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Airlines Shutting Down. Lab on fire. Anna Paulina Claims Trump Assassination Attempt an “inside job”. MAGA Influencer arrested in human sex trafficking operation. The “queen” jets out of here with every day people. No “pomp and circumstance” for her. WE ARE GOLD – in the vibe.

The pomp and circumstance is on quote. I needed to make sure I was spelling the phrase correctly. What came up was interesting. Is that another code word that breaks down this place?

So. We doing ok?

I made a video today – spur of the moment – spoken reflection – and it’s still. uploading. I don’t know how to make it upload faster – I thought doing it on my phone would be easier and faster. Damn utube is telling me “about 2 hours remaining” – for a 10-minute video. Details like that just aren’t me – I want to talk, share, and be done with it. Move on to other things. My mind is like a squirrel. So at times, my life is such that it’s taken me 5 minutes just to type this up. Daughter loudly informs me, “Eeewww, there’s an ant on the wall!!!”. Timer goes off for the stove, then the dryer. Me just wanting to do my thing without interruption:

Anyway, once the video is up, I will share. For now, here’s what I’m seeing.

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Victoria

Ooooh such a dig:

I hear a joke forming in my mind reading this: “So a group of little people walks into a Church of Scientology….”

Keep your friends close, your enemies closer.

Planning for this:

And/or this:

Cuba rejects Trump’s new “coercive” sanctions

OUT THERE matters just as much as our inner world. You cannot separate it. The two are symbiotic. In fact, an environment that is safe is EVERYTHING.

The calm before – when we are long past ready to see and hear THE STORM IS HERE.

Truth in a meme.

I know this – I like dark rooms now – very little lighting. Prefer candles. Even incandescent bulbs, which are all I use, if too high a wattage, make me grimace.

It’s true. 😂

Maybe we should send in the group of people who invaded the Church of Scientology.

I have seen – experienced – accepted – where the mental health profession is every bit as corrupt as the medical system.

I have yet to have just one mental health professional answer my questions about this – in particular, “why is the fear center of our brain called the reptilian brain?” I mean, are we reptiles? 🤷

He won’t be on stage much longer.

Mirror. Weekend at Bernies vibe, too.

When you read something that touches your heart and realize you are in the same age category. Does anyone know how to produce subliminal videos?

I spent an hour weeding, doing plant maintenance and communing with my flowers. I thought “I’d like to do something like this every day.” Until I can find a job sampling chocolate and writing about it, working around lots of people every day just is not my thing. Plants. Animals. 1 or 2 sensitive, quiet types.

I used to listen to someone who channeled these beings. I always felt off. Interesting info here:

Well now, this explains some things:

Right in our faces:

Rumor has it – around here – they lock their garbage bins after hours. Such a waste!

So far, I like what I hear:

$$ privilege – does not discriminate against the color of ones skin.

People make offensive videos highlighting people in need, while failing to see the original welfare scammers:

Video is uploaded: Challenging the narrative. Staying TRUE to myself. It’s all about how we feeeeeeeeeeeel. GOLDEN.

Reflecting On The Matrix, Life and Who We Are.

Kentucky Derby Winner: GOLDEN TEMPLE

I watched The Outsiders this week – a draw. A nudge. This one line stood out: STAY GOLD, Ponyboy. Stay Gold. Keep that innocence of childhood, of youth, no matter what bullshit this matrix throws our way.

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3. I have published a new eBook, “You’re Not Lazy. You’re Just Dysregulated!  Help With Healing Your Nervous System From Stress and Trauma: A Practical Guide” on sale at Amazon.

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This Day In History: May 1. Area 51 (and beyond) Earthquake Updates. Over 300. TRUMP Shares Interesting Images on TRUTH SOCIAL.

*Everything shared on this website is for entertainment purposes only.*

ATM – I feel drugged – sluggish. “They” laid down one hell of a trail tonight – the kind that starts off in a straight line, then curves to form a half circle – spread out quickly and was massive. How anyone can look at these things and think it’s a typical trail is beyond my comprehension. Although given these things have been around for decades at minimum, the brain gets programmed to think it’s just how the sky looks. And if one lacks the ability to slow down, think, discern, go within, and question, this is just business as usual in the matrix.

