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I picked up a notebook to do some sketching earlier today. A brief message popped out at me. It was written earlier this year when I was out in nature, doing some stream-of-consciousness writing. “Victoria ~ release your thinking from that of division/duality and you will ascend to the timeline of your heart’s choosing.”
So at first I thought this schumann spike today was not affecting me. I was wrong.
Ringing in the right ear.
Tears flowing.
Powerful urge to watch Field of Dreams. Did not pursue that urge. TV music channel was on earlier. Something said “go to the tv now”. I did. Theme from Field of Dreams was playing.
Will watch now.
It is 3:05pm, pacific time and I just noticed I had not made sure my kiddo’s hair or teeth were brushed. Sorry, mama doesn’t know where she is today.
When we eat meals now, it is now that – a meal. I no longer define things by breakfast, lunch, dinner. Nor do I define the day of the week. Or time.
It is now.
My little one’s teeth and hair ~ cleaned.
And it is now time to make a meal.
Lost in Cosmic Space. With a ringing right ear.
How are ya’ll doing?
There are many articles floating around now on what this upcoming solar eclipse “means”. I have come to believe we are not just along for the ride with earth and this realm we live in. We are Co-Creating on this journey of awakening and remembering.
There are organized global meditations for this eclipse. Since this is an event that has received worldwide attention, let’s focus what we wish to experience.
Removal of all lower vibrational energies from our individual and collective trauma’s.
Return us to Source Frequencies.
Restore our memories.
Restore our powers.
Return us to Wholeness.
These are my intentions. This is what I saw and see.
The possibilities are endless.
Let us make this our own Event. Let us use this event to come together with the Unity Consciousness that will be taking place on that day and Supercharge it with the intentions of Love and Healing and Full Restoration of WE THE SOURCE BEINGS.
It is done.
It is so.
And so it is.
♥♥♥
Ah, the pleasure it was to head out on this cool night alone, to walk the streets in silence. Normally I am accompanied by my child, but being she was home totally tuned in (or tuned out) to her movie, I decided to take advantage of the situation.
I had not intended on walking to the sacred tree. I didn’t really feel the need ~ that is until about 20 minutes into my walk, I felt a gentle nudge to go pay a visit. So I did. I stood in front of her, hands together, in a gentle greeting. As I placed my hands upon her, immediately my left hand began to tremble with an intensity I had not felt from her in quite awhile. In fact, on the previous visit, I felt she was sleeping/resting. She was absolutely silent and still.
It was so intense I almost pulled away but I kept my hands there. The word I felt had an “s” in it. At first I thought it was “surrender”. But then felt “that’s only part of it.”
After receiving nothing more, and feeling the transmission was over, I thanked her and continued on my way. This was new. Normally I “get it” at the time. Something told me though the message would formulate with more walking. Indeed it did.
After a couple of blocks, I began to hear a message. “Greet the plants.” So I did. Only I didn’t greet each of them. Just the ones I found “pretty”.
“No,” I felt. “Greet the plants. Every one of them.”
So I did. And you know, it took effort. It felt almost unnatural to greet the plants we call weeds. The dying blades of grass. But I did. Kinda faked it until I made it.
In doing so, my heart began to expand and tears formed in the corners of my eyes.
It was then I began to Remember the sacredness in all life. Remembered it from the feeling space, not just the mind space.
I was able to Remember a feeling from a time so very very long ago when looking at life in this manner was normal.
All life.
Thoughts continued to form in my mind. I thought back to a piece I read earlier today that spoke of how it is now past time to walk the talk of living in Unity. At first I dismissed it. Ego certainly did. See the sacred in everyone and everything? No exceptions? Especially people??!!
Ack no!
What about those who…my ego began, telling all those old stories.
It is indeed getting easier to speak with this part of me and remind her we now have a symbiotic relationship.
Yes, even “those who”.
Every part of life, every person, every being has Life Source in it. No matter how hidden. Ignored. Unknown. Neglected.
These incoming energies are allowing us to Remember that all Life is sacred. I feel it.
I KNOW it.
It doesn’t matter what one has done. Or not done.
All Life Is Sacred. No exceptions.
Hard to accept at times?
Oh god, yes.
When those “yeah but’s” kick in, acknowledge the story. The emotions. Then Remember. Get quiet. And go within to search for that Light within the other.
I did that today. It was a challenge. Ego said all sorts of things but I held space in my heart until the softening occurred. And it was then that I remembered how wonderful this feels.
So much better than being in judgment and critical.
Doesn’t feel so good in the body.
All Life Is Sacred.
