I have been having difficulty speaking lately. And chewing. It’s as though my mouth is not doing what my brain wants it to. I am also becoming quite clumsy in a new way ~ dropping things especially. And it isn’t like I don’t actually pick them up completely – I do. At least I think I do.
We had some friends over today and as I was speaking, I suddenly felt like my mouth was not moving the way I wanted it to, I bumped into the garbage can and for a moment I thought “what the FLIP is happening to me??!!”
But I do know that answer. And tonight I had this thought that the false parts of me are shutting down. Maybe in some way we are all robots – energy “parts” in this matrix – and as this matrix grid is getting ready to shut off – we are experiencing our own change within. The old programs changing to make way for the NEW. In short: we are prepping to get our super powers returned (DNA upgrades).
As I heard on a video in the previous article I posted that speaks of we are now ready to head out of the matrix – we are literally headed upwards as we exit this realm which is the exact image I received from my sacred tree this week. I could feel her trembling strongly like a rocket ready to be released – and could see her rising in an upwards movement as she prepared to “jet on outta here”. To not only hear my mate had the same vision but to hear this and read this describe by another tonight has me shaking like crazy inside with anticipation. I feel another doorway within my awakening has opened. If ever there was a time to be in the Being of Allowing and Observing with the utmost compassion and gentleness with ourselves, it is NOW.
So….back to my point….as we are quite literally being moved and positioned in the right “position” TO make this exit – this literal exit – we will feel this in our bodies with symptoms such as loss of balance, clumsiness, coordination issues. I am spilling water on myself at times. Having a hard time keeping tooth powder in my mouth. As I said today, laughing, “it’s like I am turning into an infant in some ways!”
Go within as much as you can. And buckle-up (words I have been hearing in my mind for awhile now – words also received from my sacred tree as well as words I saw tonight the video I linked). I will share any insight I receive.
That is all for now.
Much love. Compassion. Acceptance. Strength. Wisdom.
Ok, I have encountered three pieces today speaking of this experience going on at this moment – leftover lower density entities trying to create a little bit of havoc. Nothing serious but enough to induce some moments of unnecessary fear in others. When I first read such statements earlier in the day, I dismissed them. Fear porn.
Well now I am “feeling” it may hold some truth. And I say that not to instill fear – but to pass along an observation and a couple of experiences that have left me to think maybe there is some truth to the statements. I don’t really like writing up pieces like this – especially after I had such an awesome week overall. But life in this dimension is a myriad of colors and experiences at the moment, although I continue to intend more of the beautiful, peaceful kind of both.
First experience came from a child who was playing with my girl. He has exhibited some bully behaviors in the past, enough to warrant my mate and I to say until this behavior stops, no more play time. After a time we were told the boy gets it, is sorry and the behavior has stopped.
Actions, not words, paint such a picture, although I remained hopeful on the words part. Just two days ago he visited and the two kiddos played for awhile. In time the kids, my mate and the child’s father were out back engaging in a variety of ball playing. The kid wasn’t happy and was making it clear. Inside I thought “oh no, not again…” Moments later I hear yelling – from the same kid – and name calling – which he was aiming towards his dad. Wow – a new level. At this moment, my mate ended the playing and brought himself and our girl inside. It was a warm day, the windows were open, so I could hear the ongoing battle. I watched the child and his dad walk front to our sidewalk, the child continuing to yell, call names and now, hitting his dad. Well that was enough for me. I had to do something. My mate said “stay out of it”.
“I can’t,” I said, walking outside. I asked the father, who looked helpless, if I could say something to the child. He smiled weakly and said “sure”.
So I told the child calmly but firmly I did not like how he was treating his dad. His behavior was absolutely unacceptable. He needed to show respect towards his dad and if he was going to insist on engaging in such behavior he was not welcome to play here.
Well that triggered such an intense reaction in this child, he screamed a rage I have never seen come out of a child. I remained cool though and said “that is the consequence of your actions.” The child turns around, still raging/screaming, and takes off for home, the dad following.
I had a moment, seeing this child’s behavior where I thought “I wonder if something acted out through him.” Looking back since knowing this child throughout the past year, I can tell you that not ONCE have I felt fully comfortable around him. In that spot in my core, something is “not right” with this child. (And yes – he will not be playing here or anywhere with my child anymore. That connection is over.) I had someone say “some people are just born bad”. I don’t like that thought but it isn’t the first time I have heard that opinion lately.