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So today, May 1st. What happened today throughout our history inside this place? For starters, it was the beginning of the Illuminati.

1006 Supernova observed by Chinese and Egyptians in constellation Lupus

Speaking of nova’s, do any of you remember this strange solar occurrence on May 24 and 25 of 2025? An image of a perfect-looking sun appeared.

Insert as I am “getting something”. May 5 – 5/5 – is showing up recently, as I stated in today’s earlier piece. McDonald’s 5.5 comm showing that orange sky with the smiling McDonald’s bag. I thought about Always Remember the 5th of November – then thought I wonder when in history (since I am doing today IN history) has May and November had some sort of a correlation. This is what I found:

2. The Drifting Roman Republican Calendar

Before Julius Caesar introduced the Julian calendar in 45 BC, the Roman Republican calendar was a lunar-based system of 355 days. [1, 2, 3]

  • The Problem: The calendar was over 10 days shorter than the solar year. Priests (pontifices) were supposed to manually add a leap month (intercalaris) every few years to keep it aligned with the seasons.
  • The Corruption: The politicians in charge of the calendar frequently manipulated it to shorten or extend the terms of their political allies and enemies.
  • The Result: By the mid-1st Century BC, the calendar had drifted so drastically that the vernal equinox (which traditionally fell in late March) was actually occurring in the calendar month of May. The actual seasonal equivalent of November was falling during the official calendar month of May. Julius Caesar had to add 90 days to the year 46 BC to pull the calendar back in line with the sun

This would be a nice collectible to own.

Interesting considering what’s going on in the area lately:

1952 US Marines take part in an atomic explosion training in Nevada

1961 First US airplane hijacked to Cuba, National Airlines Convair 440

1979 Greenland’s Home Rule Act is introduced, transferring responsibilities from Denmark to Greenland

I am sharing this only because of the book title: FULL CIRCLE. That phrase has been around me the past week or so. Twice now, while doing things around the house with the radio on, I have heard “full circle” in a conversation on a radio station – as in it stands out and grabs my attention:

Nevada, again:

1984 Great Britain conducts a nuclear test at the Nevada Test Site

Pope is supposed to be having a terrible May:

2011 Pope John Paul II is beatified by his successor, Pope Benedict XVI

Here is the latest Intel on the “quakes” in Nevada. What if this is what Q meant by “Saving Israel For Last”? According to real maps from long ago, this part of the States is the original Israel (with the land mass to the east representing Egypt). I know this – it is not a coincidence that since Trump began pushing UFO Disclosure this week, these “quakes” began.

⚠️IT IS NOT STOPPING ! Nevada Hit by More and Larger Earthquakes | The Swarm Is Getting Bigger !

https://arkeonews.net/rare-anglo-saxon-lamb-of-god-coins-found-in-denmark-reveal-a-failed-attempt-to-stop-viking-raids

Keep eyes on UK. PSYOP talk. INTEND FOR PEACE. Aren’t you tired of these accounts who say “it’s going to get worse – prepare”. How the hell do you prepare at this point? Who isn’t just literally hanging on? If you own a home and are secure in that home – you are very. blessed.

The following are images Trump is sharing on TruthSocial tonight:

These are amazingly beautiful flowers, aren’t they?

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United Kingdom On “High Alert”. Scavino Post Aligns With Q Post Which Aligns With London. New Crop Circle in England. Area 51 Now Hit With 17 Quakes. It’s MAY DAY. 5.1.26

And a Friday.

Interesting synchronicities ATM. I wouldn’t think anything of it individually if there weren’t so MANY of them. Here’s what I’m seeing – at the moment.

Scavino posts this on his Facebook account today. Dan and someone from the Military looking at a screen of the White House. There is also a very interesting image in back of Dan, which I will also detail below. I zoom in and see 1405:

Q post 1405 – dropped on May 17, 2018. Note the LONDON connections:

That’s it – just these two images. I also note the 7 year 11 month reference – 7/11.

