I have been having paranormal experiences since I was a child. Â I define paranormal as anything outside of our known scientific, human understanding. Â One of the first experiences happened when I was 9 when I awoke to find an Angel standing at the foot of my bed. Â She was beautiful and looked like my mom only I knew it was not my mom (I believe this Being chose to do this as to not frighten me). Â She had a Light and a presence about her I had never seen nor felt from another human, my mom included. Â She glided beside my bed, looked down at me and gave me such a look of Love and tenderness, it nearly took my breath away. Â Then she looked out my window, back down at me again, walked to the end of my bed again and disappeared. Â Since then, I have seen “ghosts”, UFO’s, aura’s and have communicated with those who have passed on. Â I have had also premonitions of events, including The Challenger crash and 9/11.
Given we’re still watching the UFO in the sky each night, it’s a topic of conversation with neighbors now and then. Â Tonight I spoke with one such neighbor who said they had to stop watching as they couldn’t wrap their mind around it, and so chalked it up to a Star. Â When I said we and a neighbor had watched it continuously on several occasions and each time, it came to a standstill where it ceased to move any further – at least for 45 minutes to an hour (which is when my mate and I would go to sleep), Â “Hmm,” was the response.
Thinking outside of the box of our little realities we create is a challenge. Â Some are more comfortable exploring than others. Â I happen to be the type of person who wants to KNOW. Â I want to know the TRUTH. Â I have a near-obsessive curious nature. Â I can recall in my 20’s having my first conversation on UFO’s. Â I was so excited, thinking that finally I had met someone willing to discuss the topic and held the belief that we aren’t alone in the Universe. Â Interestingly enough, that is a belief most humanity believes in, yet paradoxically many of those same people do not believe in UFO’s – at least those visible in our little neck of the woods. Â Why is that?
Fear. Â Plain and simple, fear. Â I am observing that with this UFO I am seeing in the sky. Â People want to explain it away as a star or a planet, which of course given it’s trajectory and behavior it is neither. Â This object is obviously in it’s own orbit, doing it’s own thing. Â Stars and planets don’t do that. Â Only consciously/intentionally controlled objects do that. Â And yet when I have pointed that out, numerous times, I receive the blank stare and the “hmm” only to hear “it’s a planet” or “it’s a star” the next time the conversation arises.
We want to think we’re in control of our realities, something I can laugh at today. Well, for the most part. Â Life continuously proves otherwise. Â I can either go along with it and open my mind to something new or I can refuse to acknowledge whatever it is I am running from. Â However, once the seed of “hey what’s that” has been planted, there really is no turning back. Â You can run but you can’t hide.
Take, for instance, the belief I hold which has so much information to back it up, it’s really a Truth: the political system is rigged, the MSM cannot be trusted and the entire system itself is controlled by a very small number of people (if I can even call them that). Â I’m sure you can imagine I have been questioned, even grilled on that one. Â When I am eventually asked, “How can all of this be true? Â How can we be so controlled and lied to by so few?”
“Your disbelief and refusal to believe such,” I say.
Slowly, as more people awaken, things such as UFO’s, the paranormal and conspiracy theories are becoming more acceptable and thus mainstream. Â I imagine a day where I turn on the news (only because it’s actually based on Truth) and can take my pick on such topics being presented in a fashion that isn’t insulting or obviously biased and thus dismissive. Â Until then, as I continue expanding my own awareness and mind, as I continue to share my experiences and Truth with others, I will do my best to remain grounded and thoughtful when I encounter those still stuck in their own illusion and fear, for I was once there myself.