This is why my ability to be patient and trust the plan is, more or less, tapped out.  I certainly don’t have either the way I did 3-4 years ago – even 1 year ago.

My mate is sitting in his recliner next to me – moaning.  He is so uncomfortable now.  He bleeds out his rectum daily – has off and on for 15 years – and the system says it’s hemorrhoids and constipation – but it’s beyond that now and has now interfered with his daily doings.  He has lower left stomach pain – has for those 15 years – but it’s at a new level.  He’s marked in the local medical establishment because he insisted they treat the lyme which they don’t acknowledge.  They just want him gone and likely dead.  That was the conclusion I came to after I got into it with them over their ignorance (you don’t have lyme – we don’t know what you have but it isn’t lyme you need a different diet – olive oil, nuts – even though those items make him physically SICK and no diet he’s been on his helped including gluten free – and I told them that to which they gave the matrix blank stare).  He needs real healing and medical care not found in this realm.  

My girl was down earlier (she’s humming now – thankfully – smile)….masked zombies everywhere…Parents all around here toss their babies into the indoctrination satanic camps…..I have reached out to parents left and right to find someone who has a girl her age to play with locally or talk to online.  A real child – a real human – someone who is thoughtful and knows how to be a friend.  Every damn time I do this, my girl ends up doing all of the reaching out (most have been in other parts of the country).  She’s done with it.  And I am mentally taxed from reaching out – asking mama’s “hey is your girl still interested?”  Are there any real humans left??!!  She and I look for places to rent elsewhere – and wow has housing risen even more under this “fake presidency”.  Fake my ass.  This fake movie whatever it is is having REAL consequences – negative – harmful – on many if not most.

I have a dear friend from childhood who has a rare form of brain cancer.  I’ve been telling him since 2017 that healing tech was coming out – that would cure his disease.  A dear friend’s mother died last year – cancer (well the treatment did it).  Again – I said healing tech is coming.  Today?  I sound like a f’ing fool today.  We all do now – to the “normies” that is.

And while I see the children being rescued – allegedly – from trafficking – they are now allowing them to be used for medical experimentation.  What’s the f’ing difference?  It feels like they swapped one horror for another.

FFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCHHHHHHHHHHH ENOUGH!  Where is our God?  Where is our real power and our real support?  Why is it evil seems to have all of that power and we’re left with zero tech and just ourselves, our voices and some measly 3d guns?!

Perhaps it is time we all reach out to these alleged plan leaders and tell them our support is over.  Let them know we absolutely do not consent to protecting the ‘normies’ by not releasing too much as to not overwhelm their precious stupidity.  F THAT.  Seriously in all ways I can muster in support of that term:  F. THAT.

And so ok – we let them know.  Then what?  More waiting?  I pray for answers.  I go within.  And I get nothing other than let it go and allow.

Neither is helpful.  But it’s all I got and I honestly don’t know what else to do now.  All is a distraction as evil is now everywhere.  You either see it or sense it by now.  And if you don’t, as one of you said months ago, shame on you.

Stream of consciousness here – going with what’s coming through me now….

These solar energies – allegedly activating us and turning the carbon into crystalline.  Is this really true?  Do we have proof?  (and wouldn’t this have happened by now??)  And where exactly is this energy coming from?  That thing in the sky we know isn’t real – at least some of the time.  We know they lie to us about it.  So I am wondering – when we complain about these energies wiping us out:  How can that be for our benefit?  The sun is supposed to be our friend.  The real sun that is.  It’s supposed to heal us and lift us – not put us in bed with headaches and body aches.

The only time I feel GOOD when we have obvious energies incoming is when that Schumann chart is all in white – what I call the bubble of bliss.  I feel GOOD then.  Elevated.  Up.  Serene and calm.

