I’m much more interested in what others are feeling now – those intuitive experiences. The movie screen scenes are just stupid and so insulting to my higher intelligence. As someone said over a year ago “what we are seeing is for the normies.” Given the normies lack critical thought AND intuitive abilities – that would make sense. Me? I continue to be NOT INTERESTED.
So speaking with a few today here is what I am hearing:
Exhaustion and a feeling of being depleted continues. Those health issues – whatever they are – seem to continue to be ramped up. Elevated – especially those with chronic pain.
I have been having thoughts of “wow I really AM in or on some stage”. One of you said you are seeing the actual separation taking place now – seeing the dome literally coming down. Things looking closer and sounding closer. Having an echo like effect – which she said Rose had asked recently if anyone was noticing this “echo” effect. WOWSER! Anyone else having a similar experience? I know for me the feeling of being trapped/closed in has increased. MAJOR ugh on that. The desire to get outta here – run and run until I am free – is pretty constant now. I’ve noticed I have to stop now and then and take a deep breath – feeling like I am in a tight space. That has become more noticeable the last few days – this week.
I had the image of a colander come to me – again – where I feel I – we – are being moved around inside and all that isn’t REAL – Original – Us – Source – is getting removed. It’s an experience I feeeeeel has been ongoing with breaks in between – but now it feels like this purging atm is more intense – perhaps requiring more sleep, rest and just absolute surrender….Last night and again earlier today I said the only thing I feel I need to do atm is just surrender to this process we are going through. I wrote a song called “Surrender” back in 2004 and it has been very present in my mind the past week or two.
So we have exposure of evil here but also this Divine Cosmic process playing out that, at least for me, is something I sense within. Some of you are seeing it. Some hearing it. Whatever is happening is more powerful than any of us individually and as I said, all I know to do now is to allow it, surrender to it and trust the process and myself in it.
And I am going back to bed. My girl is melting down exhausted – my mate is as depleted.
I have had to put my healing work with the woman I was working with on hold as I found out she got the vax. It came as a bit of a surprise – mostly disappointment as it feels like I have had yet another person in my life who just tells me what she thinks I want to hear instead of being real as to who they are. I am not taking a chance of being in close contact for any real duration of time around anyone I know has received that until I know for SURE what it is and what the effects are. Safety first.
I think – I feel – Linea was right – and my feel has been right for a long time: There are very few of “us” here.
The energy was interesting today. I sensed and saw (experienced) what I call the “matrix narc program”. We all were “infected” with it – some more than others. It is those that don’t see that I am weary and leery of now in terms of getting my trust. I tuned in and blessed and accepted those inner fear thoughts behind the uncomfortable feelings. That takes real time and focus – but I recently realized that was something I had not been doing as thoroughly as I could be.
So – I put out the public notice on social media about speed racer and have been happily overwhelmed with people saying who he is – vehicle description – and time and location of where he is doing his menacing. Surprisingly though not one person has called the police nor has anyone gotten the license plate – even those who see him do this daily in their particular area. (If you know he has a pattern in your area wouldn’t you watch out for him – get some binoculars and get a plate number?) No wonder the nazi agenda was so easily pushed here. So I have told people to get his plate and call the police or pass it on to me and I will call dispatch.
I powered up to go out into the world to get some food – wearing my personal totem (pendant), boots & sunglasses. I intended for ease and it was just that. On the way home, Michael Jackson came on the radio. I pulled in the driveway, rolled down the windows, shut off the car, kept the song playing, got out and danced in the driveway – horrifying my daughter who, according to my mate went inside and said “mom’s weird”.
When the matrix tries to throw cr@p your way, turn it into a dance. Here are some finds and the song in which I danced to and with.
I’m thinking we ALL just go into stores and drink and drink and drink….eat and eat and eat throughout the entire experience….
Florida….
Difference is – guns actually work for the intended purpose of protection….