All this means is every living thing has a piece of Source. A piece of Us.
As we continue to return to this way of Being, it will soften and heal every one of us so that the illusion of separation just drifts away. Feels like we are being called to fall in love with life again, doesn’t it? Every piece of it. Makes me wants to just run outside, roll around in the grass and giggle loudly and large, hugging myself. And everyone I see. Remember doing this?
Of course you do.
We all do.
Reminds me of the song Blow Away (George Harrison). All I’ve got to do is to Love (you, me all of it!). All of us doing this is making for a really beautiful reality.
Peace everyone~
Victoria
Your support of my work, in all ways, is so greatly and gratefully appreciated. ♥
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Well another day where I have been off about the calendar day. Each day has a “feeling” to me and this one felt like Friday just as yesterday felt like Thursday. The calendar ~ well SOME calendar as I somehow lost the one in our kitchen and have made no attempt to replace it or look for it ~ says Thursday. I’m still sticking by my “today is Friday” though. In perhaps the New Reality.
The Schumann Spiking today and corresponding energies had me thinking about returning to my Original Self ~ the one who I was before I experienced trauma’s, made some decisions that were not in my Highest or best interest. The girl, the Being within the woman who is trusting, deeply kind and compassionate, giggly and silly and even naive in some ways. Today I was hit hard again by how much I miss her. I don’t like this apathetic, doubting, distrustful person I have become over the years. This is NOT WHO I AM. It happened slowly. I really didn’t even notice it. Which is why I didn’t notice it until much later.
I want her to come home again. I want her to come out and play again. Embrace the world again. Embrace life. Adult Wise Woman there when needed or necessary.
Along these lines I received some help in this area this week.
We have new neighbors, very close to our home, who also have a little girl. Our girl and their girl have played together several times already. The joy it is bringing me watching these two girls play is growing. Expanding in my heart. It is bringing me such pure joy in seeing my girl so happy. There has not been a girl her age in this neighborhood since we moved here and oh how we have intended – both of us – for a girl her age to move in. Just one week ago, at the end of the rope was I in trying to arrange play dates with other parents. Block after block kept falling in place until I said I had to let it go and Surrender. Trust. Allow that the Universe would provide an answer to the intentions of both myself and my girl for the right child for her to play with. Be besties with.
One week ago this was.
And now today we have created this, manifested such a situation. A perfect situation. I don’t know who is more excited over this – me or my girl. Slumber parties. Giggles. Dress-up. Barbies.
And while I am receiving a gift in expanding my joy again, opening up my heart in new ways in observing the happiness in my daughter, I am also receiving a gift through my interactions with the mother. She radiates kindness, maternal softness, joyful enthusiasm. In the past I would likely have pushed the experience away. But today I find myself savoring it. As we spoke about the city north of here ~ where we both lived and hung out at the same or similar places ~ I could feel my inner girl being return. Excitement building. A few times we both giggled and got excited ~ just as I did when I was younger.
IT WAS AWESOME!
It hit me quite hard how powerful this was for me. How healing it was for me. This gift from the Universe is not just about my daughter. It is also about her mama.
At this point, whatever my Higher Self and Source send my way to heal, I welcome for nothing is more important to me than that I release all of the stuff that has kept me from Being Who I Really Am.
After having my own intuitive feeling for awhile now and then having one of you “sensing” the same thing, I have decided to see a Shaman. There is a local woman in my area who I have spoken with and she charges $50/session. I just need the money to do so. So if any of you feel the desire to do so, I could really use the donations to see her. I have felt “stuck” (fragmented is more the word) with an issue for over 25 years and things like counseling and even energy/body work have not helped. I had an intuitive read a couple of years back by a man who saw the same “stuckness” and while he claimed to remove it (he was not a Shaman and his technique was far too simple in my mind), I noticed no improvement. Just more of an “oh yes now I see”.
Anyway, it would mean a lot to me. I want so much to be healed. Thank you!
Victoria
I was listening to a video awhile ago that spoke of alchemy and a couple of corporations that create technology that has enabled the elite to see the future outcomes of their plans and adjust accordingly. Pretty sick and twisted, but no surprise. Heard of this practice years ago. And yet because we HUGELY outnumber them and because so many of us are awakened ~ I would say well over half of the entire population can at LEAST feel within how wrong – certainly “off” everything is.
It is time to step up and INTEND our desired outcome. Master Alchemists we are. Awesome usage of Energy. We do it ALL THE TIME with our own thoughts. Which is why for so long, nothing changed, nothing improved. Our internal dialogue went something like this: “they have too much power. i don’t have the time/energy/knowledge/ability. other’s can do it.”
etc. etc. etc.
