Oh how I wish every day I could be in love and light. Â I wish I could just stay in a nice meditative, peaceful state and enjoy the quiet new age-y type of music I do most days.
I long for a personal reality where people don’t step all over your boundaries and throw their emotional garbage onto you.
I long to have my child play with other kids who won’t bully her or push her around.
I long for a reality where family is family. Â There, together, for one another, through thick and thin.
And mostly ~ I long to see myself Being this above-described Individual. Peaceful. Â Kind. Â Reliable. Â Tolerant. Â As often as I can. Â And I continue to reach those states, more and more.
Then there are days like today when I just want to rip apart anyone who looks at me wrong. Â Today was a “here I come let’s purge” day.
Letting it go……
During a bike outing, I witnessed a young child pitching a major fit. Â I found it rather refreshing and thought to myself “I’ll take one of those for myself.” Â Think of it ~ instead of a drive-up McDonald’s window of fake food nastiness, we could instead order up tantrums or love hits – to-go!
Instead, I rode home and decided to listen to some metal. Â ’80’s style (which back then seemed to have more of a spiritual/political/social message). Not often my style, but today, well, it fit.
Until next time…
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