My reflection came about as a result of the dream I had. I was at our neighbor’s house – the only people we have met in our neighborhood who are awake. The parents were sleeping and the kids were awake. The parents had made up a bed for me to spend the night. I was lying in the bed (one of those inflatable mattresses), thinking I really didn’t want to stay the night but I didn’t want to disappoint them. I got up and went to check on some of the kids. It’s interesting – they have 6 and I only interacted with 3. The first one walked over to me and wanted some attention so I hugged him, stroked his head a couple of times and told him to go off to bed. “Ok,” he said. The next one approached me – the youngest – and she too wanted some attention so I gave her a hug and told her to crawl into bed with her mama. Again, she complied. The last interaction was with the oldest (living there with them that is). She was holding a baby girl and asked if I wanted to hold her. Well naturally I said yes (that is who I am – have a baby? Want me to hold it? Absolutely! lol). So I held the little one for a bit – handed her back – thanked the girl then said it was time for me to go. I told the mom I had decided not to spend the night – she was fine with that. I don’t remember all of what she said after that – but we did have a brief conversation. She looked tired and her husband, even more tired. I headed home and at that, the dream ended.
I was reflecting on this dream later in the shower portal as well as how I was feeling once I got out of bed: Absolutely drained like there was very little of “me” here (it was so intense I wondered how I was going to get through the day so I called upon Home/Heaven and asked for energy – which came). I was also very emotional – not upset – my heart was very open and I was feeling how precious life is – how we all are. I had some good cries. I wasn’t sure how much of it was me and how much of it was collective – especially given the horror that happened in Wisconsin yesterday. I then reflected on my dream and thought “why did I let myself stay longer than I wanted to? why was I so concerned about disappointing them?”
I realized – it didn’t matter. I felt it was now time to let myself feel the way I once did – the way I REALLY am – the way I was before I got taken and put here: Like a child. Trusting. Open. No need to keep up my guard or my armor. No need to live in any state of fear of being lied to or deceived. Start allowing myself to be in that innocent, child-like state again. I also felt it was time to stop judging myself and who I am in that dream state – trusting. That is just Who I Am. I became this fighting warrior because of this environment in which we have been in. I also felt the need to end the judgment I hold on myself – at least the correction process I under go – when I see acts of evil. That is my natural response as a heart-centered, Pure Soul human being – to feel that sense of shock and horror. So no need to tell myself not to have that emotional experience.
All of this came to me in a way that was very solid – powerful – but quiet – that feel – which always tells me it is coming from that “higher” place. It surprised me a bit too. Is it really safe to begin to feeeeeel into that original emotional state – that way of Being? Does that indicate we’re very close to seeing this experience – this frequency of evil – close out? That’s what I think. That’s what I feel. That’s what I absolutely intend and desire.
Then I saw something shared by my friend and sister Jules – wonderful mama to wise, open, beautiful soul/son. I’ve shared some of his wisdom here before. Today, she shared some new goodies/insights:
#Eeks I want to share some more information my boy told me that seems to go along with the general understanding we have. He’s been telling me the last couple weeks we’re going to have new Heaven-versions of all kinds of different things by the end of 2021. New video games, new movie, new toys, etc.
All NEW versions that are like “real life” as he told me. He said “everything is going to look like real life” not like Minecraft and cartoons.
At first I thought he was just talking about wanting new games and toys and such. But then as he was eating his dinner, he started telling me the same thing about food, only he added more info.
He said we are going to have “new pizza from heaven, with heaven tomatoes!” I asked him what he means… He told me “our food is going to be from Heaven soon and it’s going to be heavenly food, but it will be here….” (on his plate). He continued naming off “…Heavenly tomatoes, Heavenly pizza, Heavenly soup, heavenly french fries….” etc. I asked him when? He told me again, 2021! Then he said with his arms stretched out turning around, “ALLLLLL new heaven version of everything is coming in 2021!”
I have no idea where he gets this stuff unless it’s from heaven cuz I haven’t had these conversations with him. But I think he and I are pretty much on the same page. I pray we are both correct!
Beautiful!
so good to hear that from the boy! been a little depressed. Frontier communications going with the mandate. Claims federal contractors have to. Even though I work from home. My boy got the 1st jab for his new job. Heaven come please!
ah jesus! i am so sorry! dammit – this sheot needs to END. people claiming it’s all a movie – obviously not seeing or caring that REAL PEOPLE are getting harmed in this “movie”. i pray your boy received the placebo/saline. STAND FIRM! can you claim religious exemption? i meant – did you – i know you talked about doing this.