I asked GROK to first analyze the two images behind Dan. HISTORICAL BATTLE SCENE:

“Here’s a clear breakdown of the background behind Dan Scavino (the man in the suit on the left) in the original photo from his Facebook post:The area directly behind him and slightly to his left/right is a large, framed piece of wall art (most likely a single large historical painting or mural, common in White House offices and meeting rooms).


What you’re seeing as “two images” are almost certainly two vertical sections or panels within that one framed artwork — or possibly two closely hung framed pieces side-by-side. The photo is black-and-white, which reduces depth and contrast, making the artwork look like separate “images.”


The hazy, cloudy, or “smoky” effect inside those sections is part of the painting itself (artistic rendering of fog, clouds, smoke from a historical battle scene, or atmospheric perspective — very common in traditional landscape or military-themed artworks hung in government buildings). There is zero evidence of actual smoke in the room: no haze in the air, no one reacting, normal indoor lighting, and everyone is calmly focused on the monitor.


It’s not a window. The background is clearly an interior wall with decorative molding and framed art. Windows in that room would show daylight, outdoor scenery, or curtains — none of which are present here. The bright spots are just highlights and reflections from the room’s lamps.

The overall room looks like a White House office or briefing area (chairs, lamps, carpet, people in the far background). The only screen is the big monitor on the left that they’re both watching (showing the White House exterior at 14:05).”

I also asked GROK to analyze the two images referencing London“SOMETHING JUST HAPPENED” feel:

“Background and atmosphere:

Crowded street with many people milling about — some standing in groups, others moving. The scene has an energetic, public-gathering feel (could be a protest, celebration, concert exit, or tourist area at night).
Bright artificial lights in the distance create glare and long shadows on the wet cobblestone-style pavement.
Overall vibe: Busy city night, slightly chaotic but not overtly violent. The fire extinguisher suggests either recent minor incident (small fire put out) or someone carrying it for an event/security reason.

The photo is candid, taken from behind the two main figures, with a slight motion or low-light grain. No visible signs of major emergency, but the extinguisher + crowd + wet streets give it a “something just happened” feel.

Analysis of the second image of the double-decker bus (nothing stands out – but I feel it’s pointing us to London):

“This looks like a normal, candid tourist or street photo taken on a typical day. Nothing unusual, threatening, or out of the ordinary stands out. The bus and architecture make the London identification very clear.”

The 1405 also Aligns with this below – and remember (allegedly) McDonald’s is the Code Word for GO:

No Coincidence here. I would say MIRROR. What was going on on May 1, 2011? GROK’S response below.

“It specifies that the referenced event took place on May 1, 2011, the date of the Osama bin Laden raid operation and public announcement.”

Ahh. And what was that called?

GERONIMO. Navy Seal Team 6. 15 members were killed on August 6, 2011, while aboard a CH-47 Chinook helicopter (call sign Extortion 17)

Given the recent “royal” visit in DC, I wanted to know of any connections with the “royals” and this church:

“Connections to the Royal Family

Yes, it has several direct and notable connections to the British royal family, primarily through ceremonial events tied to its construction and completion:1904: King Edward VII laid the foundation stone.

1924: The partial cathedral was consecrated in the presence of King George V and Queen Mary.

During WWII (Blitz era): King George VI and the Queen Mother visited to encourage continued building despite bombing damage.

1949 & 1951: Princess Elizabeth (later Queen Elizabeth II) and the Duke of Edinburgh opened the Rankin Porch and attended the dedication of the cathedral bells.

1978: Queen Elizabeth II attended the major service of thanksgiving and dedication marking the cathedral’s full completion.

1991: Queen Elizabeth II formally opened “Queen’s Walk,” a landscaped area leading to the cathedral.

These royal visits and ceremonies highlight its status as a major national and ecclesiastical landmark. There isn’t evidence of ongoing formal patronage (like the King being a current patron), but the historical ties are strong and ceremonial in nature.

