Category: Daily Notes

Today I’m back to “NOPE”.

The space I continue to return TO – after I’ve allowed my logic to bypass my heart.  My emotions.  My feelings.  (those three get a lot of verbal beating up today if you show too much of them – sad – as they are the language of the Soul)….  Logic on its own is for AI and robots.

NOPE in my support of what’s going on – how it’s playing out.

Headline today – a young boy had to watch his father die in a city that imposed the poke mandates and thus due to staffing shortage, this boy is traumatized and heart-broken.

Can we stop calling this “collateral damage”?  That is absolutely heartless.  These are people – CHILDREN.  And now, it is the CHILDREN with whom I am most upset about and concerned for.  And if you’re not as well, you get a NOPE from me too.  The plan people have said repeatedly this is about the children.  Prove it at this point.  YOU CAN’T.

Reflecting on Lisa and Michelle’s video last night – this “movie” can be stopped at any time.  And it is absolutely disdainful to me that the only way to escape/get out is to see the horror show – rubbed in our faces – daily – until.  Love doesn’t do that.  Love tends to have a more useful, beneficial impact on humans.  Trauma just disconnects you – scatters you.  So this plan, again, gets a giant NOPE from me.  How people can just sit back and watch and not FEEEEEEEL the same – not feel deep pain seeing children suffer at this stage OF the plan – well I question your humanity now.

So – NOPE.

NOPE.  NOPE.  NOPE.

Not this heart-centered, empathic human.

With love and truth ~ ALWAYS ~

V.

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I woke up today to a dead phone.  Grrr – I had been holding onto this phone – not wanting to do the 5G switch.  Nope.  I had continued to feel “it’s ok it will last” so was a bit pissed when I saw this phone sitting lifeless in my hand.  So this prompted calls and other 3d doing’s (mate has a basic phone).  Still – I wasn’t feeling overly called to get another phone.

After all that, I held my phone literally over my head – said “OK HOME OK HEAVEN IF YOU ARE REAL BRING THIS PHONE BACK TO LIFE!  I KNOW YOU CAN DO THIS!  THANK YOU!”  I giggled – let it go – thinking how “ridiculous” this all looked – what I had just done.  Calling on some help and magic.

An hour or so later, my mate is out at the bank – sitting in line.  At the time, I was in the kitchen, zoning out, when I had a memory return.  About 3 years ago – it was summer or early fall – I was at the park – upset – having a texting convo with Brother Rick.  I was fed up/done with waiting blah blah – growing more upset – when my phone fritzed out on me – causing me more grief.  I began to hear “Victoria calm down.  Breathe.”  At the time I knew it was Claire.  Well my feisty self pays no attention to words like that when I’m fired up.  At that moment, that dang phone literally flew out of my hand and smashed open.  The battery fell out.  “Oh sheot,” I thought.  “I broke it!”

I put it back together (while thinking “oh cool at least now I know where the battery is – might come in handy some day”).  It turned back on – I calmed down and resumed my texting convo.

So all of this returns to me today, ok?  And I think “take out the battery and put it back in – see if that works”.  Hmm.  So I did – and wala – the phone turns back on although I had to charge it back up again.  I went online – found a replacement battery and ordered it.  The phone has been cutting out on me – losing charge pretty quickly – for some time now.  Don’t ask why I never considered to order a new battery.  It’s probably a bit of a miracle it’s lasted this long (never replaced it before).

My mate returns home – I tell him of my experience.  He starts to laugh – runs over and hugs me – and tells me of the experience he had at the same time.  In line at the bank, a song comes on the radio – VOICES by Russ Ballard.  He got chills – felt it was a message from Home – telling him to keep focused – look ahead not behind or around – FOCUS ON HOME.  Lyrics:

If you could see my mind, if you really look deep, then maybe you’ll find
That somewhere there will be a place, hidden behind my comedian face
You will find somewhere there’s a house, and inside that house there’s a room
Locked in the room in the corner you see

A voice is waiting for me, to set it free, I got the key, I got the key
Voices, I hear voices

In my head the voice is waiting, waiting for me to set it free
I locked it inside my imagination, but I’m the one who’s got the combination
Some people didn’t like what the voice did say

So I took the voice and I locked it away, I got the key, I got the key
Voices, I hear voices, voices, I hear voices

Chorus:
Don’t look back, look straight ahead, don’t turn away, then the voice it said
Don’t look back, yesterday’s gone, don’t turn away, you can take it on