Earlier this evening, my girl and I head out on our walk. As we walked down one of our normal streets, we saw a friend sitting out and next door, a couple I had not seen with a dog I had also not seen. The dog was not on a leash, so I slowed down as did my child and I tuned in. I didn’t sense anything unusual so I was quite surprised – and quite enraged – when the dog looked my way and immediately ran towards me, barking aggressively while lunging at me. Thank goodness my child was already in the yard of our friend, so it was just me and the dog. I made myself big, put up my leg and yelled “HEY!” – glanced over at the owner who just stood there watching. “Control your damn dog!” I yelled. So he calls the dog over.
No apology. No “are you ok?” Not from anyone, “friend” included. (a term I use loosely at this point in my human experience)
I told my girl I was not comfortable staying and chatting so we turned around and went home – in the opposite direction. This is the 4th time this has happened this year in our neighborhood. I will now be bringing my billy club with me. My mate has wanted me to but I have felt that would invite such a situation. I walk confidently. But apparently asshole-behavior is not quite done in this experience.
These energies are bringing up all sorts of behaviors in all lifeforms, two legged and four. Are they acting alone or with the help of some straggling, dying parasitic entities who know their time is up and are clinging on, trying to keep as many people in fear as possible while they still have a breath to take? I don’t know.
But I do know I’m not walking blindly anymore – metaphorically and literally.
The two of us are talking about our individual visions we each experienced yesterday about “where” we are “going”. We both fully completely feel at this point that Gaia is being elevated in frequency as well as being moved physically. She is being moved and we are all invited/welcome to go with her. Things are speeding up – as the frequencies become less and less dense. It’s like a rocket lifting off and Gaia is the rocket being lifted out of this dense energy well. Spiraling up through the dimensions. Each layer gets less dense – and also stronger and lighter (light meaning higher frequency). This will continue until we literally are transported through this portal we both saw yesterday in our own experiences. The entire planet leaves this region of density and when that happens THAT is when some sort of an energy grid literally seals off this dimension so that NO planet or NO life form has to experience this density again – certainly not against their/its Divine Will.
After that, I believe that is when we will be seeing a Whole New Reality. And each of us will be residing where we most match in our frequencies which of course are based on our Highest Selves and the type of reality we wish to exist in. That is why some insist we will remain on earth. Others a new earth. And others a whole other planet in another galaxy.
Isn’t it possible all of us are in truth in making these statements?
Let’s not argue on this one any longer. Let us support one another by not judging others for their views on what is really going on and what it is they desire to experience.
Let us wish one another well.
In short – let’s accept one another as any brother and sister of Love does.
(i just had a vision of a t-shirt that says “keep your nose out of my ascension journey”) Hmmm…
Love to you all ~ whatever your journey and story is!
Oh boy – so many amazing things today where do I begin??
Listening to Michelle Walling’s video with Allison Coe the other night, Michelle spoke about an unbelievable amount of magic and instant manifestation among other things happened to her quickly over a period of just one week – leading her to KNOW she was transitioning to New Earth.
Hearing those words sparked something within me. Let me share with you another true story (only this one doesn’t involve the silly 3d world systems).
The day started out with me trembling in bed. I was feeling so much anxiety – but didn’t feel fear. Just anxiety. If that makes sense. I didn’t want to get out of bed either – even though I was feeling claustrophobic. Again, an experience in paradox but that is the state of mind and body I was in. I was also full of doubt. Money. Was I going to find someone to help me with my site. Those were the two big ones. Right next to those thoughts was the doubt I at times experience that I am going through this phenomena called “ascension” and is this new earth experience I have been having visions and dreams of for almost 20 years really just another illusion? A lie?
Ugh. Not a happy experience I was creating for myself.
So….I get up and going. Got nothing in the shower so I sang to myself to find some motivation. Ran some errands. Unlike me as of late, I was in no mood to see anyone I knew and socialize. Which of course is what happened. lol A local farmer whom I adore walked up to me at the local store. He’s one of these awakened individuals who could be resting on his laurels and enjoy retirement that way. Or he could be like many his age and hold no concern for the planet or humanity. Not this dude. He heads a couple of awesome local organizations and is passionate about small organic farming and healthy living/eating. I have so much respect for him.
We spoke of one of his latest projects and other tidbits. That lifted my mood a bit and helped re-inspire me that I too can (and do) make a difference. I just have this feeling/calling to do more.
After we arrived home and began the process of putting the groceries away, I heard the noise of thumping bass. Loudly. It is a noise we rarely hear in our neighborhood – I can actually say we never hear it. Certainly not longer than a few seconds which is a good thing as my body cannot tolerate that frequency and hearing it makes me want to hit someone – namely the one blasting it. Today the noise continued. As my mate began to comment how long the assaulting noise was going on, I suddenly stood up tall, put out my right hand and announced loudly to no one in particular “NOT in my world!” (thank you deborah for that one)
The thumping IMMEDIATELY STOPPED. And I mean IMMEDIATELY.