Most of us know different though. Know different. DO different.
This court case involving the State against Heather Tucci-Jarraf, which I see as a case against you and me – all of us – and our right to freedom and sovereignty – has the controllers scrambling what to do. Their desired outcomes are not turning out as planned. Too many of us know. Too many have awakened. The Many have stood up and are taking back their power. Plus we have some amazing very Powerful Beings at the helm of this, working diligently on our behalf to bring down this Ozland Curtain.
So let us intend they back down, drop these ridiculous, fraudulent charges, release Heather. Release Randy (Randall Beane). And grant us the rightful access to our TDA’s (Treasury Direct Accounts). Whatever you wish to label them, this is money used to trade in OUR names using OUR personal identifying information. Without permission.
The very definition of Fraud and Theft.
Intend a peaceful, righteous outcome vibrating in the Most High.
All Is Well for You and I.
And SO IT IS.
Thank you~
Victoria
Universe is speaking to me at lightening speed lately ~ I am having a difficult time keeping up. Much of it is coming through some of you, my wonderful readers. Today’s power message, well #1 (cause I had another come to me as well) is “I Create My Own Reality”.
This is one of those “no duh” philosophies, and yet I have been on the fence with this one. On one hand I want to believe it, somewhere within I DO believe it, and on the other hand I think “yeah but what about xyz dark powers doing this and doing that and interfering with MY reality”.
Then I think back to this video I watched a couple of years ago that showed atoms changing based just on ATTENTION. Given the human body is compromised of, on average, seven billion billion billion atoms (made up of hydrogen, oxygen and carbon – which is changing of course), this overwhelmingly shows the power we have just with our ATTENTION and INTENTION.
This has risen in me again over the TDA event I continue to watch. I gotta admit, as much as I desire this, feeeeeel it and have envisioned such a gift for humanity going back over 20 years, I also pause and think “the people who have created this fraudulent system, under our names and personal information to make a lot of money, are not going to walk away quietly. If at all. And…how can we find a court system, of which all are under the system of fraud, willing to acknowledge paperwork filed?”
And then I had a thought occur to me. All throughout these TDA messages, there is a running theme of being in alignment with abundance for this gig to work. Not from ego but from Source. Heart. One of the people, on their own doing, was being rather rude and nasty about this TDA stuff. He was upset with people asking a lot of questions and many not following his guidance. In a nutshell he dropped a lot of nasty words in a recent video, telling people they were on their own, he was not gonna help as he once did. Something in me said he better watch himself as he was no longer in the spirit of this movement. To have frustration and anger is one thing of course (been there done that as have all of us) but to spew it out and attack your very viewers went up to another level and I immediately felt was going to have ramifications if he did not chill and do some healing/reflection.
I did my focused best to remain neutral without judgement, just feeling the observation I received.
Sure enough, he did have a very challenging life-opening/altering situation occur a couple weeks later. He has returned, more humble.
All of this tells me it is indeed our thoughts individually AND collectively that is changing this system. Being of Higher Vibration is assisting in bringing down the corruption. Sending out ripples of loving frequencies, intending for those who have created this system that has been exposed, is going to have an impact. Either they make new choices upon reflection or else they simply weaken and go away. The incoming high frequency energies (another piece to follow on that by James Gilliland) combined with our own IS enough to bring down the house of cards and create abundance energy and systems for ALL.
Through attention.
And intention.
As I add after I make a new intention for myself:
I GOT THIS.
I CAN DO THIS.
IT IS SO.
♥♥♥
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Your financial, spiritual and emotional support of my work is greatly and gratefully appreciated!
Victoria
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I am watching a video by a couple out of Portland, Oregon. I had an e-mail from them earlier today and decided to check out their newest video. I want to share but want to ask permission first before I do so. Their energy is so authentic, grounded and just pure.
The video discusses the subject of “how do I ascend”. It is so much alignment with what I feel and what I have shared here. They add in some extra, beneficial goodies though. Shared is how we need to get out of the brain and let go – don’t get into the worries of “I am doing this right. Am I good enough. Am I healed enough.” etc. etc. etc. (Sound familiar? lol)
I wanted to share an experience I had earlier today, before I watched the video interestingly enough. I was engaged in some activity in the kitchen ~ I don’t even remember what it was. But I was suddenly frustrated. The monkey mind began to chatter. Grumble grumble am I the only one who ever…, why do I have to do this…
Higher Self then spoke through me. “Is this how your 5d Self would be engaging in this activity right now?”
