night and day. yesterday as i spoke of – i was energized. invigorated.
today? absolute opposite.
and it has nothing to do with my sleep or diet or mental speak. whatever changed came from “out there somewhere” and filtered its way into my experience – and that of my mate and child and from what i am hearing – others as well. the common theme – very tired today. concentration – not happening. intense emotions coming up. my mate tuned into this today and said the feel and thought he had was yesterday we were energized – today – drained. the war, apparently, continues. and i also realized – it is super bowl weekend. need i say more?
i felt it switch last night too. i pushed it away. denied it. nope – not going to happen. i intended to remain in my power. saged. burned the resin.
sometimes all that we do holds little effect. how can any of us operate at full capacity when we are operating w/o an owners manual?
that is what happens in an experience of free will. i see this clearer and clearer – just as lisa harrison says. free will was the operating system here and it is vastly different than freedom. i am left to ponder how much we CAN do to change that over – to end free will and bring in freedom.
how do we do that?
energetically there is enough of us “in the know” about this. i see countless numbers of people commanding freedom – coming from within.
why this has not “over-ridden” the other program here – i am perplexed by that.
this need not be slow. change can happen fast. any game/program of “power over” delays.
still feeling the void – that empty space – when i tune in and seek guidance. this is more than a void actually – i am feeling cut off today.
my feel – feel the boundaries w/in. not only firmly state what you desire but give a resolute “NO” to any other experience that tries to impinge its way in here that is not supportive of freedom. and keep at it until….
the needs for february ~ unusually expensive utility bill due to an issue with the toilet which we have since fixed – a winter electric bill – fluoride filters for our water unit and supplements. i don’t know what else to say about my finances – it feels like i have been cut off in that area as well including new ideas to increase the b’s (benjamins).
and with that – i will end this piece.
love,
victoria
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