I LOVE this. This has always been my intention…
What mother doesn’t feel this way at this point….Or parent. Or real human…I never did buy this “we’re doing it for the all” b.s. It’s a false narrative and can be stripped apart in seconds with some good ‘ole critical thought…
A good one from Sister Linea….I still feel we were tossed (pushed) throughout this realm so we would feeeeeel more detached from this realm – feeeeel more lonely – which only serves to feed the matrix. In last night’s dream, the tickets I had in hand were to go elsewhere with a friend with whom I feel a connection. Just shows my ability to “wait it out” until I am with the tribe has run dry. I align with healing and new ways of thinking about ourselves. I am back in the bedroom alone atm – that need to be in my own space continues. No interruptions. … Those “cheat codes” she speaks of – I think she is saying “gravaboi numbers”. Here is a site with more info.
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We woke up hearing that terrorizing vehicle ripping through the neighborhoods. We tried to see who it was but no luck. Neighbors across the way came out (about the only ones besides us showing emotional response over this individual who has been at this for months). I had already requested increase police presence and gave as much info as I could. All we need is a plate number/description of car and they can do their job. I made a post in a local public forum for my section of the city hoping that will gain more attention. ANYONE with any level of hearing can hear this car. It is not only loud but the speeds this individual (likely male, young) is traveling is dangerously fast.
Then I have an more notifications from people who can’t or won’t attend our girls birthday party next month – either because of the CV or because, well, their personal doing’s are a higher priority than family. And still no response from her friends family thanking her for the beautiful card she made. I also had notification from a local group about the dog issue up the street on the school grounds. The reminder was to make sure dogs were leashed. And yet in reality, no dogs are allowed on the school grounds. There are signs EVERYWHERE but locals violate it every day.
These people all S U C K. They just SUCK.
I have resorted to telling my girl at this point that she deserves better and these people who call themselves friends and family don’t deserve her. She is so thoughtful as I have said – always reaching out – and yet that doesn’t come back to her in the way it could and should. Not here in this pit. That has certainly been my experience as well since I was a child. All I know to do is to clear and heal and continue to hold the intention for New. For all of us who want and need it. What I see is evil continuing to do its thing front and center without consequence while we are told to stand down and trust the plan.
E N O U G H.
F’ing E N O U G H.
Last night I had dreams I was all packed and ready to go. I had tickets, a suitcase and a purse full of silver. My girl was with me – don’t know where my mate was. But I was ready.
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Watching the sun go down and listening to some Journey...I love playing their music on my piano. I saw them twice as a teen in the 80’s – both times were excellent. In fact Journey was my first concert. I went with my best friend and two other boys. I would love to have more magical experiences like that.
I realized tonight that our entire dinner was totally local. Grass fed beef from our local farmer to the organic produce – potatoes, zucchini and the sweetest carrots around finished up with some local strawberries. And as our girl said “Even our water is local.” lol I love doing that as much as I can. We’re in a highly agricultural area with a lot of small organic farms. This time of year starts the season of so much food abundance – I take advantage of it.
You know – there is a lot of infighting atm – different big channels going after one another. We are told “be careful who you follow”. That can be difficult, can’t it? Some really feeeeel a certain person is legit while others can have the opposite feel. My system is this: I question anyone who is quite large and who got there quickly – as well as those who claim to know what’s going on then when their intel proves wrong they dismiss it as “things changed”.
Chrissie Hynde is now singing about Ohio – which has been privy to some ff’s in the last many hours. They seem to be throwing out everything now all at once. I intend we are seeing the end. I’ve begun praying to Jesus again. We need that massive blast of Love to enter and STAY. Love, V.
Biden is currently sending more military equipment to our neighborhoods than Trump did. You read that right. Our communities are being terrorized at a greater rate than they had been under Trump.
I wish this would happen here. I continue to see local conversations of people wanting the jab and asking where they can get it (and others sharing where TO get it. U G H):
The energy today feels different. Lighter. It helped that I did some much needed purging last night – detached from this reality and went in search of purity so I could center myself again.
I feel I had assistance with this. Look at the schumann image. Remember that horrid vertical grid pattern we’ve been stuck under for almost 2 months now? It is all but gone. The latest frequency pulse (which according to others are saying “did not originate from the Sun”) seems to have done that. If this is indeed true, then that is also what I am experiencing today.
