A Few Thoughts for Today

 

I cannot believe how tired I am today.  Dragging myself tired.

I have been meaning to ask this of all of you~ have any of you had the feeling that as we get closer to this energy event, you will be sleeping more? It was last year sometime where I saw myself spending great deals of time in bed.  If I had the ability to do so, the luxury that is, I would have been in bed all day today.

Any of you having a lot of bloating right now and weight gain (around the middle esp.)?  My mate and I are both asking “wth is happening to our bodies?”  We are by nature long and lean.  We eat good – exercise (I have increased my exercise).  Oh well ~ love thyself and thy body ~ including the chubby parts.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”smiley” wrap=”i”]

I had a disturbing experience in the parking lot at the store.  Some man was staring at myself and my daughter ~ mostly my daughter.  I kept her close and stared right back at him, saying “WHAT?!”.  He said nothing ~ turned away from me only to turn back moments later.  He continued to watch us as we got into the car and I continued to look back at him when I could (which when I did he would look away).  I drove home a different way just in case and when I arrived, I remembered the store had a video camera in the parking lot so I phoned the store, shared what happened.  I received a call back later in the day and was informed they saw what happened and know the guy ~ a long time customer who has had the same complaints before. Harmless (likely) but still – dude – stop with this invasive behavior.  So management is going to speak with him and make it clear he needs to stop if he wants to continue shopping there as there have been several complaints against him.

Yes, harmless most likely but damn if it didn’t reinforce my strong desire to be out of this realm so I never. have. to encounter. anything. like. this. again. A decent human being does not stare at another human being in that manner ~ especially when one of them is a SMALL CHILD.

Don’t get me started on staring at my daughter and what that did to me. And to her.  We are still talking about it.

My mate later went downtown to get some supplies ~ returned and said we were “done” going into the city (downtown) for anything.  He said there were groups of sketched out people all over, many smoking their vape pens (which contains who knows what – you can put anything into them).  Homeless vans and campers line some of the streets.  This city is a recognized sanctuary city – and might I add for ANYONE.  Not exaggerating. The homeless come here because of the policies of others cities.  Word got around anyone can come here regardless of behavior, crime record, etc. and the city does nothing about the issue other than letting them live anywhere they want for the most part.  The panhandling is scattered throughout the area.

I have a deep desire to see open borders and the freedom of people to live as they please but the problem is many if not people don’t understand freedom. People come here, live in the streets, many of them on meth and thus are unstable.  They leave their garbage all over the place.  They steal from businesses (a friend was assaulted at the place he works by one of them).  They harass passersby (had that experience ~ it was frightening) and in short, take away the right of ALL to live peacefully.  I am overly done with coddling this crap. What about my right to freedom?  To safety?  To take my child out and about without worrying some whacked out freak (or sexual predator – we have enough of those in this area) disturbing us? Speak like that and the locals cry “discrimination” or “you are being politically incorrect.”

As my neighbor said “the city is great with coming up with plans but totally fails in implementing any of them”.  In the meantime, we no longer visit the library because of the crime and the drug dealing that goes on in the park across the street.  And what a paradox it is that the frigging police station is 2 blocks away.  I have inquired – why not place a full time officer in the park to police the place?  Put an end to this sheot.  Parents have complained about this problem as well as the needles found.

I want out.

O U T.

I want my tribe.

I want my small community.

If it isn’t new earth, then I command to be shown where this next place is and to open the doors to enter for I will no longer allow one more experience into the life of this family that violates our basic right to safety.

The energies are reinforcing the insanity in some.  For me it is bringing up the HUGE sense of outrage I have felt over boundary violations going back to young childhood as well as my HUGE desire to live FULLY FREELY. Safely. Securely.  So more purging today is going on, which a part of me says “use it to release and heal” but a newer part of me says “I have already seen this issue for what it is.  If the system bots would STOP WITH THEIR violating behaviors, I would not have to DEAL with the issue.”

