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feelin’ this all night long, into today. i told my mate “i’m having intense bi-polar like states” – given the sudden spikes that return back to normal that makes sense. one of these nights i will actually sleep again ~ as will my child, right? unusual black line too.
RS Today’s Peaks:
interesting. just one sentence… have the elder families all come on board? is this a cosmic or metaphysical reference? i have spent the past two days feeling this one out… (cryptic messages are not my thang, btw)
Enter the Dragons.
i know many of you will appreciate this one. i certainly did and can particularly relate to the experience of wanting to have NO part in the usual routine of human life. i want someone doing all of this “stuff” for me. i hadn’t really given that new attitude much thought until i read this piece. and the oft-experienced mind-numbing fatigue has been at a new level too since the eclipse. would be wonderful to sleep deeply through the night too – that is making the fatigue kick up its feet. yes we sensitive types feel this stuff the most, don’t we? [wp-svg-icons icon=”cool” wrap=”i”]
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Yesterday afternoon I received a text from neighbors saying their dog has cancer and we were welcome to come say good-bye today. Our kids play together at times and while we haven’t spent a lot of time with their dog, she is literally the coolest dog around. She also happens to be a near spitting image of our previous dog so hearing she has cancer and is being let go brings up all sorts of stories in my mind and heart. The memories of having to make the agonizing decision to let our beloved fur baby go due to illness spilled out into my heart, leaving me in a big ‘ole pile of tears and many questions.
Question #15,236: Why do dogs only live so few human years? I get the frequency vibe thing – they “live” in a different frequency than we humans. Just like flies and other species. But still – 10-14 years (for us) is simply not enough.
Question #15,237: Why this beautiful animal? Why is it the truly horrible ones like the Rockefeller’s, the Clinton’s, the Dick Cheney’s etc. etc. are still around? We need MORE beauty. We need the psychopaths to be removed. Yesterday.
So that lead me to this line of thinking…
So much talk that this “removal” is going to happen. When? We’re all Source, right? Let’s join together and intend their removal now. I recently heard someone say the “dark ones” are afraid right now, not sure how to give up their power and we have to be patient with them.
Patient? Seriously? So we sit back and let them continue to create mass suffering? (gonna drop an f-bomb here so you have been warned)
FUCK THAT.
Nowhere within Me does this “be patient while we let the criminals perform a few more dark rituals and crimes” feel ok. Maybe if I let myself get lost in the la la land of ungrounded bliss ~ for a few moments that is until the parts of me that say “remember” kick in and I then realize the NEW that is within me that says “I lost myself. I lost my power. I own that. I was trusting. But no more. Now I have honed the tool of discernment and in doing so, I trust myself in who to trust and who not. And while I can say ALL is of Source, that doesn’t mean I am blind to the truth that there are also human vehicles making some pretty ugly choices that impact the population at large that need to end TODAY. Not when THEY are ready but when you and I say “time’s up”.
Time’s up, I say.
I pondered that thought for a time and the quietest (and thus most “solid) message I received was “stop feeding it”. I recently responded to a youtube video speaking of all of the chaos and the like and I said “what if we all just stop giving this nonsense and chaos our attention?” Is this naive? I’m not convinced it is. I am having more experiences where I see the simple act of holding the desire of what I want creates the necessary energies to let those desires flow into my life with ease.
Still… all of these stories and “stuff” going through my mind had me feeling doubt about the whole ascension/remembering/awakening/changing journey. Is it all a farce? Another program within the matrix?
As I began to go down that next mental dialogue, I decide to let it ALL go and listened to the inner voice that said “go outside and enjoy the beautiful, warm, sunny day.”
I listened.
As I sat in my chair, soaking up the rays of the sun (or whatever that object is), I was watching my girl be a kid and my mate interact with her. I was relaxed. Smiling. My mate started to say something to me when I felt something very strange in my brain and body. Woozy. Then suddenly I am feeling something from the time I was about 10. A memory from summer – only I couldn’t remember it in my mind – but instead felt it in my body. I put up my hand to stop my mate from talking, saying that “I need a moment”. A few moments passed and the sensations disappeared. I felt fully present again.
The best way I can describe it is I experienced another piece of me from a different timeline merge with the me in THIS moment.
So ok then. Yes, something is indeed happening to us that is outside of the realms of control. All that was hidden and in a stasis of separation is being united, returned again.
I leave this piece with some words of “see you later” to our awesome neighborhood dog. I’m sure you will have many happy dogs waiting to play ball, many beautiful fields to romp and play in as free as the wind and Source long to see you be. Be in freedom and peace sweet spirit.
A Vision for Joy
We call this one a Vision for Joy, however Debbie Friedman from www.CleaningOutTheCloset.com originally entitled it, A Vision for the time of Joy, with the rediscovered pleasures of play, fun, work doing things we love. You’ll be hearing more from Debbie as she has contributed several very insightful Visions for you to enjoy. Thank you, Debbie!