I also feeeeel we are well into the Storm and I feel, at this moment, we are on the backside of it – at least on the edge. Will it amp back up again? I don’t know. I don’t know the details of course – the time, how much is left to remove here and all that. But I do feeeeel we have just ascended a hurdle. In fact, when I woke up I was hearing “Riders on the Storm” in my mind and saw the image of people standing on the edge of a storm. These two lyrics felt the most relevant: Into this house we’re born. Into this world we’re thrown.
Thrown indeed. I had an image of that recently from the Christmas Story movie – the boy and santa claus (how appropriate – satan) where sc is pushing him down the slide against the boy’s will at the moment.
No one in their “right” mind would jump into this place – at least happily. Time to remove the big fat guy from the experience.
Love,
Victoria
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I want to provide an example of how thoughtful my girl is. As I have shared here, she has been denied the right to play with her old friends because of her friends programmed/mind-controlled/brainwashed parents. I have shared the pain that has caused her over the past year and how that pain is also felt by myself and her dad. And that is not a pain anyone wants to poke at. Not at this point. One of those friends had a birthday yesterday. My girl remembered and made a beautiful little card and dropped it off at their house yesterday (putting it in the mailbox which sits next to the front door – no one was home). I told her not to hold out high expectations for contact while reinforcing how kind and thoughtful she is. She is an excellent friend – the kind of child many parents would like to see their children mimic. It is now the next day – end of day – and there has been no word from her friend or the parents. They have my number. They are only a couple of blocks away. They could have sent something – a text – said something. My girl said they drove by today and smiled. (I never see them drive by, btw.) They could have stopped. Just one moment to thank our girl for her thoughtfulness. She is too good for them and all like them. She deserves so much more. To be honest, she has never had a really good friend yet. She’s usually more mature, certainly more thoughtful. She doesn’t lie (that’s been an issue) and doesn’t engage in bully behavior against her friends (that’s been a real issue). As I have said, she is the one friend who has reached out – CONTINUOUSLY – for the past year in an attempt to maintain the relationships. For these parents to claim they are doing this “for the all” is a f’ing lie. I know they don’t like my opinions or even like me or my mate – and we’re fine with that. However this is about a child who they have all made clear they don’t care about. And that – that level of behavior – is unforgiveable to me as a mama of a child who just wants to play with her friends. How evil and sick it is that I even have to say that.
The program is locked in place. It would take a miracle to knock it out.
Moving on…..
I did a bit of reflecting late last night after I watched POTUS’ latest interview with Hannity (shared here last night). Anyone else notice when referring to Pfizer he said “FISA”? Three times. He also said “time’s about up” and one other thing I have since forgot. His energy was stoic and he had on that no nonsense face. I also noticed the face make-up. He’s obviously not outside playing golf as is being reported. If so he would have a natural tan by now. The guy’s obviously in hiding for the most part now.
Hiding. That sounds nice. Safe and insulated. I woke up with the song “Broken Wings” going through my mind. In particular the following lyrics feel very aligning atm:
So take these broken wings
And learn to fly again
Learn to live so free
And when we hear the voices sing
The book of love will open up and let us in.
Someone open up the gates to let that love frequency blast in. I ain’t consenting one bit to having this play out the way it is for the normies/unawakened. They have made my experience here deeply unsatisfying – especially this past year.
Here are some finds.
Love,
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Well this explains last night and how I feel today:
“A randomized controlled trial (RCT) of 246 participants [123 (50%) symptomatic)] who were allocated to either wearing or not wearing surgical facemask, assessing viruses transmission including coronavirus [26]. The results of this study showed that among symptomatic individuals (those with fever, cough, sore throat, runny nose ect…) there was no difference between wearing and not wearing facemask for coronavirus droplets transmission of particles of >5 µm. Among asymptomatic individuals, there was no droplets or aerosols coronavirus detected from any participant with or without the mask, suggesting that asymptomatic individuals do not transmit or infect other people [26].”
There was a theory this one is an actor. He knew full well what he was doing when he closed down his state – just like every other governor. I don’t trust any of them now until I see otherwise.