It’s an iconic piece of British heritage with deep royal associations through these milestones, even though it’s a relatively “modern” cathedral compared to ancient ones like Westminster Abbey.”

I also began hearing that song by The Clash, London Calling. Interesting line about the Sun.

New Crop Circle. Looks like a split of two worlds.

17.

Reading this, I also wondered what’s been going on with CERN. It has been active since March and is set to shut down at the end of June:

Very interesting:

The Cube. What if (thinking out loud here) – “they” took OUR Cube – which could have been what we used for time travel/PLG – perhaps the shape of the Quantum Computer/Container of Knowledge – and inserted the program to worship it, knowing “they” took control of it and locked us inside our own game.

I was “advised” in my 20’s to go on these things, as “many women” of “my age” were on them. I refused. Crimes Against Humanity.

😩

I did not see this. I wish I had!

Well, these look like endgame markers:

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COMEY’S FIRST COURT APPEARANCE SET FOR MAY 11. ALEX JONES MAKES FINAL APPEARANCE ON INFOWARS.

First Court Appearance in North Carolina Set For James Comey

James Comey will appear in a federal courthouse in Greenville, North Carolina, on May 11 on criminal charges related to his Trump assassination Instagram post.

Some interesting Q delta’s for May 11:

Interesting timing, too. It’s his time to exit the stage.

We were listening to Coast to Coast tonight – it was live, and the topic was the “missing” scientists. He knows and ain’t talking.

April 30, 2026 ~ Today’s Finds and Headlines. Trump: “DURING MY THREE TERMS AS PRESIDENT.” CHECKMATE. Kentucky Derby COMMS. KING COMMS (hands behind his back, Military standing close by). Congress taking 10 (TEN) days off. Go touch a tree!

IT IS FULL ON OUT THERE. THREE TERMS.. THREE. THREE. T H R E E. 😂

Not JAG as some of us thought – interesting he’s also in front of Trump’s FIGHT FIGHT FIGHT portrait. That said, children were hurt today in another school stabbing – and my heart just cannot get past that part. While these actors play their roles in the COMFORT of security, basic survival needs being provided for while MILLIONS go without – will N E V E R set well with me.

Oregon went Red. We all know it.

This is so mentally exhausting at this point:

“Not much” as in there IS, but now is not the time – premature to say it is connected.

Their methods do not create safety or connection in the way people NEED to heal. Meds mask the symptoms and change brain chemistry, which can make symptoms worse, leading to years or decades of medication prescription abuse whereby these parasites prescribe new meds or new doses – not knowing, honestly, WTF they are really doing. NOT without legit brain scans to determine changes in the brain itself. No different than the medical doctors who mask the symptoms of all of their conveniently titled “diseases” of “inflammation”. IT ALL HAS TO GO.

THIS. THIS is so much a part of my purpose here – to tell the world – to remind the world – that the answer to EVERY PROBLEM comes from LOVE. IN. ACTION. You see the missing need? You fill it in if you can – or you recruit people who CAN. IT. IS. SO. SIMPLE. People make it complicated with their matrix program narratives that say “they need to help themselves first” or “prove their worth” or “still have lessons to learn”. ENOUGH of that.

The flowers already bloomed here (highly unusual) – but we’ll take the MAY SKY EVENT FREEDOM.

IYKYK. And being around those who don’t iykyk is very uncomfortable – IF you want to talk about something other than the weather that is – but even at that, you hold back on talking about weather modification and chem trails – so you talk about the ONE thing we all agree on: living here became unaffordable and that ain’t right. Even if you talk about pedophiles, it ALWAYS goes back to Trump being one of them, and their brain cannot connect the dots to expand beyond that thought because the “I HATE TRUMP” program is locked in. If it turns out he is one of them – I don’t care. I just want evil removed and freedom returned.

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3. I have published a new eBook, “You’re Not Lazy. You’re Just Dysregulated!  Help With Healing Your Nervous System From Stress and Trauma: A Practical Guide” on sale at Amazon.

