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I’m dragging today…..someone around here was dumping heavy items into trash bins around 3am and beyond.  This little action woke up both my child and myself up – making for challenging sleep.  This is reason #17,555 to live in a rural area – 6 people per square mile.  Or something like that.  I managed to put in two more gardens today.  We’re still here – may as well grow some food.

I had a healing session today.  They’re not really doing much for me as convincing Inner Me that I can find some sustainable authentic enjoyment here is waning.  She ain’t buying it.  In fact she is more determined than ever before to bust outta the matrix as you will see in the dream I had sometime this morning.

SO…… leave it to that part of me that is done with this enslavement sheot to take charge on the outside – or at least try.  I made the decision to go see the matrix oracle and I took along a sisterhood posse.

We waited for a bit and out she walked – just like in the matrix movie (1).  She had brown skin – African descent.  The group I was in sat down and she began to speak.  I don’t remember her specific words but I do remember once she used the term “soon” I lost it.  I stood up and said NO MORE of this soon business.  We need to know WHEN.  Dates.  Specifics.  Well that didn’t go in my favor of course so when I asked “Why is it YOU and others get to know but we don’t?” one of the women in the group tried to calm me by asking me to reason with this being.  I responded by saying “Reason?  No.  That time is over.  You don’t reason with anything or anyone who is also talking with evil.”

Well that didn’t help either.  I finally looked at others around me and said “You all can sit here and wait – I am done” and left the dream.

Was it “real”?  Did it have any truth?  Other than my own inner Self and how I absolutely feel now, I don’t know.  There is AI inside this place and therefore I can conclude AI on the outside.  Obviously it is “benign” until programmed.  But still – AI is AI.  Fake human if you will.  I prefer Source-Filled People/Beings.  And that’s about all I wish to connect with and be around.  Save the AI to clean my house.  lol

The healing session I had today was about as “successful” as was my dream as I mentioned above.  I said I am a misfit even among misfits – always felt that way.  All I seek is like minded connections along with healing – and such connections – that sense of I am where I belong – WOULD bring about a good amount of healing.  Before I decided to get married and have a child, my desire at the time was to live in a cabin by a lake with 2-3 dogs – go into town once a week and spend my days putzing around the property.  Now I desire to take my family with me and live in such a place.  We are currently searching for that and won’t stop until we find it and it finds us.  As I have said the past couple of days – my line in the sand has been drawn.

Other than that – I can’t really tell how the energy is today.  I’m feeling pretty disconnected from anything outside of my own little bubble.  I saw the schuman spiked again.  Yawn.  That awful vertical “fence” is mostly muted at the moment – still visible slightly – but not as it has been.  I just had a funny thought pop into my mind – maybe I had some impact last night with my “oracle” dream.  Sister D the other day did tell me “bust us outta here Sis.  You’re leading the way” (because of that dmv-type environment dream I had where I cut to the front of the line and said I was done waiting).  I said if I could I would.

Wouldn’t surprise me if that part of me with the ability to traverse space/time is doing just that.  I feel her within and she is saying she is READY.

Without sharing details, I was told that allegedly, 4/11 was the “end of Biden time”.  So for now we are what, “biding time” (until it is OUR time)?

lol

I couldn’t resist.

Now as what was also shared with me – the first DTC was put out on 4/11/17 where LMH was told the event has begun.  4 year cycle coming to an end?  I have shared here how recently I have been getting this image of a circle that represents their construct of time (looping) and I have been seeing us go around and around – repeating cycles – almost in a “holding pattern” and they obviously want to reset us but can’t.  And we are at that point where “time is up” – and thus that circle gets busted and we are returned to linear experience or whatever the original/organic experience is.  No more rinse and repeat.  And the cargo container – all of that evidence – along with their next agenda (the climate change weaponry they were going to use – which was shared here a few days ago by that Turkish Journalist) – well perhaps now they really do “have it all”.  And reveal can begin.

And I am NOT GOING TO USE THAT “S” word.  lol

That’s all I have for now.

Love,

The level of stupid continues to increase just as the level of awakening and thus “DONE/NOT GONNA TAKE IT/I DO NOT CONSENT” in the rest continues to increase as well.  Remember that split many of us were talking about last year – thinking it had to do with the election?  Yeah – we were wrong ~ and wrong as far as the split would have happened by then.

