Today………….Reflection and Finds………..

 

Image for today:

Usually I can find some humor in such states.  But not today.  (well, overall – I do have my moments where I can “lighten up”)…….HA!  lol  Today overall this just feels cruel and punitive.  Many I care about are really struggling – unnecessarily.  Feeling like the little child who says “THAT’S NOT FAIR!”

No, it’s not.  But………..This is war we are in – much of it unseen – but still felt.  Spiritual Warfare continues to be necessary until it isn’t.

I know what I am looking for:  something that aligns and resonates.  My own unique “language”.  So much of what is put out there for us – I have yet to find anything that aligns 100%.  There are narratives that feeeeel good but then stop short when they push a sentence or two that speaks of something else being in control of Us as Being’s.  As soon as something violates my unique vision of Freedom – I push it back.  No thank you.  I will “draw” another card…..

I have been getting the image (again) of being a beach ball which wants to emerge up and out of the water and we have had this matrix/whatever-it-is frequency here that has kept us “below water” and unable to Fully Shine – certainly continuously.  This just ain’t our natural environment.  We have our moments here and there – but it takes a lot of effort to BE 24/7.  Lots of distractions to throw our way that dulls the shine.  Stress of the pay to live world.  Energy weapons.  Toxins.  Physical vessel that age.  Nasty at the worst, pesky at the least, distractions.  But truth always finds a crack somewhere and once felt and seen – it won’t stop (unless something gets in the way – which I feel has been their reset program).

Body is tired.  Sleep was a cruel beast where I was seeing myself inside the building used in the matrix – going down stairs – escaping.  Someone from my past entered my dream at the end to help me – showed me the door out.  This was not someone I really knew – but I was friends with one of his friends – and in later life I saw he became a Sheriff and if my memory is correct, he did die/leave this realm a few years back.  Anyway – I found it interesting.  The weather was totally right out of the matrix – dark and stormy.

Part of the simulation illusion?  Who knows.  The best advice I have heard thus far is this may be an illusion but it can still hurt.

Please remember to Like/Share/Subscribe and Donate what you can.  I have an expensive electric bill next month due to the winter conditions and the fact that we have not been able to burn this year due to fireplace issues.  (All utility bills went up this year –  including our garbage – which used to be $36 every two months –  now it’s $52.  Water bill jumped up almost $15.  Our prosperity is getting returned though, right???)

Let’s see what’s going on out there.  As always I seek puzzle pieces to give me some indication of where we are and most importantly – how close we are to seeing this movie/experience end.

Love,

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AWESOME!  For the love of us all – do this all across the realm!

https://www.theepochtimes.com/null-void-and-unenforceable-ny-judge-strikes-down-governors-mask-mandate_4232601.html

 

 

Some thing’s just not making sense – especially Starlink……..so many up there but we can’t see them……..Cloaked………or on the outside?  And now they’re coming in/crashing………?  

interesting Monkey update

 

 

 

 

 

Old – but didn’t know this………

 

 

 

 

ABSOLUTELY……It was recently implied that I am not “doing enough” in this awakening movement………..stated by someone who is much younger and more able – someone who was obviously uncomfortable with emotional pain coming from others and who has no clue as to my past – what I’ve already done over the years to share the truth – and how absolutely exhausted my mind/brain are now from decades of living in survival mode being attacked in this matrix pit.  Blessings and my inner fire have kept me going.  But now?  This right here below.  Love listens.  Love supports.  Love asks what is needed.  These are not difficult concepts.  Matrix programming kicks at you when you’re down/struggling.  

 

 

I keep pounds of this stuff around (b. soda)………

 

 

 

 

This song has been on my mind – all over and in me – for days – and ONLY the lines below………..Synch!

 

 

 

 

 

 

FBI Searches Center for COVID Control Headquarters Following Complaints: Officials

The FBI confirmed its agents searched the Illinois-based Center for COVID Control headquarters in the midst of federal investigations …

https://1.breakingheadlines.news/ILdIBU

 

9th Circuit Court Rules Against Blue California – It Just Shut Down Their Unconstitutional Closure Of Gun Stores

 

 

Then we have snow in Istanbul Turkey………..

 

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