Hmm…There are several who say their “ONE is THE One – different messages….I get this vision now and then being in front of several individuals with different perceptions and each one claiming THEIRS is THE truth and if you don’t go with “them” you won’t survive. At this point I’m just pretty content to do my own thing….
Ok something is changing in the astral – at least this is my experience. The dreams began to change weeks ago – but for the past week I have been dreaming of the same person every night. I am not consciously asking for this – it’s just happening. It is someone I know – a friend – but one of those experiences you feel drawn to them and when you meet you feel Home.
I had a conversation about this with Sister D ~ it’s always helpful for me to talk a loud about such experiences with another. The feeeel I arrived to – at the moment – is we are finding those people with whom we were supposed to create with but were otherwise blocked by the matrix and thus our “unconscious/hijacked” choices.
Anyone else thinking this whole “unconscious” is just matrix cr@p? Are we not supposed to be (and wanting TO be) FULLY Conscious at all times upon our OWN command? Yes! I align with that.
I have been calling in miracles – from within and I feel that growing. Sister D today affirmed that by saying she felt we would be seeing more miracles now.
And Source = MIRACLES.
Original blueprint design IS Miraculous.
The flow IS Miraculous.
What WE define miraculous here is – in the Original Form and Experience – THE NORM.
I am also seeing where the challenge with my brain isn’t necessarily all due to trauma and age – but also due to the Inner Desire – the NEED – to be in the NOW at all times when I am engaged in something. When I am Fully Present – my brain does pretty good. Being in the NOW I feel is alignment of the Inner Higher Mind and the human brain.
I reflected on relationships too – how compromised those are. The rules and other nonsense. When we feeeeel a connection with another we want to naturally explore that. We want to expand that connection – together. Be in the flow and allow it to go where the Flow that Connects Us wants TO go. Even though I later stopped reading his material, I was once a fan of Neale Donald Walsch’s material (Conversations with God books). I once read the most beautiful, delicious, wonderful description of how relationships naturally are when coming from Pure Source/Spirit. OMG – everything within me said Y E S. But I had no one with whom to share that with OR who would understand. So I kept it to myself.
Who here hasn’t had one of those moments with someone when you just KNOW within you know this person and the urge to talk, to CONNECT, is something that never leaves – even if you never speak again due to whatever restriction is here.
I remember the first time I had such a connection was with a girl in a college Business class. It scared me because I thought it meant I was “gay”. lol But I realized – it wasn’t about sex (also soooo compromised here) – but about CONNECTION and this familiar sense I couldn’t explain. It was something deep within me that wanted to just be with this person and talk. Connect. It was so powerful for me though I got scared and just didn’t push the friendship (much less say anything). If this had been a male, I definitely would have run. I had a boyfriend/fiance’ and such connections were taboo. (There is a reason they say marriage is an institution.)
Who knows who we really were before we got imprisoned here. I feeeeel that knowing is really coming back to us now in a more powerful way. All of those “lost” connections are returning. This has already been happening for some time – but I feel something has shifted with this recently. Both Sister D and Brother Rick shared with me in the last 24 hours that Source/God Frequency is incoming everywhere now – dismantling the matrix quickly – powerfully.
I feel it too. And I am VERY ready to “pick up where I left off” before getting tossed here. I am like a parched, thirsty Being now – very ready for the water I know is right there waiting for me. That feeling is so powerful now.
We also discussed money for a bit – both of us having a similar experience with it here. I never understood it – never could “master” it. Never understood the stock market and investing and all that. I see two narratives playing out in the awakening/patriot community in regards to money. There are some speaking of the new $$ System and there are those (like ME) already in another field saying “hey look over here – there is no money!” As I told Sister D – I am in NO energetic space to wait for those spouting a new $$ system get used to having no money. No thank you NOT GONNA HAPPEN. And this feeling of course aligns with the “some go here – some go here” upon the Event Transition moment.
Anyone else having interesting/new dreams?
That’s all for now.
Love,
Victoria
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I am flat out D R A G G I N G now. Part of it is the schumann frequencies we are being bombarded with – which always open up my heart. It feels like I am dumping a lot of pain in that area.