That split is about FREEDOM or ENSLAVEMENT.  Good vs. evil is even fading away.  Perhaps that is why for over 20 years I have had that inner “I WANT MY FREEDOM” voice grow and grow – and why since I got tossed into this pit I have had an inner Rebel focused on Truth, a mouth that has had the courage to speak it and a feistiness (thank you my irish ancestors) to NEVER give up – even if I feel energetically I am crawling now and then.

People want to mask up?  Go for it.  People want to vaccinate themselves?  Go for it.

But I draw the absolute line when the system and any private person tells me I HAVE TO DO THE SAME.

THAT is what FREEDOM is – the RIGHT TO CHOOSE YOUR OWN EXPERIENCE.

Today was beautiful so we went to the park and walked around.  I saw a new sign I hadn’t seen before so we ventured over to the house in which it sat perched.

It read, and I quote:

“Thank you Dr. Fauci for keeping us safe.”

lol (i did laugh out loud)

Dante’s Inferno began going through my mind.  This realm here was made by those with no value for truth and who seek solely to control everyone.  

As a friend texted me today – “This is h e l l.”

I don’t know what is more confusing to my higher intellect:  signs such as the one above and those who, with purpose, place them for all to see or the uber religious types who support the lockdowns and vaccines.

I just.  Don’t.  Get it.

I have had a few convos recently with others who can only spout narratives/propaganda.  No critical thought.  When I display such thought processes and ask a truly legitimate question (such as “where did the flu go?”) – it really has reached a place where their brain cannot comprehend anything different.

So why again is the media still being allowed to engage in mind control?  What exactly is this “plan” wishing to create – civil war?

We have other plans.

I have reached my own “end game” when it comes to waiting for something out there to change.  I seek new – here – now – with some like minded community.  End game here – I ain’t doing this nazi experience alone and I am not doing it in a community where the majority support it.  I am done following ANY narrative that does not Originate From Divine Me Within.

As I drove home, the TRUE Divine Flow gave me a small but needed gift:  A bumper stick that said “My governor is an idiot.”

At least I left smiling.

Love,

What a day.  Again.  lol  Bizarre and weird and clear and confusing and synchro’s all tied up together in one experience that had me thinking it was Tuesday all day until around 4:30pm when I was reflecting out loud about going to the bank on Wednesday.  My girl chimes in with “Mom, today IS Wednesday.”  I give her my dazed and confused look and said “No it isn’t.  It’s Tuesday.”  She pointed to the calendar.  lol  Ok then so it’s Wednesday.

Not the first time I have been off on the calendar stuff.

The song of the day should have been “dazed and confused” but it turns out the song is that awesome Grand Funk Railroad, “I’m Your Captain/Closer To Home” for that is the song I woke up hearing in my mind and it played throughout the day in my mind.  I also saw my numbers all day – 444 and 11 and 1122 and 222.  The song was playing after I woke up from another one of my weird wonderful dream experiences.

I’m in this beautiful house – big – looking out a large floor to ceiling window – sitting on a comfy couch – the view out the window was nothing but beautiful big pine trees, the sunlight finding its way through the branches, casting a light into the room.  There were children around.  I felt my girl around somewhere and my mate – in the basement.  Suddenly John Cena (wrestler from WWE) walks in dressed in his usual attire – shorts that come to his knees – tank top – calf high socks and tennis shoes.  Upon seeing him I look over my shoulder and yell ” Honey, John’s here!” and tell John my mate is in the basement.  He smiles and nods – comes over to my right side and I hear one of the kids say “he’s so sweet” – and I put out my right hand – touch his cheek – and patting it say “yes he is.  A big teddy bear.”

Then I see this huge pink balloon shaped like a rabbit.  It has an obvious weak/thin spot on it.  I get off the couch, walk over to touch it and POP – it’s gone.  John says “It’s ok.  We don’t need that anymore.”  Then I wake up – hearing “I’m Your Captain”.

Now something inside nudged me to search my site because I KNEW in the past year or two I had had this song in my “space”.  Upon searching not only did I see the song had been in my space, but I shared it HERE in a post – on April 15 2020 –  a one year “delta” – and that song synch corresponded with the most powerful Sky Event Dream I had on April 14th (the night before).

Uh, wow?  Let’s get this party started.  NOW!

Anyway…..moving on….