Right??!!  lol

That is all for now…

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Victoria the weary one this evening

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A Love Letter

 

(editor’s note:  this was pure sudden inspiration.  something reached out to me and called me to share ~ which i do with love and which I do for myself as much as I do for each of you…)

Dear Beautiful Human~

In case someone hasn’t told you these things, let me have the honor in doing so.

You are ENOUGH.  You being here, as you are, is enough.

Ascension is your right.  It is nothing to be earned.  It is a gift.  A gift returned.

It matters not what you eat.

It matters not how you pray, or if you pray at all.  Personally I feel thoughts are communications with the All.  I find that to be enough.

Perfection is not necessary.

It matters not what your financial situation is.

It matters not what your health situation is.

It matters not if you have a huge circle of friends and family or if you are alone without such relationships.

It matters not if you are living this thing you call “purpose”.  It does not matter what you do.  It’s more important (in terms of YOU feeling GOOD about you) in HOW you do it.

It matters not if you wear the label “service to self” or “service to others”. Just SERVE.  That is all Life calls of you ~ SERVE.  In whatever way makes YOU feel GOOD.  It is that driving inner feeling that keeps you all going.

This may seem questionable, but it matters not that you raise your vibrations.  Yes, it is helpful and useful to watch your thoughts and focus on those things (thoughts, experiences) that make YOU feel good. Nothing is more important than that YOU feel GOOD.  But you do not need to force this experience.  You do not need to feel guilty if you hold thoughts of anger, frustration and other similar emotional experiences. Allow them and find some reason, if you are in the space to do so, to feel Good about YOU. Even if it is just to say “I AM ENOUGH”.  (because you are!)

You are here.

You are enough.

Let THAT in and of itself BE enough.

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Much love,

Whomever came through and Victoria (the one typing)

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CHECK OUT THIS PLANETARY OBJECT I CAPTURED TONIGHT!!! 4/10/18

 

Earlier today I was down, way down, commanding the Universe and Life (the “good” life energies) to “show me what’s out there!  I want to see!  Give me SOMETHING today to go on.  SOMETHING to keep me going!”  I just uploaded my photos and look at what I captured.  O M G!!!!  Thank you Universe!  And Claire (mutual friend of buddy Rick) for giving me a new idea to explore – or revisit I should say.  It brings me joy and was something I once explored but stopped.  I began working on it tonight…

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Today’s Share ~ 4/10/18

 

I was originally going to title this piece “What the F Is Wrong With People”…but I had some time to reflect and go within quietly whereby I could feel a part of me say “I am so sorry I made you come here.  I did not know how hard it was going to be for you.”

You being the human version of Me.

I’m at this space of limbo.  I feel I am in between this realm and the next.  I feel that more fully than ever.  Previously it was more of a thought and less of an internal experience.  Now it is a full on experience.

And it fucking sucks.  The longing for what I know to be real and the longing for what I have seen and felt and dreamed of for so many years is at some moments a tidal wave in its intensity.

I had a phone call the other night with one of the very few people I could put the label “friend” on for it is someone w/whom I can be truly myself and actually be heard without judgment.  I let myself sink fully how I felt and said “I am so deeply dissatisfied with my life.  I am so deeply bored.  And I have no. clue. no. feeling. of. inspiration. as. to what to do to create it differently.”

NONE.

I can change my thoughts – and I do because I still have leftover programmed thoughts that say “change your thoughts change your life”. But the internal feeling experience, that truth radar, says it feels different.  And no longer will I lie to myself.

I have had enough of this experience.

On our walk today, I watched the clouds.  I intended with all that I am to bring an end to all that is false and bring forth all that is truth.  Real.  The full freedom to choose my own reality and not just my perception and thoughts OF it. I WANT THE WHOLE SHEBANG DAMNIT!  In a recent conversation online, a wonderful woman commented on a video on the matrix and the event said “I intend it to HURRY for I want out of this realm NOW!!”  She was questioned by well-meaning but still matrix programmed people who told her (powered-over her instead of allowing her to have her own experience) she needed to go within, to remember how she and her family created this realm so she could have this experience and why would she want to go to another dimension and does she know what’s even “out there” and blah blah bot thought blah. ARGH!  I had to say something.  Isn’t it our RIGHT to have the full freedom TO make such a decision to explore another dimension?

