editor victoria’s comment ~ one factor about living where i do ~ there is a lot of homemade goodies. Â we have a lot of bread places that create artisan style breads as well as private people who make/sell the same. Â and we have a great agriculture environment – some great farms and some awesome farmstands run by people out of their homes. Â that has become important to me and my family – the buy local, buy fresh, buy healthy. Â
i appreciate her authenticity. Â no one has it all together. Â i feel most of us put on that happy face for many reasons – to hide our own fears and REALness. to help encourage others to stay “up”. Â no need to pretend. Â i also really value her honesty about her financial situation – how difficult it can be to say yes, i live in financial poverty – how the fear is there – the fear to speak it because you fear it will only make the situation continue or worse. Â it’s all O K. Â it’s O K to say “i have x amount of money” – whether that “x” has 6 zero’s or just one. Â i see the best way – for me – to BE here in this experience is to breath and just BE OK with the truth of my personal experience. Â anyway – i hope this one brings you some peace. Â today i claimed “I am Free.” Â and that word contains a lot of sub words…and feels…
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