For now, I took care of things with my carrier and if I need to order a new phone, I can do it quickly/easily.  I am back standing firm again – knowing at times of need, miracles can happen – and not just talking about the phone fix – but about the response and messages in response to request/prayer.  As I have mentioned, whatever this chaos process is – is back and forth – and we get to the brink then get release.  How much longer this continues – no clue – but it has to be so soon as the intensity has increased dramatically in recent weeks.  This morning as my mate and I were still in bed, we talked about this – prayer – how it feels like prayer/response is “hit or miss” here – about Home – and mostly the dream – our VISION – we have had for so many years.  It has NEVER left and has only amplified in recent months in strength and duration.  He has been hearing “Shadows of the Night” (Benatar) in recent weeks – and as for myself I’ve been hearing “Don’t Dream it’s Over” (Crowded House) also the last few weeks – on the radio and mostly in my mind.  This morning these songs were each there for us – guiding us to HOLD ON TO THOSE DREAMS NEVER LET GO.  FOCUS ON THEM.  DO NOT GET LOST IN THE CHAOS.  It’s a challenge – for sure – but we can do it.

And we are doing it.  Because WE ARE GOD.  THE REAL GOD.

Love,

Victoria

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Not for the weak-minded.

Only for those who are willing to ask the tough questions.

So….today the thought is #2021 or Bust.

The question – what kind of benevolent plan allows for the killing of our children (whose parents made a mistake – an ignorant choice – with injecting their precious babies with the poke)?

I want to know – what kind of benevolent plan?

And I say to anyone who says it could have been worse:

PROVE IT.

Seriously at this point – put up or shut up.

I see others asking the same question – making the same statements.  Thankful for that.

Even if there is some real plan taking place to clean up the “swamp/evil” – on the  other side freedom and celebration:  Which of these parents who have lost their children to the poke are going to want to celebrate?

Put yourself in their position.  Can you even IMAGINE the horror and shock they will experience learning the truth of that issue alone?

I was trying to have a conversation recently about this – someone defending the plan – pointing out what about the children?  What about my child who has lost 2 years of her childhood?  It was put back at me – what about the people who have died rescuing the children?

TOTALLY DIFFERENT CONCEPT.  My child never asked for this.  None of it – certainly not the last 2 years.  The adults rescuing the children made the choice.  And not that I don’t respect them for that work – I do.  Just done with such conversations – esp. involving my child.  I want to know and surround myself with people who care about my girl.

I had a dream last night – someone around here I know – not a fan of them.  Never been friendly to anyone in this house regardless of our attempts otherwise.  In the dream there was a celebration – light all around – and they were kind.  I pointed this out and was told by them “I’m one of you.  Just don’t tell my spouse.”  I started to fall for it – stopped myself – and said “this is an illusion.  I don’t trust you in the ‘real world’ – not gonna trust you here now – and I’m going by what I see in that experience.  Not here.”  Got out – and had a renewed sense of what I needed to do – go by what I see NOW.

I never saw this madness going on this long.

I especially never saw the poke issue pushed this far.

Not once.

So at this point in this battle – and it is battle just don’t know who exactly is fighting against one another – I am now a full on realist.  I will not give my energy to things unseen/unknown.  No more la la crap.  No more focusing on numbers and other nonsense that produces NOTHING (and let’s be honest now shall we?  all of these meditations on dates and number focuses HAS NOT BROUGHT US WHAT WE SEEK, has it?)  I am now fully focused on WHAT I SEE with these two human eyes and human mind NOW.  (while remaining true to my own inner desire of what I wish to have/see/experience)

The only thing I can see that would make this all “ok” is some giant beautiful event that ends this horror – whereby we see this is all a giant illusion – a giant stage – and none of the children died of the poke – and are reunited with their parents.

That’s all I have atm.  Perhaps…..until.

Love,

V.

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This is why my ability to be patient and trust the plan is, more or less, tapped out.  I certainly don’t have either the way I did 3-4 years ago – even 1 year ago.

My mate is sitting in his recliner next to me – moaning.  He is so uncomfortable now.  He bleeds out his rectum daily – has off and on for 15 years – and the system says it’s hemorrhoids and constipation – but it’s beyond that now and has now interfered with his daily doings.  He has lower left stomach pain – has for those 15 years – but it’s at a new level.  He’s marked in the local medical establishment because he insisted they treat the lyme which they don’t acknowledge.  They just want him gone and likely dead.  That was the conclusion I came to after I got into it with them over their ignorance (you don’t have lyme – we don’t know what you have but it isn’t lyme you need a different diet – olive oil, nuts – even though those items make him physically SICK and no diet he’s been on his helped including gluten free – and I told them that to which they gave the matrix blank stare).  He needs real healing and medical care not found in this realm.  