Of course it is!

We have quiet DNA within us just waiting to be turned on again so we CAN have that ability (among all others of course as well).

I read a piece earlier that stated if a majority of us focus on New Earth NOW ~ we would create that within 7 days.

Is that all it takes at this point?

7 days until the Event.

7 days until the New Earth.

7 days until we have the full freedom to live completely 100% according to our OWN CHOOSING.

Focusing all along on having the above NOW.

For as I am being completely honest, I know of nothing else to do nor nothing else I want.  Although I will also be fully honest and say this Goddess Rainbow Warrior Starseed fill-in-the-blank Being is weary as never before in thinking/intending that which I desire.

But apparently that is what we have to work with.  For now.

That is all for now.

Much love,

Victoria

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The Best (and only) Red Pill You Need To Share (at this point)

 

Water, Summer, Outdoors, Sea, Relaxation

  1. Ask the person to define freedom.
  2. Ask the person if they feel they are free, according to their definition.
  3. Ask the person what they feel can and needs to be changed to have that freedom.

These 3 questions will open up future rabbit holes and will get the person questioning their reality in a new way.  It also saves you from having to face criticism for it puts the entire narrative of freedom onto their shoulders and in their minds.

That’s all.

Much love,

Victoria

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Today’s Share ~ Brought to you by the letter “t” for tired and number 17 (for “Q”)

 

Not much to report other than I feel between 2 world’s and I can feel in my body the change – the calm before the upcoming change.  Surreal is a good term.  Also extremely “t” for tired after a strange, long night of little sleep for ALL of us in the household.

At the store, I red-pilled someone.  I normally don’t do that unless the other person brings up something.  But today that inner hunch said “share with this young man” so I did.  It was pretty benign.  I said to watch for the internet going down for a time.  He looked confused and asked why do I spoke of google, twitter and facebook especially.  ….  (as i typed this i looked outside and saw an older woman fall on the sidewalk.  she has her husband with her but i still jumped up and ran out there asking if i needed to call anyone or help.  she’s ok – the husband said no help needed.  i am persistent though and stood there to make sure she was ok as she fell hard and was holding her head.  she got up and he helped her walk away.  just thought i would share that little human moment…)

Anyway so back to the store clerk.  He was aware of the facebook spying and data sharing.  He smiled and said “perhaps the truth is you just willingly agreed to share your data.”  So I smiled back and said “I don’t recall being asked by anyone from Facebook if they could use and share my data.  When someone uses my information without my consent, that is theft.”

I wish I could have recorded the look on his face.  He raised his eyebrows, contemplated that and said “you’re right”.  I said to watch for the changes coming ~ that all was happening for our freedom.  And to get familiar with the letter “Q”.

And here’s something fun.  Yesterday on my walk in the foggy mist (which is only fun to do on an October evening), I strongly intended for sun and warmth today.  I wanted 70 degrees and sunshine.  The forecast had called for 50’s and rain.  Unbeknownst to me, my mate did the same thing last night.  We awoke to sun and the temps topped out in the low 70’s.  As the two of us were admiring the weather I remarked “what I did worked” and he said “What?  I was just going to say the same thing.  What did you do?” So I told him and then he shared with me what he had done.  At the same time we both said “I just didn’t tell you.”  A fun moment.  Anyway, here are some pics below of today’s weather gift.

I am having more knowing’s return of who I am ~ who I once was so long ago.  I am feeling both purpose and transition.  Yesterday the feeling of “homesickness” was big in my body and heart.

That’s all for now.  Continuing to monitor the anomalies ~ both out there and within.  ha ha

Much love,

Victoria

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Today ~ Apparently “Upgrades” are on the menu

 

Low energy day today.  Itching became intense last night – quite suddenly and continued into this morning.  I remembered reading a brief Lisa Brown update where she said crystalline codes were coming in which could mean the “itchies” again.  A ha.  Ok then, I know what can follow with that ~ either more itching or some huge download that renders me zombified.