I feeeeel that dream I had last night was telling me a comm dropped in a recent WWE (wrestling) that included John Cena (in that particular show).  One of the comms had a group of people dressed in white rabbit costumes jumping up and down inside the ring.  Bizarre but a nudge to those of us on this awakening journey – follow the white rabbit.  Adren o c.  And so no wonder in the dream last night I “accidentally” popped it.  Yeah I doubt it was an accident as I felt relief.  I didn’t like the balloon once I saw it.

The experience out in the world has allowed me to be very clear as to who is awake and who isn’t and it’s the mask issue that has done that.  It’s clear – those who know it’s b.s. either rip it off once they exit a store, don’t wear one or keep it below their nose.  The rest keep it on as they get into their cars or wear one when walking/biking/jogging (how the H do they breathe??).  So I saw that today.  As we went to the bank a young man walked out – kept on his face diaper as he walked towards his car.  I told my girl “See that man?  He’s free and he doesn’t know it.  He’s just going to keep that thing on his beautiful face.”

Sad.

But – NOT MY MONKEY.

I’ve also been feeling the year 2018 strongly in recent days.  I’ve also been seeing a circle and call it “time”.  The concept of time – REAL “time” – I feel is linear.  One big “line” – you can easily traverse it.  Now.  Past.  Future.  They have kept us in the looping system, hence the circle.  Just as we want to go “forward” we’re kept inside the loop.  That’s why I now feel I am at the front of the line knocking – kicking and pounding some moments – to break down that system and LET US GO.  LET US BE FREE again.  Actually it isn’t even a “let us” for that implies consent of some sort.  I am saying DO IT.  I AM GOING NOW.

But as I told Sister D today – this isn’t just about me.  It’s a collective “escape” – and apparently the deal is to wake up as many as possible so when that matrix circle breaks – it’s as gentle of an experience as it can be for all.

Apparently – for I don’t really know for sure.

Anyway – the 2018 – back at that time is when I began to really feel restless in wanting out.  It was a feeling within and I would have it now and then.

Today – it is constant.  It is always there – even when it is quiet – I still feel it.  At the time all of this info I was seeing about Home and the event/solar event – the exit.  I feel some sort of a cycle is completing itself – inside of the circle.  Only this time it is bye bye circle and bye bye rabbits and all of those toys they created and told us to either play with or watch others play with the same.

NO MORE RABBITS for me.

Before I share the “closer to home” lyrics, I will leave an image from one of those nasa cams.  It’s story time boys and girls.  Now we have two “planets with lights and long movable arms attached” transiting the sun.  There’s always one of these objects showing up these days.  Question is – who is running the matrix now?  Someone’s “sleepin’ on the job” (good – let’s all sneak out when they ain’t lookin’!)

This song has so much feeeeeeling Truth to it now….

Everybody, listen to me
And return me my ship
I'm your captain, I'm your captain
Though I'm feeling mighty sick

I've been lost now, days uncounted
And it's months since I've seen home
Can you hear me, can you hear me
Or am I all alone

If you return me to my home port
I will kiss you, Mother Earth
Take me back now, take me back now
To the port of my birth

Am I in my cabin dreaming
Or are you really scheming
To take my ship away from me?
You'd better think about it
I just can't live without it
So, please don't take my ship from me
Yeah, yeah, yeah

I can feel the hand of a stranger
And it's tightening around my throat
Heaven help me, heaven help me
Take this stranger from my boat

I'm your captain, I'm your captain
Though I'm feeling mighty sick
Everybody, listen to me
And return me my ship

I'm your captain, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm your captain, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm your captain, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
I'm your captain, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah

I'm getting closer to my home
I'm getting closer to my home
I'm getting closer to my home
I'm getting closer to my home....

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I kinda lost myself today for a bit.  Our daughter’s birthday is coming up soon and she wants to invite some people in her life over.  She already knows the friends she has not been able to play with the past year won’t be allowed to come so she decided to reach out to others in the family.  Well that didn’t go as planned for her.  I had told her it was possible she would be told no due to the “virus”.  She insisted she was willing to take that on.

But given she is still so young, I was prepared for her disappointment.  But I wasn’t prepared for was my own reaction.

I have kept as much of a positive attitude as I have been able to the past year.  I have continued to search for new like-minded friends for her – continued to keep her focused on other things.  We’ve even bought her more toys/books/etc. than normal to help soothe the pain in her heart and mind over the changes of the past year.

So you could say today a lot of that came up and out of me and I just melted down.  Seeing my girl in pain – tears rolling down her face – I just couldn’t “deal” with being in that neutral space.