I would say – at least consider at this point in all of “this” – that any energy that puts us in bed, makes us feel like crap is coming from “them”.  An attack.  Given how that has intensified – that experience – as this war has amped up – isn’t a coincidence – and as such tells me to at least question if this is DNA upgrade or just spiritual attack.  I once had a psychic attack here about 6 years ago.  Visiting a neighbor.  Anyway – they didn’t like what I was saying and as I continued to talk the noise they made increased (as did my neighbor’s dogs barking) until I suddenly felt like someone attacked my inner gut/spirit.  Wow.  Suddenly I was dizzy, nauseas and in pain – had to go home and sleep it off and clear it out.  I knew what happened.

I never returned.

We’re in war and it’s mostly invisible to us.  They’ve used our energy as food.  You know it.  I know it.  And so when we’re getting “hit with energies” – really consider the source and whether you want to allow – or block.  Remember T said early this year to his M1 pilot:  The next several months aren’t going to feel so good.

Love,

V.

Hello from the Future.  lol  (we don’t turn our clocks back)

So…..I had an experience last night – much more than just a dream.  I felt I was outside – observing things play out.  I saw swirls of white all around as well as Donald Trump’s face –  mostly his side profile.  I sensed things happening quickly – like REALLY quickly.  Energy was all around.  It was intense but not at all overwhelming.  And I just observed it all.  Then it faded away and I don’t remember if I woke up or continued on sleeping.  I just felt like I wasn’t “here” but somewhere else watching.

I sensed that perhaps part of this was this speeding up – snowball effect – I have been sensing would happen for months now (and wondering my GOD will it EVER finally go POOF as I sense??!!).  Sister D is sensing the splitting of the worlds at a very intense level now and got chills sharing that.  I read of a dream someone had where they saw blue lights copying this realm.  My intial thought was so those not yet awake and going in their earth-like version until they DO awake will still see this reality play out – just a better version of it.  The one sharing the dream had the same sense.  What’s interesting is MrMbb333 and another channel have been reporting blue lights around the realm recently.  So hmmm…..

I see this process we are in – this splitting process – as back and forth.  Back and forth.  Each time we go through that process, more of our “crap” gets filtered out (certainly comes up for release).  We remember more as we release (at least we step more into our REAL selves more).  And as this happens, those invisible f’ers who attached themselves to our trauma energies, they get removed – at least pulled further away – which is why we feel these build-ups and then release.  At least that’s how I am seeing/sensing it now.  What do I really know FOR CERTAIN.  Until….

So………apparently many of us have felt that over-powering anger the last several days.  I know I have.  As I think I shared here recently, I felt like my mind was going to crack – mentally just not feeling like I could take it anymore.  I’ve been easily triggered – and yet I also part of that as me just knowing who I am – but the rest are old wounds – abandonment, betrayal, etc.  This entire EXPERIENCE here is one of betrayal for deception always leads to betrayal at some point.  Over and over again.  

Waking up is painful as fuch.  Even if you already sensed deep within something was off about this place – realizing that pretty much everything here has been one giant lie – and that it isn’t YOU or ME creating this but others outside of us – many of them hidden (and non-human) – and knowing what they have done – especially to the children – is f’ing traumatizing.  TRUE creating is fully transparent – nothing hidden – so when I read we are co-creating this evil I call it out as the b.s. it is.  It’s the same as having a group of kids gather and trash a house.  Are the neighbors a mile away responsible?  Heck no.  All we have been able to do is follow those inner “this ain’t right” prompts to seek the truth of who we are, where we are and who created this mess – and take a stand against it however we can.  And even when we have had to go along with it to survive (the whole pay-to-live) – that still does not make us responsible for the initial hijack and systems put into place to keep us in slumberland and enslaved.  Those who intentionally sold out – those who KNEW (and shown) who were here and what they did and still agreed to sign away all that is good in them in order to have success – THOSE hold the bulk of the responsibility for this mess.  Love doesn’t punish the POW’s.  E V E R.  As I say – speaking as a mama – if you make a mess, clean it up but don’t blame others who weren’t involved.

So….that lowest common denominator has reached a level I didn’t think would be necessary – but apparently it had to be this way to reach as many people as possible.  Again – that is what Love would do – even though it grates on my nerves and kinda does this to me now:

And speaking of, it is rest time again.

Let me know how you’re all doing and if any of this aligns.

Love, as always,

Victoria

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