I’ve become quite burned out with sharing the same ‘ole news. We know we’re seeing actors. We know it’s a movie. We know it has an ending at some point. I saw someone share a detailed (and very good) puzzle-piecing comment today – and my body revolted.
“NO!” it said.
You’ve done this before.
Countless times over the last 9 years, you’ve done this, she said.
So I did a first: I kept scrolling.
I look at what I captured today on the world stage.
I simply have no desire to share any of it.
What should be my purpose at this point?
What do I want to really share here besides another day of hopium-related headlines that leave us with the same or oh so very similar the next day?
Do you want to know what I do to get through the day these days?
When the desire to stay in bed is stronger than the desire to get out of bed?
No?
Yeah, me neither. Because that pulling the covers over thine head is STRONG (in this one) these days.
Do I want to share some spiritual stuff where I offer up helpful frequencies and personal mantra’s and…..
NO. Do NOT want to share more of that.
A card read? That tells us where we are – yet again and we wake up to the same reality tomorrow and the next day and the next day while we are told we create our own reality and I want to believe that and I continue TO do that but I read this beautiful sentiment that both slammed me but landed perfectly because in this particular section of the universe EVERYTHING is inverted – so go easy on yourself if you haven’t mastered that “you create your own reality” narrative:
Even if our efforts of attention for years seem to be producing no result, one day a Light that is in exact proportion to them will flood the Soul. Simone Weil
How perfect is that? YearSSSSSS. Yes, I get that. I know many of you do as well. We don’t have to feel so damn guilty if what we seek to create takes a f’ing. long. time. As I said – inverted world here. If you know, you know.
Moving on.
How about I share some of the supplements I’m on at the moment?
That may be useful for some of you.
A new one: Grapefruit Pectin. I follow an interesting scientist on X. He is very intelligent and talks all sorts of “sciency” things that often go over my head. But I end up getting the “gist” of it. And that’s what matters. There is a substance in Pectin that works with the Cells to block the Spike Protein from adhering to them. It’s backed with some solid science. And since it also acts as a binding substance, taking it with a full glass of water is important. I have the following two. The EcoNugenics is still in my cabinet for later this winter, because gawd only knows how much longer this cv/mrna jabs will continue to be allowed for public consumption.
Note: The Source Naturals is far more affordable, but since the science guy said Pectasol was the best, I decided that if I’m going to go into further debt, at least do it in a way that will benefit my/our health (getting my kiddo to take pills – you know the deal – they need to make these products in gummies).
I also started taking a new probiotic: Lacto Reuteri. 50 billion. After seeing a Dr. Berg episode where he interviewed a medical doctor (can’t recall his name) who said that even if you took just ONE dose of antibiotics in your lifetime and did not supplement with extra probiotics at the time, this entire strain was wiped out. My eyes popped at that one. Growing up in the 70s, when antibiotics were handed out like candy, I knew I wanted to replenish. This is the brand that I have in the fridge (and admit I often forget to take):
BLIVA Lactobacillus Reuteri Capsules – L Reuteri 50 Billion CFU 90 Capsules
I have also learned, again through Dr. Berg, that most people who have been diagnosed with GERD and similar heart-burn/stomach issues actually have low stomach acid, and he recommends supplements with Betaine HCI. I was having an issue early this year and was noticing that taking baking soda in water was not helping (and can actually make a low stomach acid situation worse), so after listening, I bought a bottle and wow. Within a few weeks, the problem was gone. I take it now and then, along with a product that contains Zinc Carnosine to help with the lining of the stomach.
Other than that, I continue my focus on my writing here and on my other website. I’ve completed my grant writing courses and have been submitting my updated resume to both employers and hiring/staffing agencies in the creative and non-profit fields. And of course, being the best mom that I can for my kiddo, who is every bit as ready for and in need of (likely more) of something new, different, and wonderful, not just in her personal experience but out on the world stage. It is long past time to give the kids a future they can AUTHENTICALLY look forward to.
💖
Victoria
