what is wrong with this plan?  how is allowing all of these fires part of it?  oh that’s just how it is – blah blah – says those who are not experiencing smokey skies or old trauma coming up (from 2020) when seeing there is lightning around and here you go – here are 4 new fires close by even though we have lightning some years and NEVER HAVE THIS THREAT.

N E V E R.

but evil is just doing whatever it wants while we’re told to vibe high and focus on what we want.  try doing that when you are literally stuck inside due to unhealthy air quality plus heat – day after f’ing day with a break or two then it comes right back – on top of wondering how you’re going to pay to eat much longer plus having to live in a place that is toxic as hell.

someone explain to me just WTF i am supposed to do at this point?  because i am out of ideas out of answers.  the whole day today sucked no matter what i did.  started out by finding dog feces in our back yard (we don’t have a dog and our yard is secured).  not the first time but still not something you want to see.  then i come inside – my girl’s in her room upset.  our other (and last) guppy died.  we bought 2 about 5 weeks ago and both died weeks apart.  we had a nice aquarium complete with filter system.  ok, i thought, i am not going to let this get to me.  but it did.  i cried too.  made another grave next to the other little guppy.  we can’t have pets but fish are ok so after a few years i finally said ok you are old enough to get some fish.  so we went to the pet store and happily brought home two little guppies that she named and that we spoke and sang to daily.  seeing this happen – again – was just too much, you know – after everything this girl has been through the last 3 years – the ONE THING she wanted – a pet of her own – and now this?  then other things happened throughout the day and i reached my limit so when you reach your limit and you are female, sometimes you just need to go shopping.

so tonight my girl and i went clothes shopping.  it was – interesting.  first of all it seems that all of these stores are now spraying “disinfectant” concoctions at night.  second – this store – big ‘ole Ross that used to have a huge section of 20 plus dressing rooms has now closed that and they make you go up front to share two – yes TWO – f’ing dressing rooms.  and these don’t have the nice little gaps at the bottom or open tops.  nope these are tiny closets.  and there was a line.  i was already claustrophobia’d out the arse w/being stuck inside for yet another day – so i said “nope not happening”.

so what did we do?

i told my girl we were going to do what they do at Filene’s Basement – put on the clothes over our clothes we had on.  which is what we did at the back of the store where it was quiet.  then we went to check out – several clerks standing around – so i went to the two who were unmasked.  nope they weren’t open.  oh come on, i said, i do not want to go to that person.  oh yes i am mask-discriminatory now and i don’t f’ing care.  well that person was the only one whose register was open so i had no choice.

come home.  still smokey.  10pm – still need to keep the house shut.  no clue why the smoke is still here as we have a pretty strong wind outside coming from the direction where the air is good.  or better i should say.  and now guess what we get to deal with?  sheesha.  smoked in mass quantities by neighbors close by.  so gotta seal up the house extra tight now ‘lest we wish to smell that toxic crap too.

seriously folks – WTH IS HAPPENING??!!  where are we exactly and why the fuch is evil being allowed to poke and attack when i intend i am SAFE and PROTECTED AROUND THE CLOCK AND NEVER STOP?

but that’s the plan.  some are saying there is no plan – it’s just a free for all.  i can’t go into that even though that is what it is feeling like lately.  spoke with a local (newish) friend who shared her day – about the same as mine.

good doesn’t want civil war?  people have HAD. IT.  especially w/the fires – and not everyone have air conditioners or air filters….. seeing a lot of anger there – justified.  White Hats in control?  Time to prove it.  for now – eyes on – hose always on stand-by and suspicious of ANYONE we don’t recognize or know.

here are some finds.

love,

v.

******

this pretty much describes it….perhaps my feel that i would sleep more at the end was more about WANTING instead of needing……….

My plans for tonight.

Going to that other place where everything seems real (sleeping, dreaming) until I wake up and come back to this place where everything seems fake.

— BiffDon (@BiffDon) August 26, 2023

I feel this – actually “sensed” it earlier this week.  Now we are waiting to get out…………..right?  It feels absolutely horrid here now.

The world really did end in 2012 and this is hell.

— illuminatibot (@iluminatibot) August 25, 2023

i could never bring myself to trust this guy……….

Who do you see? Do you recognize John Walsh? Do you recognize Hunter Biden? Do you recognize Elizabeth Smart? @MeghanWalsh_ Will tell you. There's a common denominator here that stinks. pic.twitter.com/j1yFcOZeAJ

— 🄴🄻ϻ🄴🅁 🄵µ🄳🄳 ✝️ (@Elmr_Fudd_again) August 26, 2023

looks a wee bit different than T’s mug:

LAWFARE: Pastor Stephen Cliffgard Lee Turns Himself In At Fulton County Jail in Georgia RICO Case – Poses For Mugshot with Clerical Collar | The Gateway Pundit | by Cristina Laila

https://www.zerohedge.com/geopolitical/putin-signs-law-forcing-wagner-fighters-swear-oath

i am trying to find something positive friends – i’m seeing more of the same or just flat out ugly evil………let’s see if San dropped……..nope – nothing there.

Laura’s View and Tarot Too

(Mug)shot Heard Round the World?

so this is how i am seeing things at this point – nothing new – absolutely positively NOTHING new just the same stuff being circulated only at a heightened level.  a lot of talk now about DO NOT COMPLY.  which i get – fully.  as ya’ll know i shared the hell we went through doing the DO NOT COMPLY.  where did it leave us?  trespassed out of stores.  verbally harassed and attacked.  followed in stores.  ALL WITHOUT RECOURSE.  ALL WITHOUT PROTECTION.  police, attorneys – those assigned to PROTECT OUR RIGHTS were not there for us.  and when in an area that supports the mandates, etc. – you find yourself pretty alone.  so your choice becomes do i get banned from all stores and starve or do i feed myself and my family/child?  hmmm?  those pushing this like rabid rabbits – you. tell. me. what. i. am. supposed. to. do.  when all around you is protecting evil – with a few supporting you – my only answer now is buddy shopping.  if this happens i will only shop with a group of others like me.  i am NOT going through THAT again.  EVER.  made that promise to myself 2 years ago.  DONE DONE and DONE.  i will go live in my damn car in an area not doing this rather than being stuck here surrounded by beings who don’t know how to think for themselves and don’t care about freedom or personal rights.

ugh.  that’s all i can go into today.  tapped out atm.

tomorrow will be better.

love,

v.

******