison Coe and began listening to her client’s sessions. Most of her clients, as we know, said the energy would be hitting our realm in the first quarter of 2018. From there, I began “finding” others who had very similar if not at times identical feelings and visions of this Event as I have had.
I have felt this one out for some time and today, I feel, I know, as I mentioned above, this will effect us differently for it is an Individual experience. A collective “gift” to be utilized based on Who We Are. And while we are One ~ we are not the same. Each Soul desires Freedom to create whatever experience he/she/it desires ~ which means Freedom to CHOOSE how we live.
And I believe this Event, along with our own Awakening, is putting forth those energies of Freedom. As I have discovered, what is “freedom” to one is not freedom to another. There are some who feel we are free. Others believe otherwise. And some believe we are a little free here and there and that is ok with them.
Me?
I want total Freedom. No impingement. No one telling me “you cannot do that”. I don’t need an outside expert ~ I have that within. I don’t need someone telling me their version is the correct version. I am very much ready and happy to leave that power-over experience behind.
I first heard of a version of Freedom over 15 years ago – which is the right to live/be/do as one wishes in so long as that choice is not interfering with another’s right to live the same Freedom. That is one “feel” and resonating knowing I have not deviated away from.
So all of this said ~ I also continue to feel we can bring forth this experience. We are, after all, co-creating this event. I know I have written of this before, and feel the need to bring it up again as I am seeing a growing number of others saying the same thing: Bring forth The Event energies NOW.
Imagine it spreading all throughout this realm.
Imagine how it will feel on your body. In your body.
Imagine and feel it removing all of that old useless programming that keeps us feeling fear and separation.
Imagine and feel this giant cosmic kiss enveloping us in pure energies of love and bliss and freedom and laughter and joy.
We thank All That Is for this return to Full Consciousness.
We Thank All That Is for this event experience.
We thank it for arriving in this NOW moment.
It is done.
Victoria
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This morning at breakfast, we noticed a Blue Bird out front, collecting bugs. She was really going at it and it was amusing us all. We watched it climb the tree as a last attempt at getting some food, much to the amazement of my girl. It then hopped over to the window, looking up at us.
My girl looked at it, smiling, and spoke in a gentle voice “Hello bird. How are you? Please don’t fly away. I want to be your friend.” A few moments later the bird flew off, to which prompted my girl to ask me if we can hold the animals on New Earth.
Her innocence was so pure ~ it brought me to tears. “I have a feeling, yes, that we will have a much closer connection with the animals,” I said.
That prompted me to reflect more on the animals.
Rightfully, they don’t trust us. It is in their DNA at this point to fear us given how easily we have killed them. I’m not judging ~ just making an observation. Extending my awareness. I eat them. I’ve caught fish, ended their life and ate them.
Having these thoughts, I looked down at the bacon I absentmindedly picked up and threw it back down. I scowled at my eggs.
Anger arose. Anger at the bastards who altered our DNA, turning me into a meat-eating creature.
I have made a few attempts over the past 15 years or so to stop eating meat. My body suffers when I do that. And yet I have this strong knowing that as we transition, as we get the return of our Original DNA, and as we have access to food replicator’s, we will not be eating meat any longer. We will not be killing animals to sustain us.
As I pondered this, I felt the bigness of this fear of one another. I cried as I felt the understandable fear the animals have of us.
And the tears also included feeling the bigness of the innocence of my girl, who reminds me to remember I still have it within. It’s always been there.
After these experiences, I walked away from the table and sent out a strong “I am sorry” to the animals. I deeply was seeking forgiveness from the animals. Well….As I did that my mate says “The bird is back.”
I walk over to the same window it had just minutes before sat watching us through, and there she was ~ looking up at me. I smiled. A message was sent and received ~ telepathic ~ I felt it in my body.
The human in me said “ah, just a coincidence” but the innocence from the heart knew different.
A connection was made.
One of forgiveness and understanding.
Here’s to our new home.
Our new experiences.
Our return to Innocence.
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Victoria
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I began thinking of so many thoughts and images we have been fed – thoughts of doubt. Evil thoughts. Impure.
All of this evil and horror, the darkness being exposed it not just happening “out there”. It is also coming up and out of us.
And it’s ok to see it so we can let it go. So we can return to who we are.
We are pure.
For We are Divine.
The heart knows and will take us back to our Purity.
It is time to know what is you and what is not.
Not to judge the thought.
Just to know – that did not come with ME.
From me in this now, yes.
But it did not come WITH Me.
It is a challenging time for many of us right now energetically. I have spoken with several people today and all have agreed they feel like they are about ready to pop. Feeling uncomfortable and as I recently said “in a vice” are common experiences. I have an image in my mind where I see myself stretched out – arms and legs out – with this bright orange and yellow light all around me. It’s almost like I am being electrocuted and I am cringing, screaming at times “I cannot take this anymore stop already!”
That is how I have seen myself in recent days. I don’t wish this on anyone but I gotta say it is validating to hear and read others are experiencing the same.
I was able to go about 7 hours today before I needed to crash for an hour nap.
Wow.
Upgrades in the past were easier, weren’t they?
I feel I am growing wings out my back and out my front. The itching is intense at times!
I have also noticed the past couple of days ~ I don’t want to eat much. My child is having the same experience as well. Maybe some tea and fruit. I have eaten more but had the thought in the shower ~ maybe I am eating more out of habit. And perhaps I really am prepping to transition to the new dimension – the new frequency – to this “I know you’re there I can feel you where are you already!” New Earth where our eating habits will be different. Eating will be less about survival and more about simple pleasure. Mind is still trying to comprehend that one.
Earlier this evening my mate and I were talking all of this new reality/new earth stuff. We desperately need some changes. We need some health issues truly cared for – fully. We need to increase our income. We are doing the best we can in all of this as we always have ~ and yet making this happen “out there” is a totally different experience now. And yet….As we said – if all of this is just an illusion – we can’t keep going the way we are.
We both know – something needs to shift – internally and indeed externally.
The cork about ready to pop. That is where I am. That is where many of us are. Here is a link to a couple of pieces that I have already linked here in recent days. However I want to share them again just as a reminder that this “Event” is really about to hit. I FEEL it. I know many of you do as well. It’s a growing collective feel.
What’s beautiful ~ to me ~ is what happened while I was reading it. I was reading the part about the Galactic’s ~ our ancestor’s as I like to call them who decided not to take a ride in this cycle “down here” (we ROCK star brother’s and sister’s for making it this far ~ a TRUE respite and restoration is needed and forth coming and very much deserved) ~ anyway as I was reading about them in this piece my girl comes running out of her bedroom. “Mama the doorbell to my dollhouse went off again!” she said, her eyes wide.
The doorbell. I began to laugh as chills ran through me.
That doorbell began going off by itself about 2 years ago – usually at night. This went on for 6 months before stopping. It recently began going off again. When it began going off 2 years ago I had just received awareness of The Event and where all of this “stuff” I had been gathering/gleaning/learning of for almost 20 years was about. At the time I was elated but also frustrated. Why was this damn thing going off on its own?
During this time, while listening to an online radio podcast on Ascension and similar topics, a woman called in saying her doorbell to her house had started going off. One of the guests, an intuitive and channeler said this was one of the ways our galactic family communicated with us. I had already received the welcome hello with a telepathic visit by a light ship/orb years back. Apparently I needed more communication’s to remind me that I am more than just Victoria, born into this realm.
We all are.
For now ~ wow and WHEW!
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Victoria
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