Other than that I just want O U T of this place. I want to run and be free. Like the Pina Colada song – we’ll plan our Escape. I have had several conversation’s in person with otherwise wonderful people around her but you know – there is just that lack of connection. REAL connection. Today I went out front to watch the blue sky and I heard neighbors talking about their vaccination status. I had to get up and walk away.
I just…..I just can’t……….I just CAN’T anymore.
I know I have always been just a fixture here – just someone nice to talk with but not to really get to know. There are only a handful of people who have taken that time with me and I appreciate it beyond words.
But I still neeeeeeeeeeed more.
The sense of I DO NOT BELONG HERE is huge – overwhelming at times. It isn’t some “poor me” bit – it’s just a sense of KNOWING.
(best dayem meme i have seen in weeks):
The psychological torture and warfare playing out has really taken a hit on my family. I see it in all of us. As I say – the more one wakes up – well that doesn’t indicate your life becomes blissful. Often it ends up with you looking at the world in horror looking for an exit door. Totally understandable. Finding bliss in hell – well I just don’t “get” that. I more align with “ok I do the best I can – now let’s get this place cleaned up or I’m outta here”.
I played the piano. What’s Goin’ On…..This Guy’s In Love With You….I Guess That’s Why They Call It The Blues….. I got lost in Comfortably Numb….Cried
They are currently putting their nazi trails in front of the sun. I saw the first one late afternoon due west and said “they want to cover up the sky tonight at sunset”. Yeppers. Lines and now – a curve.
So…….what’s going on this week? Is it going to be a BIG WEEK? Mike Lindell saying yesterday he was going to release a “message heard around the world” tomorrow. Lin Wood coming out saying 17 was real and Truth. Flynn also saying Trump was still POTUS. Which is why we have over 45 FF in the past month alone – stateside:
Then we have some CV truths coming out. Flu goes away like magic. Uh huh….yawn…..
Then we have this video showing a “fake jab utensil”…And just like that – nothing goes into the body….yaaaawwwnnnn……
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But I still had some programmed karen bot decide it was her place to not only follow me (unbeknownst to me) but to attack me at the checkout. It looked like this:
I’m scanning my items. My mask keeps falling off my face (as it had throughout the store). I push it up – it stays – falls back down. I’m about done so I say “forget it” and just put it in my purse. It was then this karen calls out at me from the other side.
“Excuse me,” she says, “But I’ve been noticing you throughout the store not wearing your mask properly.” (it’s a big store – my daughter later told me she was watching me)
Wow. lol
So I said “Well I don’t know whether to be complimented (on the attention) or creeped out.”
She keeps talking so I tell her to “Back off”. She doesn’t. Of course not. She is a karen. She is nothing more than a programmed entity. She lacks critical thought or authentic concern for others.
She then tells me I am “inconsiderate”. I continue to finish my scanning and said “Your virtue signaling is blatant and it is very unattractive.” She again mentions the inconsideration factor to which (I had HAD it) I said “No it is YOU who is inconsiderate for verbally attacking me like this in front of my CHILD. You are scaring her now STOP it.”
By this point friends I am ready to say “let’s take this outside and finish it” for I am DONE being abused by others who claim they care so much about everyone when their behavior shows otherwise. Instead I told her to “back off or else” – to which she did – and left the store.
From now on I am carrying a walking cane.
I used this as yet another example for my child to explain the value of standing up to tyranny – to defend yourself. And what’s insane as I said is I had on a dayem face diaper – just not the way this witch thought I “should”.
As you know this is not the first time this has happened to me nor my mate. You know – lol – I could probably get people like her to rally around this family and help us pay to move somewhere with others more like us.
Deep breath…….
You know people like this? At this point I care nothing for them. Not a thing. At least I can own that. I hope she gets the jab (she’s the type who will and advertise it). I hope she has some nasty side effects for that is what it will take to wake up her and those like her. I find their energy repulsive and their mindset and behavior fake.
Fake news.
Fake people.
D O N E.
I am a United States Free Being and as such, this is the only paper object I need that protects me and my inherent right to do my shopping IN PEACE.