My mate looks at me – eyes wide – huge smile on his face – and gives me a high five. Way to go Goddess! Instant manifestation, I thought, recalling Michelle Walling’s words. Maybe this WILL become my reality.
After the groceries were put away and lunch made, we did some yard work and gardening. I had not planned on doing any of this and I found myself feeling as though I was at the beck and call of my family. The claustrophobia sensation kicked in. I was not enjoying what I was doing and suddenly knew I needed to do something different.
What did I want to do?
Go for a walk.
So finishing up the gardening project with my girl, I said mama was headed out for a walk. She begged me to go until I finally said “Ok. But when I go for my walks, I walk fast. And I do not talk. And I listen to music.” Of course she claimed she would be JUST FINE with me doing this. I already knew differently but instead of telling her she had to stay home, decided she needed to learn for herself how she would indeed NOT be “just fine”.
Ten minutes into the walk she’s whining that I’m going too fast and she doesn’t like I am not listening to her. I said it was time to take her home. She didn’t argue.
So having to interrupt my usual route (which annoyed me), I took her home, bid her and my mate good-bye and took off. The claustrophobic feeling overcame me again. Finally able to hear my own thoughts, they were screaming quite loudly in my mind.
I cannot live this way one more second. I need help. I need a new direction. A doorway to open. I was DONE trying to find someone to help me with this site. Just DONE with it all. I needed positive change. Now.
I commanded the Universe and Highest Self to BRING ME WHAT I NEEDED NOW THIS INSTANT.
Miraculously, this just flowed out of me and I completely let it go. Calm and a quiet mind immediately followed. I rounded the corner and taking off down a new road, I glance up and notice a man I have been seeing lately. I had seen him several times – in a cluster you might say – a few years back. Then the encounters stopped. We never spoke past a greeting. I always liked his energy though. Very positive and up – very confident with himself – which such energy has often intimidated me as that is a state of mind that has not come naturally for me. I have had to really work on it and I am the first to admit if there’s an easy way to do something, I’m takin’ the easy way – which often means I have let myself go into the self-doubt and depression option.
I walked up to him and we greeted one another and this time we began to talk. I told him how I had to get out of the house for some “me” time. He nodded, understanding then proceeds to ask me the most amazing question – what else did I do to bring me passion?
Normally such a question would stump me at first. People don’t ask such questions of one another – even though I LONG to have conversations like that. Today though I had no hesitation.
So I happily and easily I shared with him about writing music, playing piano and guitar, writing and this site. It was almost as if I stepped outside of myself and witnessed the pure confident Me. In that moment I knew Who I Was and how gifted and amazing I really am.
Now here is where the “instant manifestation” experience comes in (#2 for the day): Guess who used to mentor men and women in marketing their businesses?
Yeah.
And guess who offered to help me with this site?
Yeah baby!
I had tears in my eyes and I asked him if he believed in synchronicity. I can’t remember his answer fully as I was in a state of high flying disbelief and bliss – but I know he said something to the positive. I shared what I had just put out to the Universe and wow – it only took half a block walking to be created.
We left our conversation with the promise of a get-together to talk more, or as he said “you talk and I will listen”. Another huge wow! for me. I am not used to that experience (unless I am paying someone…lol).
As I walked away, walls of emotion overcame me. My sacred tree was not far away. I suddenly needed her. So I walked quickly and half ran up the gravel road where she sits in her majestic beauty. I ran up to her and fell right into her strength. The tears came and wow – they did not let up. I must have clung to her for over 5 minutes, sobbing all over her. “It’s ok. You just let yourself go, girl,” I heard.
In time, I wiped my eyes and headed home. Refreshed.
Has there always been such magic in the air? Is this the result of the schumann frequencies and what is being called “outside of our galaxy” pulse waves of energies allowing for the end of the illusions of separation and the return of Full Oneness?
I know the answer. And in another moment of paradox, I also don’t need the validation this time.
We are magic. You. Me.
It has always been in the air.
I think, at least for me, I have just forgotten to claim it as my Divine Right to experience.
The day ended with another object just mysteriously disappearing. This time it was something that belongs to my mate. We have begun making a list of such experiences.
That is all for now.
Much love. Much bubbles of happy. And much in the way of moments ~ new moments ~ new ways of Being and Living and Doing where we are fully engaged in what brings us passion.