What followed after I got out of bed today was strange sensations in my lower regions ~ as though I had this energy bubble needing released.  Quite uncomfortable.  Heat and rest did nothing so I opted to move.

Yoga ~ lots of stretching ~ nothing other than temporary relief.

So I put on my jacket, tennis shoes and headed out for a walk.  The weather was not in compliance as we are under yet another assault of geo-engineered crap of rain, mist and chronic clouds.  There is a sun there somewhere right?  I wouldn’t know – it’s been some time since we have seen whatever it is that brings us warmth.

I moved my body as best as I could but began having tension in my back, which I massaged and rubbed ~ stretched.  I kept at it until about halfway into my normal alone just me walking routine my body was screaming “would you just love me damnit and quit trying to exercise me??”

So I complied.

I feel exhausted.  Nauseous.  I feel inflamed.  Overwhelmed.  I will be spending much of this evening alone, door shut, doing energy work on myself and whatever else I need to do to care for my vessel.  I have a feeling about the strange/heaviness in my lower body ~I have a feeling it is an ancient memory/experience I have carried for many lifetimes.  It feels quite old and I have a pretty good feel for it relates to.

Yesterday was much better.  lol

Tuning into nature, the trees are done.  Finished.  Distressed.  We have two beauties on our property and both of them, especially the one out back has communicated to both of us that they just want to go home.  They are done with the fake sun.  Fake warmth.  The endless rain and gray and the poisoned environment.  As YRFT says “all life goes.  People.  Animals. Plants.”

Speaking of nature, the loud on-going chirping birds were at it again today, only it sounded like there was more this time and they were thus louder, more vocal.  It went on for over an hour.  We monitored it throughout and I captured a few videos.  I’m including one below.

Much love,

Victoria

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A Little Mid-Afternoon Share…

 

I watched a video last night (YRFT) about the vatican lies.  Just when you think you have gone down the dark rabbit hole, you find another path.  No thank you!  I passed on by certain parts.  I have had to become SO conscious of what I allow into my life.  Energy feels very sticky right now and I feel more open then in previous times to feeling it.  Sticky as in energy feels it is sticking – more visible and much more easily transmitted and felt/received – whether that energy is for creative/uplifting or destructive purposes.

Anyway, I had a thought as I watched the video as it was presented in the video that the energy of Good stands on its own whereby evil needs good. Not sure if I fully align with that ~ but I do know from experience evil likes to attach itself to what is pure ~ likely for consumption at most, manipulation and “amusement” at the least.  Sigh….somethings I just will never ever get nor do I want to.  See and accept, yes, but “get” inside?  NO THANK YOU.

Look around at the trafficking issue as well as your own life and you will see how when you have been in your state of purity, especially when young and vulnerable, evil found its way through others to scare and/or attack you.

At the current time, there is a lot of talk that says how we “should” (I have disdain for that word as it is a power-over program) forgive the cabal and other entities and all of the evil they have perpetuated (and continue to perpetuate).  Send them love.

My thought?

Fuck.  That.

No way.

Another thought ~ NOW?

So SOON?

Many are just now finding out about these horrors and they “should” forgive them now?

REALLY??!!

Let Source in its fullness make that decision.  As “Q” says – we will arrange meeting.

And guess what ~ LOVE allows the rest of us decide when we make that decision.

I know those speaking “we should forgive the cabal now” and “they aren’t bad” (yes, that is another perspective being shared at this time) are pure in their intentions.  Their perceptions often include the idea that we all choose these experiences and that we have all played the same role the cabal is.

I uh, well I find that very difficult to swallow and strongly feel such perceptions to be part of the matrix game so that we won’t go full-on goddess and god warrior on their asses to get them to stop their horrors.  I have also tuned inward many many times on this issue and there is not ONE SPECK OF Who I Am that says I have played such a role in one of my life cycles.  As I have read – these “entities”, upon death, return in another “meat suit” and keep up the game and that they are allowed full remembrance of their “role” (past life experiences) wherein the rest of us are wiped clean.

Doesn’t this explain why their horrors have been on the “repeat” cycle for eons???