My girl was down earlier (she’s humming now – thankfully – smile)….masked zombies everywhere…Parents all around here toss their babies into the indoctrination satanic camps…..I have reached out to parents left and right to find someone who has a girl her age to play with locally or talk to online.  A real child – a real human – someone who is thoughtful and knows how to be a friend.  Every damn time I do this, my girl ends up doing all of the reaching out (most have been in other parts of the country).  She’s done with it.  And I am mentally taxed from reaching out – asking mama’s “hey is your girl still interested?”  Are there any real humans left??!!  She and I look for places to rent elsewhere – and wow has housing risen even more under this “fake presidency”.  Fake my ass.  This fake movie whatever it is is having REAL consequences – negative – harmful – on many if not most.

I have a dear friend from childhood who has a rare form of brain cancer.  I’ve been telling him since 2017 that healing tech was coming out – that would cure his disease.  A dear friend’s mother died last year – cancer (well the treatment did it).  Again – I said healing tech is coming.  Today?  I sound like a f’ing fool today.  We all do now – to the “normies” that is.

And while I see the children being rescued – allegedly – from trafficking – they are now allowing them to be used for medical experimentation.  What’s the f’ing difference?  It feels like they swapped one horror for another.

FFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCHHHHHHHHHHH ENOUGH!  Where is our God?  Where is our real power and our real support?  Why is it evil seems to have all of that power and we’re left with zero tech and just ourselves, our voices and some measly 3d guns?!

Perhaps it is time we all reach out to these alleged plan leaders and tell them our support is over.  Let them know we absolutely do not consent to protecting the ‘normies’ by not releasing too much as to not overwhelm their precious stupidity.  F THAT.  Seriously in all ways I can muster in support of that term:  F. THAT.

And so ok – we let them know.  Then what?  More waiting?  I pray for answers.  I go within.  And I get nothing other than let it go and allow.

Neither is helpful.  But it’s all I got and I honestly don’t know what else to do now.  All is a distraction as evil is now everywhere.  You either see it or sense it by now.  And if you don’t, as one of you said months ago, shame on you.

Stream of consciousness here – going with what’s coming through me now….

These solar energies – allegedly activating us and turning the carbon into crystalline.  Is this really true?  Do we have proof?  (and wouldn’t this have happened by now??)  And where exactly is this energy coming from?  That thing in the sky we know isn’t real – at least some of the time.  We know they lie to us about it.  So I am wondering – when we complain about these energies wiping us out:  How can that be for our benefit?  The sun is supposed to be our friend.  The real sun that is.  It’s supposed to heal us and lift us – not put us in bed with headaches and body aches.

The only time I feel GOOD when we have obvious energies incoming is when that Schumann chart is all in white – what I call the bubble of bliss.  I feel GOOD then.  Elevated.  Up.  Serene and calm.

I would say – at least consider at this point in all of “this” – that any energy that puts us in bed, makes us feel like crap is coming from “them”.  An attack.  Given how that has intensified – that experience – as this war has amped up – isn’t a coincidence – and as such tells me to at least question if this is DNA upgrade or just spiritual attack.  I once had a psychic attack here about 6 years ago.  Visiting a neighbor.  Anyway – they didn’t like what I was saying and as I continued to talk the noise they made increased (as did my neighbor’s dogs barking) until I suddenly felt like someone attacked my inner gut/spirit.  Wow.  Suddenly I was dizzy, nauseas and in pain – had to go home and sleep it off and clear it out.  I knew what happened.

I never returned.

We’re in war and it’s mostly invisible to us.  They’ve used our energy as food.  You know it.  I know it.  And so when we’re getting “hit with energies” – really consider the source and whether you want to allow – or block.  Remember T said early this year to his M1 pilot:  The next several months aren’t going to feel so good.

Love,

V.

Hello from the Future.  lol  (we don’t turn our clocks back)

So…..I had an experience last night – much more than just a dream.  I felt I was outside – observing things play out.  I saw swirls of white all around as well as Donald Trump’s face –  mostly his side profile.  I sensed things happening quickly – like REALLY quickly.  Energy was all around.  It was intense but not at all overwhelming.  And I just observed it all.  Then it faded away and I don’t remember if I woke up or continued on sleeping.  I just felt like I wasn’t “here” but somewhere else watching.

I sensed that perhaps part of this was this speeding up – snowball effect – I have been sensing would happen for months now (and wondering my GOD will it EVER finally go POOF as I sense??!!).  Sister D is sensing the splitting of the worlds at a very intense level now and got chills sharing that.  I read of a dream someone had where they saw blue lights copying this realm.  My intial thought was so those not yet awake and going in their earth-like version until they DO awake will still see this reality play out – just a better version of it.  The one sharing the dream had the same sense.  What’s interesting is MrMbb333 and another channel have been reporting blue lights around the realm recently.  So hmmm…..