Wow. Stopped me full on. Talk about a powerful statement/feeling.
What a great approach to implement. Stop myself throughout the day and ask “Is this how my 5D self would speak? Eat? Do? Move? Think? Feel?” Fill in the blank.
Ascension is not an outside activity. Yes the energies are indeed changing us at every level. But this process is strictly an inner-focus and journey. And as I wrote about earlier, we all ascend when we are ready. When we intend. Surrender. Let go. And now I will add – practice BEING our 5D self. Get used to the experience. We will be guided in this. As we always are when we ask.
I feel like I have been giving the recipe for making cookies and left out the most important part – actually baking the cookies.
Getting there, one intended moment at a time. ♥
Love to you all ~
Victoria
(you will have to forgive me for typing in all lower case. that is my natural way of typing and today i am just not concerned with proper grammar skills.)
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not as intense as yesterday but still zzzzzzz. leftover sleepies. i did ground and integrate/release yesterday.
i noticed something new today ~ an inability to tolerate the smell of my bathroom cleaner. it is one of those organic/all natural ones and i have used it for years. not anymore. immediately my inner self said “NO” to the smell today. ok then. from now on vinegar and water ~ if i can even tolerate that scent much longer. may just turn on the hose and spray down here shortly.
i am indeed sensitive to smells – which really went through the roof in 2004. this was before i was aware of energies and ascension and changing body chemistry. at the time i wasn’t sure what to think – it kind of bothered me. so indeed anything chemically – unnatural – sends me into a tizzy of “MUST LEAVE NOW”. i can also actually “feel” the frequency of the scents/odors. so at times a scent may just resonate with my frequency and i am fine. other times a scent may be mild – totally natural – and i cannot stand to be around it. must vacate scene.
ok – deep breath with this one as this is some new stuff i am presenting. i am also receiving some insights into new earth. i am going to keep much of it to myself as it is highly personal but i do feel ok in sharing this (and please know this is just my perspective/feelings): the realm of new earth, that frequency “construct” is already in place. we can now choose to go. while these energy frequencies are allowing us to Remember and giving us the chance to heal/let go/purge, there will not be one such energy wave that puts us all there at once, for lack of a better description (although i still see this event people speak of as such an energy wave that NO ONE consciously escapes the experience it brings). it is a CHOICE at this point. an intention. the frequencies, the structure, are in place to support us. there are others there. teams to help us acclimate.
weeks back i was intending to go – and stay – and my higher self said “are you really ready to do this?” baby, it was a powerful experience! the feeling i received was ok we can do this now. but is human self ready to let go? and i mean TOTALLY LET GO. leaving behind certain people (temporarily as ALL will be rising to the occasion, so to speak, along this journey). leaving behind the “stuff”. ALL of the old ways of this 3D construct.
not that there isn’t “stuff” on the new realm.
human me became afraid and said “no stop”.
the feeling was kind of like the feeling i remember having when i entered this world. an energy “vacuum” sensation that happens in an instant. transports us – only this time of course it transports this entire vessel.
it is indeed a totally new experience and feeling. new earth. i am so grateful for the dreams/visions i have had over the years of this beautiful realm. the feeling – this total sense of “YES ~ everything is ok”. i am also believing this is not an end point – but a step “up”. some will stay. others will go on to other experiences. kinda like stepping out of a mud puddle you have been in for a very very long time ~ that disappears permanently once you remove yourself. and the sweet land you place yourself upon is in absolute alignment with who you are – at the moment. i must remind myself energy NEVER remains static for long. it MUST explore/move/expand/experience. i believe this is why most of the population has varying levels of claustrophobia. our energy bodies and human bodies have been more or less stripped of this ability ~ certainly to explore it in a manner that is limitless.
i wish to add one last thing: anyone who would say you aren’t ready. this isn’t how this process works. etc. etc. pay them and such words no attention. your inner self will KNOW, ok? listen to him/her. if you feel you are truly ready to go, truly done with this realm, go within and explore this further. go BEYOND the desire that simply says “i want to ascend”. see what comes up for you.
that is all i have to share at the moment. it’s hard to share when it’s a feeling and something i have seen. so i am no longer convinced this is about us being in a state of total healing in as much as a total willingness to surrender and let go and just…go. any healing needs will be taken care of upon transition. love works like that, imho. it’s like taking a leap into the unknown. higher self knows when ego is ready to align. just like ego knows to trust higher self.
a symbiotic relationship taking us Home. (that one deserved a capital letter)