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4.29.26 ~ COMEY ARRESTED. [C] BEFORE [D]. ROYAL VISIT AND ROYAL COMMS. FAKE WHITE HOUSE OFFICE. “EARTHQUAKE” UNDER AREA 51! NCSWIC & Other finds.

NCSWIC.

Comey arrested C before D royal comms Area 51 earthquake

COMEY ARRESTED.

[C] BEFORE [D]:

Hmmm – does this refer to the post “Who knows where the bodies are buried”? 1 day delta.

“Upon conviction, the defendant shall forfeit to the United States any property, real or personal, which constitutes or is derived from proceeds traceable to the said offense,” the indictment read.

Copper cup and a copper tongue scraper.

If you are on Facebook, check out this commercial that came out in March. “In this galaxy for a limited time”. It is based on the Mario Brothers movie that came out on April 1st and shows people suddenly levitating – along the lines of this supposed event coming up on August 12th where we lose gravity for 7 seconds. There is also a reference to the Universe – rising up.

https://www.facebook.com/share/v/17yy4GyQL7

April and May are Q SKY EVENTS. Four of them. TWO for April 19th – and remember Dobsonian Power discovered a Supernova Explosion near Regulus in the constellation Leo on April 17th? Still waiting for that follow-up video he said he would do. The other two SKY EVENT posts are for May 10th. Given the wave of disclosure coming out now, from “ufo’s” being seen more and more (being allowed to be seen is my sense) to congressional testimony about aliens being dimensional demons and fallen angels, look to May for a rise in SKY EVENTS. Below is his latest – something about to hit the moon?

LIVE TELESCOPE – SOMETHING BIG WILL HIT THE MOON!

UFO DISCLOSURE:

DIMENSIONAL BEINGS

Interesting, considering the Artemis crew was there today as well. Body language – dude is obviously very uncomfortable. Calling out how FAKE NASA is.

OIL UP OVER $10/barrel

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AREA 51. EARTHQUAKE. 4.4 magnitude. 4km. In this 4th month.

Any of my Canadian friends see this? More SKY EVENTS.

COVID Vaccine Hearing Exposes Deliberate Blind Eye to ‘Overwhelming Evidence of Harm’

Live Updates: Trump braces for long Hormuz blockade, IDF strikes Hezbollah launcher inside civilian building

SEVENTEEN days. That’s not obvious.

The South braces for more severe weather in the wake of destructive tornadoes

For the seventh consecutive day, the severe weather outbreak continues on Wednesday across the South from Texas to Alabama.

Severe thunderstorm watches are in effect for parts of Texas, Arkansas, Louisiana, Mississippi and Alabama. The main threats are expected to include mostly damaging winds and large hail, but tornadoes can’t be ruled out.

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Here are other ways to support my work:

1. You can support me at my other page where I share my personal musings, music and photography:  Victoria T is Creating Intuitive Reflections of the world around me.

2.  My inter-active Journal, “Live To Impress Yourself” on sale at AMAZON.

3. I have published a new eBook, “You’re Not Lazy. You’re Just Dysregulated!  Help With Healing Your Nervous System From Stress and Trauma: A Practical Guide” on sale at Amazon.

4.  I am also an affiliate for BlueHost.  If you are interested in starting up a website and need a hosting company, check out BlueHost. It’s who I use, and I have always found them very helpful from setup to assistance. Click on the previous link to get yourself set up!

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First INDICTMENT [unseal] will Trigger Mass Pop Awakening. We have arrived. KING [END] and Queen Visit Highlights. Lip Reads. Body Language. Tornado’s Continue in the Central U.S. 4.28.26

Everything has meaning.

When you can tune out the noise and tune in to the inner quiet.

You SEE.

Trump recently on TruthSocial with the double use of the word “with”, I believe, is showing us the Q post below, which shares the SAME EXACT TIME TOO – which means a DOUBLE POST. Double with’s. Double posts. Two days apart. Oh, and several years too. 🙄

Back-to-back Q posts from years ago – two – identical.