And that will be enough. [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart” wrap=”i”]
Victoria
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Thank you as always for supporting me, my work and my vision.
I am asking all of you to please put out healing energies/vibes of love and strength to Robin, who I was just informed is in the hospital. She had a very strong rash show up on her face and neck overnight. I also ask for focused thoughts of protection and clearing as well. See her Being Well.
I phoned our Department of Motor Vehicles today to check on the status of our vehicle registration. We submitted the paperwork 3 weeks ago and have yet to receive those ridiculous stickers that somehow give us permission from the STATE to allow us to drive. Wow. Whose arse do I get to kiss.
The WORKER looked up our information and it showed no new updates. He informed me “these things are taking 3 weeks now to process”. I said in the past this was never more than a 7-10 day process.
“We are backlogged,” he said.
“You needed to include that in the paperwork you sent to us in the mail,” I said.
Silence.
“Hello? Are you still there?” I asked.
“Yes,”.
No further response.
“Are you a person or a computer?” I asked.
Silence.
“Since you won’t respond to my statement, how about you answer this one. Given it has been close to 3 weeks since submitting the paperwork, what happens if the registration expires and the stickers have not arrived?”
“You will have to get a trip permit,” he said.
“But how will I get to the DMV then to get the trip permit if it becomes illegal to drive? We only have the one car.” I said.
Silence.
“Wow, you aren’t allowed to speak much are you?” I asked. “Ok, so if it expires, I will just play this phone call for the officer then if I am pulled over as a result of your red tape.”
“Ma’am, you will not be allowed to drive your car if the stickers do not arrive in time,” he said.
I had had it.
“Listen up you sleeping douche bag, I am not a corporation. I am not dead at sea. And the state does not own me. I am a living being. Now it is MY turn to go silent.” Disconnected the phone.
I’m noticing a quickening within me. Very little “outside” of me is resonating. I am quickly and easily releasing my usual “go to” websites I visit. If something does resonate, I share it. So please know even though I am sharing the works of others, this is often because I have either weeded through a TON of other material that didn’t fit with me or (the method I prefer) a resonating piece will just fall into my lap.
Also having to release some situations and am noticing some people just fading from view while others are strongly in my physical space, which is what happened with a neighbor last week whom I was seeing daily – numerous times. After I offered up a kind word to her, pure from my heart, and silently wished her well, I have not seen her. Of note – another neighbor – the one I saw in my dream of the flash event – I have been seeing him almost daily now. Today, 3x alone. I feel no need to talk with him other than to just acknowledge him – something I had stopped doing a couple of years back. Now though I smile and say “hello” and now I a receiving a “hello” back. Not a smile – but hey, a hello is a step ahead of what I used to receive: nothing. lol Something is up with that and I await the Universe to show me just what it is.
This is all just a trip to me. A mind-blowing trip. Apparently that’s the point, right? Open up my mind to the point where I don’t “think things through/figure it out” because it isn’t to be done this way. It is just to be EXPERIENCED.
People, ebbing and flowing in and out of my life. I am having a strongly, quickly growing trust in my Highest Self and Universe to just allow this to fold out. When I get caught up in the stresses of 3D experiences/living, something within tells me to let it go – all of that “stuff” is coming to a close. My “job” is to ALLOW and BE.
I finally found a picture of this beauty so now I can share the story along with the real picture.
I went on a walk alone today and decided to stop off and see my tree friend. It’s been awhile since I visited. I walk up to her, greet her hello and put both hands on her bark ~ just like I always do.
After a few minutes I began to feel this very intense buzzing. I then “saw” in my minds eye this corkscrew-like spiral above her, spinning clockwise, and knew she was headed towards it. At first I thought it was like a wormhole – some sort of an energy portal. All I knew was she was going through it and we with her. The intensity of this was powerful and I could feel my entire body buzzing. I kept thinking there was a message in there and as I was about ready to let this thought go, something told me to “remove your right hand”. My right hand has always been the giving hand, my left hand, the receiving hand, in terms of energy. I hesitated as I had not received this guidance in the past but decided to listen anyway.
So I removed my right hand, felt a rather relieving/energy release of “thank you” before immediately hearing “galactic central”.
Hmmm. Is that where we are going? I don’t really speak much of this here, but I have felt more than once we are being moved.
Feeling there was no more energy exchange forthcoming and having the definitive feel my tree’s focus was on passing through this energy portal – that and nothing else – I thought back to my previous visit where she essentially had told me good-bye. Interesting as well was this palpable feeling that she was preparing to jet – at any moment.
