Tonight I don’t know what to believe.  The deception on both sides is so deep.  Was the trial fake?  Was tonight’s horror in Wisconsin also fake (and part of this “movie”)?  What is real and what is make believe?  I don’t know anymore.  Outside of who I am, I don’t know which is which.  Creating fun where I can.  Being totally goofy with my girl – acting things out from funny Lucy shows.  Honestly… trying to find humor – something funny – is what’s working the best for me now.  Imitating the nonsense.  I’m pretty good at sarcasm and poking and if that helps lift the mood, so be it.

Today I was thinking about my personal victim stories – looking deep within to get to the core.  That part of me that feels victimized tells me she wants someone to take away my pain.  Someone to help me.  Comfort me.  Rescue me.  SEE me.  Most of that is up to me to do.  Expecting others to do that – not helpful.  However, none of us is an “island” and healing is not something to do only in isolation/solo.  I feel we can view one another from this perspective – we can offer much more support TO and WITH one another.  We all have that inner pain that some are just better at hiding from and/or have healed more of it.  Total honesty/transparency – seeing ourselves fully – with love – with total honesty – is so important now.  For me that is.  Saw this today:

As I type this I remembered a dream I had last night.  I was waiting to board a plane and I couldn’t find my ticket or my glasses and for some reason I thought both were needed to get on that plane.  I think I finally ended up walking out saying I would just take a train or bus.  It felt like one of those me trying to leave for the new and the matrix throwing in wrenches.  But I found a way.

Here are a few finds.

Love,

V.

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It looks very apocalyptic here! I´m hiking close to the Lava, to the Plaza Tajuya. Volcanic Eruption

 

 

Foreign Affairs Intelligence Council @intelluk

 

 

 

Maxwell – deposition – says she is a citizen of the states, europe and Telemar.

https://anonup.com/upload/videos/2021/11/1dv82r7RIjRclEaNPZMF_21_56a41883bc44e0539352055042c6d138_video_original.mov

 

 

In custody.  Prayers of course for the people injured and killed – everyone they know.  Entire area.  Just enough already.  Too many.  THIS – THIS is why I scream at times the way I do to END THIS MOVIE.  END THIS PLAN.  Where is this Divine Protection we are supposed to be able to call on AND manifest?  I do it daily.  Anyway….an immediate execution for this evil parasite.

Waukesha Police Press Conference: NUMEROUS Fatalities – CHILDREN HURT — More than 20 Injured – Person of Interest in Custody

 

 

Joe Biden’s Comms Chief Resigns After Kamala Harris’ Comms Director Leaves Administration

 

Attorney Releases First Pages from Subpoenaed FDA Files – Shows Pfizer Documented 158,893 Adverse Events with 25,957 Nervous System Disorders in First Few Months of Distribution