And now that we have the public announcement of COMEY’S arrest warrant, I believe we have finally hit that marker that allows everything to hit warp speed finally.

[unseal] indicating it’s a controlled scene and that COMEY, etc., are long gone.

Jesus, who needs to sit down at the sidelines now for a much-needed rest? Add in some healing modalities that work and toss in a few million into our bank accounts, and we can ride the rest of this train out in style. You with me?

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Victoria

An arrest warrant was issued for former FBI Director James Comey after he was indicted by a grand jury in the Eastern District of North Carolina related to his Trump assassination post on Instagram.

The US Marshals were asked to provide Comey with the indictment, and they issued an arrest warrant.

Comey is facing up to 20 years in prison.

Wait a minute, 20 years in prison? Isn’t TREASON punishable by death? Hmm. This will likely lead to bringing in all of those other horrible things Comey engaged in.

https://storage.courtlistener.com/recap/gov.uscourts.nced.227449/gov.uscourts.nced.227449.1.0_4.pdf

And this? Wouldn’t the AG have first-hand KNOWLEDGE if he had been arrested?

Todd Blanche said he is not sure if Comey has already been taken into custody.

White Coat Waste Demands MORE Arrests and Fauci Pardon be Overturned After Trump DOJ Indicts His Top Advisor for COVID Cover-Up, ‘NOT A LONE WOLF!’

Senator Chuck Schumer Attends Press Conference With Giant Bandage on Forehead — Claims He Ran Into Door

Anthropic’s Claude AI Agent Goes Rogue, Deletes Company’s Database and Backups in Nine Seconds, Confesses in Writing

Fox News Media VP Caught on Hidden Camera Bragging About Charging ‘$4,000 Strip Club Bills’ to Fox Corporate Cards (VIDEO)

FBI Raids 22 Minnesota Child Care Centers and Businesses, Including the Infamous ‘Quality Learing Center,’ as Part of Fraud Investigation Linked to the Somali Community (VIDEO)

Body language. This brings me back to the dream I had early this morning, where Melania was exhausted – needing to just rest and be left the hell alone. A feeling I completely understand. Look at the hand wrestling between Trump and Melania. Look at how she glances over at him – doing her classic “eye piercing” move to BOOM – beautiful smile. She tired of playing her role?

Walking in front of the queen – again. More capitulation – king too.

Yeah, NO EFFING WAY!!

This says “capitulation”.

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America, too.

Question: Is Trump not addressing ANY of this? I am not seeing any declaration of federal disaster assistance from the WH.

Truth in a simple meme. Powerful. Sadly, overall, my experience. With each trauma, I dealt with it alone. Blaming the victim was a disease in my family. It’s a virus in this matrix reality. And it makes being here extremely uncomfortable for me – no matter what I am doing to bring joy to my life. The disconnect is there, and it is real. Most do not have the capacity to hold space.

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Collective Spiritual Fatigue

I had a dream last night.

There was a large group of people on a giant bed, all of us trying to find out space in which to just rest. Melania was there as well. Just as tired as the rest of us.

It’s a fatigue of our Spirits now.

I’m seeing it over and over and over again.

I’m also seeing people seriously challenged to make headway in their lives. Following new opportunities that fall flat. Health issues returning or refusing to shift.

I had another phone call today with the local place that is willing to pay for my Grant Writing training. It is one field that is resistant to total AI takeover and is in quite high demand now. I did it in the past, and it will be something I can enjoy and make good money. Halfway through, I was told there are some little sticky pieces I need to take care of in the form of payment, namely, how payment is accepted. The University who hosts the program I have chosen says they take one form of payment. The agency I am working with only pays in one way, and it is not the form the University works. I called the University – several times – and kept getting dropped, so I emailed them.