I see a world where Joy abounds for everyone. Fully present in our physical forms, we rejoice in this new age of celebration.
No longer slaves to the manipulative control paradigm of the past, the time for Joy has returned. Play is honored as a natural expression of our very being, and with childlike joy we lovingly rejoice and explore. We delight in simple pleasures and the wonders of our world. We engage in community and conversation and connecting with each other. The fun of living in this third dimensional world has been restored and the Universe constantly amuses us. Laughter is particularly revered and we hear the joyful noise wherever we go.
Open and connected to Higher Wisdom, we are inspired, and creativity is fully expressed without bounds. Every moment is embraced in pure delight as we purposefully and passionately honor our earthly journey and adventure.
Anyone else have this random thought and feeling, which now feels more intense, that we need to just sleep our way into the event/the shift (meaning just sleep as much as you feel called to which for me right now feels almost constantly)? Obviously for practical purposes this is not possible for many of not most, but darn if I don’t have that desire. Off to zzzzzz right now. So tired at this moment I will likely not remember typing this. [wp-svg-icons icon=”grin” wrap=”i”]
As I was driving around today, attempting to focus my thoughts when all I really wanted to do was go back home and sleep, the word “discombobulated” went through my mind. We all have those days where we head out with the desire to find a few items only to find ourselves unable to find what we were looking for in the first place. Now likely if I had listened to my own desires and stayed home and rested/slept and headed out tomorrow or the next day, I likely would have found what I was wanting. Easily. Just like finding that artwork yesterday. There was such a flow yesterday. Today was the exact opposite, that is until I took my child to the park and vented out my frustrations on paper and then, re-reading my thoughts and knowing “this is not the state-of-mind I wish to be in”, I finished up the venting with this one: “i will instead find my sanctuary of peace within.”
She is there – somewhere. Just having a struggle of it today. When at one of my stops the clerk asked how I was enjoying the first day of fall. I replied yesterday was a much more peaceful day for me within. Today I feel that pain in the blank experience of old stuff wanting attention ~ this time it is ME that wants love. I don’t need to just release the old stuff ~ I need to be in tune with what I really want – LOVE. Peace. Respect. Attention.
That last one – attention – something I have perfected in giving away to others while neglecting myself. How often have I thought “how SELFISH they are” – when in truth, it is an act of self-love.
Is it indeed possible for me to be so in love with myself, I release all expectations towards others? Is it possible to be at such peace with myself that the reactions of others have no affect on me?
In my discombobulated state, I am able to find truth in that.
this one right here! so cool he too had such a radical energetic experience last night around the same time as did we (only it took some work on my part to get to the blissful/peaceful part).
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i appreciated the reference to things “burning” within – and without. in alignment with what i have been experiencing – last night in particular. love his philosophy and energy.
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I’m not sure about that title, but there it is.
There’s a lot of things that have been “fired up” ever since that election of the golden-haired one. Both before and after. To me, that has been a wonderful event for the planet. Outer (visible) and inner fires have been ignited.
Things that needed to be released by each have been “ignited”, so to speak, so that they might be viewed and released. Some are facing their own internal fires… things that are burning in front of their eyes. Old patterns burning up… or at least being exposed. But it seems that if we do not allow those things to be “burned up”, then we become part of the fire. In a sense we get “burned” by those things that need to be released and “burned up”.
So I guess I’m saying that it might be helpful to let those things be burned up, rather than ourselves.
I’ve had a couple of those things, and one of them manifested as a pain (burning) in my left forearm. I kind of understood what might be going on with all that, and over the last few days, I’ve released some of the things I’d been holding on to, and the pain, the burning, has subsided.
Then there’s all the planetary fires that have been erupting. People seem to be “burning up” in their own apocalypses (unveilings) and then there are those “group burnings”, like we’ve seen with ISIS, Antifa, and MSMs in general “freaking out”… and possibly burning up.
For myself, I’m not getting involved in trying to convince those who are “on fire” with whatever they are “on fire” about, to change or anything like that, but rather just observe from a distance, with a complete allowing of their “burnings”, whatever they may be. I’m not here to judge them, or their own “burnings”, nor am I judging or evaluating their apocalypses and/or their reactions to their apocalypses.
This is a planetary awakening time. We are passing through a grand apocalypse, and a Grand Cosmic awakening. We are passing through that High Energetic Cloud (as David Wilcock has pointed out) which is bringing energetic increases to every single planet, and every single being, in this solar system. There’s no way to escape it, and no way to stop it.
We can either rise up (in vibration) with it, or get crushed by it. Of course, no one really gets “crushed”, but it can feel like it, if we’re not releasing the weighty things we need to release (you know, old paradigms, old ideas, limitng things, etc., etc.).
So I’m going to just keep Facing (and accepting) my own internal fire(s), and just Facing the other ones that seem to be “popping up” all over the place. But not trying to “fix” anyone, or put out their fires. That ain’t my job.
I’m just enjoying the illuminations from all of them… baby.
Aloha, Kp
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