I see this process we are in – this splitting process – as back and forth.  Back and forth.  Each time we go through that process, more of our “crap” gets filtered out (certainly comes up for release).  We remember more as we release (at least we step more into our REAL selves more).  And as this happens, those invisible f’ers who attached themselves to our trauma energies, they get removed – at least pulled further away – which is why we feel these build-ups and then release.  At least that’s how I am seeing/sensing it now.  What do I really know FOR CERTAIN.  Until….

So………apparently many of us have felt that over-powering anger the last several days.  I know I have.  As I think I shared here recently, I felt like my mind was going to crack – mentally just not feeling like I could take it anymore.  I’ve been easily triggered – and yet I also part of that as me just knowing who I am – but the rest are old wounds – abandonment, betrayal, etc.  This entire EXPERIENCE here is one of betrayal for deception always leads to betrayal at some point.  Over and over again.  

Waking up is painful as fuch.  Even if you already sensed deep within something was off about this place – realizing that pretty much everything here has been one giant lie – and that it isn’t YOU or ME creating this but others outside of us – many of them hidden (and non-human) – and knowing what they have done – especially to the children – is f’ing traumatizing.  TRUE creating is fully transparent – nothing hidden – so when I read we are co-creating this evil I call it out as the b.s. it is.  It’s the same as having a group of kids gather and trash a house.  Are the neighbors a mile away responsible?  Heck no.  All we have been able to do is follow those inner “this ain’t right” prompts to seek the truth of who we are, where we are and who created this mess – and take a stand against it however we can.  And even when we have had to go along with it to survive (the whole pay-to-live) – that still does not make us responsible for the initial hijack and systems put into place to keep us in slumberland and enslaved.  Those who intentionally sold out – those who KNEW (and shown) who were here and what they did and still agreed to sign away all that is good in them in order to have success – THOSE hold the bulk of the responsibility for this mess.  Love doesn’t punish the POW’s.  E V E R.  As I say – speaking as a mama – if you make a mess, clean it up but don’t blame others who weren’t involved.

So….that lowest common denominator has reached a level I didn’t think would be necessary – but apparently it had to be this way to reach as many people as possible.  Again – that is what Love would do – even though it grates on my nerves and kinda does this to me now:

And speaking of, it is rest time again.

Let me know how you’re all doing and if any of this aligns.

Love, as always,

Victoria

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How did you all sleep last night?  I continue to wake up – although not as often and not as fully.  I have a vague memory of drinking some OJ last night – glancing out the kitchen window (usually to see if the sky has opened and we see ReaLity)…

We have that daylight savings time here which tells us to turn back our clocks (but celebrate and be grateful because you gain an extra hour of sleep).  We don’t participate and haven’t for many years.  I would say if you have no kids or homeschool them or don’t have a regular/daily job – don’t participate.

So speaking of being grateful – today I thought perhaps it is a better use of our – of my time and energy to focus on bringing in what we/I DESIRE instead of focusing so much on being grateful for 1/10th (a pittance) of what we all deserve and could have if it weren’t hidden and controlled.  Thank you for what I have (list it off) and then put the rest of that energy and focus on F R E E D O M.  Return of ALL that is hidden.  I’ll tell you what – that focus is much more authentic for me than giving thanks for say, my warm bed and food in my belly.  Not that those are not important – of course they are.  But when you give thanks for that every day and have 3/4 of your Spiritual and Human needs going unmet, well, you know….

Hidden = deception.  

I know ya’ll know that.

I took a peek “out there”.  More of the same just amped up.  I tell myself “girl you know and have known they are revealing themselves fully the closer we arrive to IT”.  Still – doesn’t make it easier to, uh, digest.  According to a poll, allegedly 30% of our younger generation identifies as one of the LBGTQ etc.  Up from 9%.  Well – they created the perfect evil formula for that.  Make a concoction in a lab with human and animal dna in it, call it a ‘vaccine’ – then add in indoctrination/programming via schools and you have Frankenstein Formula for our babies.

If you can’t see this at this point, you’re batsheot blind.  SOMETHING in everyone, at this point, who is truly human, asleep or not, has to have SOME little sense within that says there is something not right about this place.  Just like something in me – a voice – is growing – more powerful.  I am DONE done done donedonedonedone in seeing any messages from the outside who claim to know what we need.

W R O N G.  All of “that” is nothing more than matrix-speak and matrix programs.  It’s manipulation.  What do I always say here?  Want to know what I need?

ASK.

A S K.

So easy.  So simple.

So loving.

Seems those of us who align with that are out-smarting entities here, there and everywhere – real or not.

Keep it up!

Love,

Victoria

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