I got through it.  We got through it.  Together.  Talked.  Hugged.

When this “war” and all that surrounds it impacts your family – your child – and creates division among friends AND family – it just gets to be “too much”.

It is my ONLY WISH at this point – my biggest desire – to see the truth played out for all without ANY OPPOSITION or censoring.  The truth – the whole truth and nothing BUT the truth.  This trickle has gone on long enough – and no matter what I say or present to others who feel vastly different than I do – who are following the whole virus/pandemic story – they ain’t budging.  Not one bit.

I keep saying “use critical thought” – which is what you do when you look at all sides to what is being presented by the system(s).  Today I remembered something I learned years ago when I was an audio book translator.  At the time I read an essay about the modern day education system in the western world and how it was modeled after the Prussian (Indoctrination) system of education:  Teach the children just enough to be good supporters (slaves) OF the system where critical thought is absent from the menu.

Well I certainly remember being on the receiving end of resistance from teachers when I would question what was being taught.  That expanded into the world of religion, business and even family and friends.  There are some of us that simply could not be “programmed” or “spoon fed” without questioning the spoon and what was on it.  Call it a feistiness – coupled with an absolute disdain for being told how and what to think.  The ultimate goal:  Truth & Freedom.

On to a gematria.  I saw someone on anon up dot com suggest we gematria something on Elon Musk’s twitter page:  Imperator of Mars.  (which is 1122 in english gematria – interesting as it has been one of my number combos over 20 years).  Here are some results:

Four Four 44

Four Four

From The President

God Bless The USA

Schumann Resonance (which spiked again at the 17:00 hour)

The Great Solar Flash 

Numerical Holograph

I Am Free I Am Free At Last

Covid nineteen hoax

Immediately end hoax

The picture above describes today.  Hiding from the world – not out of fear – but for comfort.  My child struggled with school work all day.  I had vivid annoying dreams which went from being poked to me throwing piles of soap bubbles at the people and walking away.  lol  Soap bubbles – that was my tool.

SOMETHING is about to break.  I know these energies.  They build up and build up then AH relief as “something” is removed/changed.  Back and forth.  Been doing transmute/heal – cancel/clear – RETURN TO SENDER.  SOME day I will move up and away from this spacey place.

I checked the Schumann to see if we had another 17 hour spike.  Nope.  22 hour instead.

Next up here is dinner.  I have no idea what to create and the same amount of desire/energy TO create.  Take out perhaps?

I forgot to share a dream I had the other night.  I was with someone who looked like the key maker from The Matrix. I found a time travel machine and was riding up in it – while he stayed with me – back and off to the left.  The door would open like an elevator and I would say “nope” to each destination for at each place I was still in the matrix/building.  I finally just left the dream still seeking my destination.  At least I was going “up”.  The song that just entered my mind:  Welcome to the Machine.  Thanks a lot Pink Floyd for putting the truth in our face.  So much talent with these sell outs.

Yes today has turned into one of those “I am only allowing EZ”.

How are you all doing?

Love,

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All throughout the night I felt I was looking to FLY AWAY.  Escape.  I woke up feeling this – deeply and powerfully.  Before I went to bed I was listening to songs from the 1970’s.  Innocent songs – pure – intelligent – light.  Several people were commenting on their desire to escape this reality as this place just doesn’t fit them anymore.

D I T T O

My desire this morning was to just go – and go and go and go until I find what I am seeking.  I am BEYOND done with the “you came here for this reason” and other nonsense.  I am not here to do a DAMN thing but follow my own prompts to wake up as much as I can and GET OUT OF HERE.  PERIOD (and hope that rubs off on others in however I have chosen to Be/DO/Share).  No other “narrative” aligns and I immediately reject them when I hear them.

This place is beyond repair.  For me that is.  Perhaps others feel different – that’s fine.  I am not from here.  P E R I O D.

I have no desire to be a part of the advanced tech roll out or see the ufo disclosures or the arrests and all that.  I’ll take it if it happens while we are still inside the dome.  But do I need to see any of it just to see?

NO.

My desire is to have my Freedom and ALL OF ME back.  Restored.  Returned in fullness.  ME before my Consciousness was hijacked and trapped.

Love.  Freedom.  PURE Creating with absolutely NO systems telling me how all of that must look.

D O N E.

Here is the video I was listening to last night – and this morning.

Love,

Victoria