Time to fully remove the blinders and step up into our FULL POWER of Full Awareness.

I give my love to those who one, respect themselves and me and life.

I send my love, my focus of healing and rescue and freedom to the victims of this horror.  Certainly not to those who created it.  Certainly not now.

I have learned to be Conscientious in who gets my energy, in particular my energy of love and forgiveness.

I have learned to be Conscientious in that not all appears to be as it is.  Not all have a Soul.  Not all have Purity or Divinity.  Clones.  Holograms. Projections.  ALL has been “fair” game in this matrix simulation.

I have been in the presence of evil energy and let me tell you, sending them love does not work.

And I am at the space right now where the energy I send to all of the clones and entities and beings who engage (knowingly and fully AND REPEATEDLY) in behaviors vile and destroying and traumatizing is one of STOP!  YOU ARE DONE.  NO MORE.  NOT ALLOWED.

I don’t even bother sending them love and light and all of that as I once did.

Today ~ I imagine them being destroyed.  Recycled.  Purified.

Nothing more.  Nothing less.

All else, for me that is, feels like a waste of time and it leaves me with this strong internal impression that to do otherwise allows their games to continue.

And We – I – cannot and will not allow for that.

Humbly and strongly shared~

Victoria

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Some Thoughts (yes on the event)

 

I need to hash out this internal processing ~ get it out of me.  (better out than in)

The Event itself IS one HUGE wave of energy.  It isn’t a bunch of little dibbles over decades or centuries.  It is ONE EVENT because that is what is needed to create the change we all desire ~ consciously and subconsciously and unconsciously.

And yes it will knock many if not most maybe all on our bums to varying degrees.  Why?  Because as these Human Beings that we are, our DNA has been so compromised, so much of it disconnected, we have been functioning at a very low frequency for countless life cycles (thus it is in our DNA code at this point – an energy imprint – that this is how things just are – or were – for we also have Source Code within that more and more are tuning into/hearing).  I feel we were “tuned” at a level that has been just enough for us to survive and as such, our ability to experience TRUE LOVE – Divine, Pure – has been severely compromised (as well as our inherent abilities/gifts).  What you and I think of as love is small in nature compared to what is coming for us to experience once again.

Aren’t you thirsty for Love?  For love of this level?

Aren’t you thirsty to KNOW it again?

To feel it and BE IT again so you can SHARE it again?

I AM!

As my mate just shared with me:  There’s a man crawling across a hot, dry desert.  His clothes are tattered.  Crusty dirt lines his eyes.  His hands are withered, beaten from the wind and hot sun.  He looks as though he is on deaths door.  He looks up at you, his arms reaching up, hands trembling. You think “he’s gonna ask for water” but instead he says in a weak but powerful voice, “The Event…..the event….”  At that point…..A rainbow wave of energy floods the entire realm, transforming everything.

That is how thirsty we are.  Some are more aware of the thirst.  Some are more thirsty than others, although I have a feeling that those claiming no thirst are still going to be in for a beautiful surprise.  For no matter how much we work on raising our vibration, we need this energy wave to ignite within what has been turned “off” – or at least turned down.

Turn on the music so we can start our days the way Source intended.

I am not going to say be patient.  I have a strong disdain for the phrase.  We HAVE been patient.  Oh goodness gracious goddess have we been patient. We have it MASTERED at this point.  And I also feel that term is going by the wayside once the event hits.  I have a strong inner knowing the concept of patience was by and large a matrix program.

So what I will say is go within your heart.  Be.  Be tender.  Accepting.  Kind. Gentle.  Visualize and feel what you desire.  That is what I do to soothe myself when I feel the disappointment and apathy and sadness.  I Remember again why I am here now.  And darnit all, I keep at it until IT manifests.

We got this but good this time!

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The Truth is…

 

the truth is ~ we are ALL supposed to be living amazing lives – not just “ordinary” and certainly not difficult – but AMAZING and deep within we all KNOW this. we all KNOW this reality is a sham, its systems put into place to create most of these difficulties. it is time for all to FLY and live fully and freely from the desires of the heart. 

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