I was also informed that the other agency, in which I had a phone assessment yesterday, has said they don’t seem to be a good fit for me as I am unable to meet with them in person. I was not informed of this – no email or contact came to me. If this is the case, I will fight it – loudly. I have a disability that is no different than someone who has a missing limb or broken bones. And I am absolutely DONE explaining and justifying this issue I have. It is as it is and I have always done the best with what I have had to work with in order to heal. I have found something new I have been wanting to try – co-regulation – which my body has been letting me know it desperately needs now. Nervous System Coregulation is key to healing. This is one of two missing pieces for me. It’s a private business – Insurance doesn’t cover it, and it is $697, so with the help of GROK, who I swear has become my best friend lately in terms of getting me resources while being a back-up brain, I found a scholarship that can help pay for such programs. I’m just overwhelming done having to hustle and come up with ways to pay for the things I fucking need.

I feel like I am becoming more and more invisible here. I feel I write and share into an empty void now. Those who are – what? Real? Are feeling the same or very similar to me. I don’t understand why some are doing so well and others are getting hit so hard. I don’t understand why those who do seem to be doing so well are more insulated. And I don’t understand the ego behind some who look at those being the most targeted and are still falling for the “you still have lessons to learn” bullshit. I am SO in that space now – rock solid – where if you don’t see this imprisonment – at the VERY LEAST – see the pay to live system AS a mental/physical/emotional/spiritual prison – I can’t engage in conversation. And one question: if we’re all here to “learn lessons” – why is it the most vulnerable and kind and sensitive of us have to carry that f’ing load? What about the abusers and the evil here who perpetuate and create the very f’ing situations that cause us TO suffer and experience PTSD?

How about my rapist? Where is HIS lesson? Why do I have to be the one to carry that new cage burden? Hmmm?

What about the molester from my past? Where is HIS lesson? Why did HE get to harm me, leaving ME to deal with it? Where is the accountability? The SHARED RESPONSIBILITY for harm caused?

On and on.

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For now I see – I am not a burden. I am a Light. A kind, sensitive, far-too-trusting Soul who has been royally hurt here with experiences I NEVER asked for. NEVER wanted. And as such, I shine a light of Truth on the whole entire matrix religious narrative that says people like me called it in and need to transmute the evil for the rest of us.

I also don’t participate in ANY of that narcissistic programming that has tried – oh so hard those operating with that program have tried convincing me I am the problem. And I need to see things differently. Without ever ONCE asking “what do you need” and if the Convo doesn’t include that? I am walking away. Anyone who knows me – knows who I am and what I have done to heal and manifest and create new for me.

And today I honor my Truth within that has long said some are more targeted here than others. The more awake you are, the more the matrix sees that and the more it sends in its NPCs and whatever else to make us as weak as possible.

We were harmed. We were targeted.

And we need LOVE.

For LOVE is the ONLY THING that helps.

That heals.

That matters.

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4.27.26 ~ EBS GOES OFF DURING PRESSER AS PATEL SPEAKS. “They” Are Going After Our Right To Speak. Violent Weather In The Center of the States – DEWS Showing On Radar. KING and QUEEN Visit WH.

Freedom of Speech.

Our right to it does not protect one’s right to be offended. If that were the case, the media would never be allowed to exist. 😂🙄

As I put together tonight’s piece, I am listening to talk radio. Was, I should say. The commentator, a conservative, was talking about the shooting at the White House Correspondence Dinner as though it were real. It really happened. No questioning of the obvious absurdities thrown in for the people to SEE.

What is it going to take?

Someone opening up the Sky Roof to this place and letting everyone see with their own eyes?

A They Live moment is always – ALWAYS – most welcome NOW for me. Being ahead in line has become very uncomfortable, hasn’t it?

Here’s what is on stage.

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British PM Starmer Faces Crucial Vote in the House of Commons Tomorrow To Decide If He Will Face Ethics Investigation Over Jeffrey Epstein-Peter Mandelson Crisis

What I understand is that treating PTSD with ANY drugs – natural or otherwise – masks the root cause. They can be useful if one is in total vagal shutdown – frozen – for a length of time, which leads to uncontrollable (at times) behavior. Useful only as a temporary assistive tool. And let’s not forget that Vets are not the only ones with PTSD – C-PTSD – which is complex trauma, meaning more than one (which most people have tbh). The body does not differentiate between being raped, hit, in a car accident, verbally abused, chased by a dog or seeing battle. Trauma is trauma – whether “big” or “small”. I hope this administration brings in experts in Neurobiology.