Now if this isn’t interesting enough by itself, after I had been home for awhile, my mate told me he had a vision while I was gone. Here in his words is what he saw:
“I was looking at the earth in front of the sun. The earth started to vibrate quicker and quicker and stretched out to an egg shape. It then suddenly went into the center of the sun.”
Earth, going through a gateway (and he felt the gateway was shut after we passed through, never to be opened again – a one-way trip). In alignment with the image I saw of the tree – and us – going through an energy portal, spiraling clockwise.
So there you have it. For now I feel as though I am simply a passenger along for this ride where all I know to do is release what doesn’t feel right/well to me and allow for this experience to continue along to its destiny. And then another experience will be forthcoming.
Much love to you all. And stay buckled up (grounded). [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart” wrap=”i”]
Victoria
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Your support of my work is, as always, gratefully and greatly appreciated. Thank you for helping me remember my humbleness and inner voice.
Water droplets, I should say. As I stood there after stepping in, I noticed a formation of water droplets ~ 3 close together, followed by a gap with another equally sized droplet followed by a very tiny gap with a smaller droplet followed by a very large gap that ended with a medium sized droplet.
Nothing unusual. Except for I have seen this exact same formation two days in a row. Yeah, a new “woo woo” phenomena, but I don’t question these things anymore. Something within said “focus and receive”.
First I called out to my mate. “Bring me the camera!” He knows when I get these things so he rushes in with my digital voice recorder. “No,” I said, “I need my camera!” “Your camera?” he asks, looking perplexed, probably wondering “wth are you going to take pictures of in the shower??” lol… I showed him the formation and said “I have seen that exact same formation the past two mornings. It means something.” So he says “Oh, ok the camera, yeah!”
I’ve attached a photo of it and hopefully it will show up for you.
After a few minutes, after my brain kept trying to come up with a meaning, I let it go. When I did that, I had some flashes in my mind of past visions and that inner voice shared those magical words. Here is what I received:
The bottom 3 droplets represent the 3 waves of energies, fairly close together, of which we have had 2 this year. The bigger and smaller water droplets that followed the gap represented the human self and higher self – about to merge as these energy “waves” are breaking down the “grid” that kept us feeling separated with our Highest Self and Source. The last drop of water up top was us fully united again.
Didn’t get anything else really other than the third “wave” is upon us sometime next month.
I visited my sacred tree today and received an unexpected message and experience, which I will share next. Until then, that was this moment’s shower message. [wp-svg-icons icon=”happy” wrap=”i”]
Today has a certain feel to it ~ one of neutrality – and as though we are in a brief limbo period. What is coming next, I have no real feel for at the moment. Just enjoying a bit of inner AND outer calm. I seem to feel the energies and emotions of not just my own stuff and those in my household but the world at large so perhaps I have just naturally detached from whatever chaos may be flowing “out there”. Oh well… It feels rather nice to feel detached and in just my own space.
I had a nice experience at the store today. There was a man in front of me in line. Business attire. He pulls out his wallet and as I hear the velcro rip open, I had this sudden urge to put my arm around him and say “doesn’t this feel like a game to you? Are you ready to stop playing?” Not to be arrogant – not at all. This came from my heart. I simply want ALL of us to be liberated from every single control, seen and unseen. I want us all free. We are such a beautiful, wonderful species ~ especially when we are in our full heart-spaced selves. I can see that.
Instead I just sent him this heart-space feeling of “I see you. We are all One.” Then I began to look at the other people in the other lines and saw the beauty in every one of them and had that sense of knowing – we are all One. And how we have forgotten that. I love those moments of seeing others for who they really are behind the roles
How funny it is when you think about it. We each play our particular roles, whatever those are and forget the main reason we are here: connection. Heart-space connection. I am grateful I had another such connection today ~ even if it was only seemingly one way and without words exchanged. After the filth I purged earlier in the day (the core ugh issue/thought I have held about myself for who knows how many lifetimes), I was grateful I was able to bounce back to Who I Am so quickly. Today what motivated me was that much louder/easier to hear inner voice that speaks with such a solid energy field – it feels my body is too small to contain it at times – and she reminded me ANY such belief in such an illusion only feeds the very energies and entities I seek to dissolve/transform. Looking at myself in the mirror, I simply said “no” – and meant it. Completely. Moments later, I was able to feel beyond the lie and into my heart.
Also had 3 beautiful moments, over the course of the afternoon, here at home, when I was quietly guided to look at the title of the songs on my music channel we have on each day in the background. Song #1: Star Seed. Song #2: One Step Closer. Song #3: 17 Seconds To Anywhere (my go-to title on time-traveling)