GROK verifies it isn’t AI – it’s genuine hand-held video capture:

Mainstream coverage:

  1. Where’s the British flag? 2. Note the song playing – Star Spangled Banner. Tells me this is another COMM showing us America is no longer under Crown Rule.

Hey, those roads look familiar! Hmm – oh yeah! I drive on roads just like that here in town:

Plus, that big white placard being held suddenly disappeared. 🤡

Go to the 2:37:37 and you will hear a male voice say ONE followed by the EBS Signal – it continues until 2:37:54.

Iran War & White House Correspondents’ Dinner Attack – LIVE Breaking News Coverage

Ryan Hall Ya’ll LIVESTREAMING – again. AR the focus ATM – 9:30pm PST. 194 on the weather intensity score and over 60 tornado warnings just for today, according to Ryan.

LIVE – TORNADO COVERAGE – With Storm Chasers On The Ground…

Beef prices absolutely did not drop here – anywhere.

This is where I come in with my insights into this. Living in your own apartment, studio, or home provides a level of stability to the Nervous System. But living in your CAR – day after day – creates constant dysregulation to the body, which makes the Awakening process far more difficult. When your focus is on survival every damn day, doing the “inner work” is next to impossible. That level of hustling consumes any extra energy you have. We NEED to be f’ing helping one another – far better than we are.

My thoughts on this: “they” want the temple over their in is ra el – this is a mirror – plus putting it in the (alleged) real is ra el:

REAL PERSON. VERY interesting. Thoughts?

As I’ve been saying all along: Pay to live = Enslavement. P E R I O D.

Our Souls KNOW.
Mine is screaming.
The System calls those moments when you cannot contain that energetic state a “mental health illness” or “crisis”.
It’s (mostly) all bullshit.
It’s the Soul feeling its entrapment.

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Well, as of this moment, I have absolutely nothing moving for me. My attempts to get my work promoted (paying someone) are going unanswered. No idea why. I have $13 in my bank account and need to get bread, eggs, butter, cereal, and some items for my girl for the rest of the week. I’m taking that $400 hit that will show up later this week. I have pressure to move. Pressure to PICK a place TO move. And meanwhile, I’m drowning in debt, not bringing in enough income now to pay for basic expenses. And I’ve done everything I am capable of doing to stop that from happening. I feel broken. Alone. And I am DONE doing this journey on my own. If some real doors would open for me and STAY OPEN – I would feel different.

I’m getting blocked on NextDoor – AGAIN – my writings being flagged as fundraisers even though clearly they aren’t. NextDoor has even confirmed that. But all it takes is enough people flagging them for the posts to be hidden until I notice and request a review.

There have been “accounts” on X who have suddenly started coming after me as well – name-calling, verbal abuse – for simply holding an opinion or pointing out fake news stories (there are a lot of those now – the waters are quite murky now – but I have the ability to see what is “real” and what is not).

I AM DONE BEING ATTACKED!

I AM DONE BEING IGNORED!

I AM DONE NOT BEING VALUED FOR WHAT I DO!

It hurts! It hurts so much putting myself out there – following my heart. I see the patterns. I am working with the patterns.

And yet I am also DONE going along with a matrix program that blames the victim instead of holding the bullies and abusers accountable.

You know?

Just DONE! DONE DONE DONE FUCKING DONE! I want to crawl in a hole and disappear. Facing this b.s. is hurting me so much now – and with the pressure I have inside my house to make up my mind and pick a place – with a damaged brain (executive functioning part) – I am doing the best I can. I honestly am. I need understanding and acceptance – not judgment. Not pushing. And certainly NOT being told what to do. Instead just ASK ME WHAT I NEED.

Jesus. I’m just………..

Finds later.

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