Category: Daily Notes

 

My daughter and I had interesting dream experiences last night.  I really don’t know what to call these anymore.  Dreams make it sound like they aren’t as meaningful as are “waking” experiences.  So I shall just call them nighttime experiences.

In my nighttime experience, I had packed a small bag and went to some conference/gathering.  The people there knew me and had been expecting me.  I was quite tired and in need of water so as one of the greeters approached me and began talking to me, I told him to “please wait” and I took out my water bottle (the one I have here in my daily life).  The water was not satisfying.  I coughed and dirt came out of my mouth and the bottle.  So I excused myself and turned around – in need of real water.  I manifested a drinking fountain and walked over and took a drink.  Wow – the water was, in one word, PERFECT!  Cold and crisp and clear and absolutely pure and completely satisfying.  I was excited and relieved.  “This is the water from Home!” I said as I guzzled away.  After I had my fill, I walked back over to the group.  I said before any further conversation was to be had, I needed to go get some food – 3 days worth I said after reflecting – and said I would then need to rest.  I would see them all the next morning.  And with that, the experience ended.

I don’t know what the 3 days was about – but that felt important.  I only needed 3 days worth of food.  The part about the water was quite telling and aligns w/my feeling that nothing here – well at least very little – comes close to how things are at Home – in our Original Experience.

My daughter had an equally interesting dream – perhaps even more interesting (to me that is).  She had a dream where she was in Antarctica. She said she remembers thinking “what am I doing in Antarctica?”  She said she saw the ice chunks breaking away quickly, ice melting all over and giant Craft were emerging up and out of the ice.  That is all she recalls.

Fascinating, isn’t it?  I pause and smile – listening to her right now singing in her little sing-song way that only children do – acting out some scene with her dolls.  There is a lot of wisdom in that little person.

I was thinking of something rose said in her latest video about us only having had 4 life experiences/cycles as long as we have been inside this particular realm.  Hmmm….  Many many years ago I was doing past life hypnosis sessions.  It was at a time I was reflecting on my precious incarnation cycles.  I was able to recall 4 different cycles (not including this one) – and only the 4.  It is something I revisited off and on for a good 10-15 years and I was never able to recall any other life experiences.  I found this strange – very strange – because I KNEW I had obviously had countless experiences in a physical vessel so it perplexed me why I could not recall anything else.

Technically, if my memory is correct – if that inner “feeling” that aligned w/the memory is also correct – I have had, including this life, 5 cycles here. But who really knows what is Truth when it comes to “stuff” like that.  I know all that I desire to know will be fully revealed when all energies of deception and all of the veils of illusion/delusion are removed.

That is all for now.

Love,

Victoria

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repeat world.  ya’ll should hear how my mate says those two words.   sometimes it makes me laugh – when i pause and detach from my own sense of frustration and “what’s taking so dang long??!!”

today was the super bowl here in the states.  we did not participate.  why would i give any focus to not only a sporting event that was most likely rigged – but to an experience that holds that dark secret of being one of the biggest trafficking days?  all one would have to do is think of just one young person or adult having to endure such horror and then turn off the tv.  then there’s the halftime show.  (saw enough of those references on social media feed today.   U G H!)

we spent much of the day outside.  it was cold but sunny (another day they got wrong – it was supposed to be rainy – loved and appreciated every moment of it!).  i bundled up in layers and took off on a bike ride – a first in a few months.  my legs said “YES YES YES GO GO GO!”  made my body happy – well except for my face – the only part of my body not protected.  by the time i got home i had to apply a heated buddy on my face to dethaw.

i was thinking of yellow rose’s latest.  i would have liked to hear more info on this “green light/good to go” she said came through in the last week or two.

i continue to feel anything being played out on the political stage will simply not be in my reality – my mate continues to have the same feeling.  i don’t see a financial reset.  healing tech.  arrests.  trials.  MAYBE the next election but even at that – i just don’t have any real authentic interest in it.  if i do it is either forced or just a distraction – a temporary moment to give me something to get excited about.

i pause – and laugh as i reflect on the grocery list i wrote up last night.  end of month/beginning of month when bank account is low and bare shelves are showing up.  as i wrote it i felt this frustration of having to repeat yet again another month of the “repeat world”.  lol  so i began writing and let myself completely go stream-of-consciousness.  “butter.  eggs.  and almond milk.  AND hemp milk.  oh and some cheese.  can’t forget the greens and fruit.  oh and yes we also need some frigging flour for the frigging loaves of bread i am making now every couple of frigging days and hmm oh yes maple syrup and oh yes that’s right some potatoes for hashbrowns and yes some FRIGGING SNACKS because we can’t forget to have frigging snacks in the house….”  honestly it wasn’t funny at the time but after i wrote it i looked and laughed.

it’s a challenge.  it really is.  i do my best to focus on the little things – watch the inner words. it’s just this “it’s a new month new checks coming in make another list for food and pay the bills and watch it all disappear in the first two weeks” cycle.  that rinse and repeat.  to be utterly honest this is now feeling like i am trying to convince myself i like eating snails for dinner.  i can feel the gratitude for having them to eat – and a safe place in which to eat them – but the actual reality of the experience is simply not aligning with me deep within and there is no changing that.  we are seriously burned out in this house over it – and i know many others are as well.  i played the piano yesterday and stopped.  it just isn’t doing it for me the way it once did.

so the feeling of “job is done.  all is done here.” as rose and lisa have both shared – as well as many of lisa’s followers – seems to be solid and aligns w/some yet-to-be-seen/experienced Truth.

and that will just have to satiate me.  for now i continue to remain open to something fun – enjoyable – and new in the here-and-now to present itself to me.

love,

victoria

 

night and day.  yesterday as i spoke of – i was energized.  invigorated.

today?  absolute opposite.

and it has nothing to do with my sleep or diet or mental speak.  whatever changed came from “out there somewhere” and filtered its way into my experience – and that of my mate and child and from what i am hearing – others as well.  the common theme – very tired today.  concentration – not happening.  intense emotions coming up.  my mate tuned into this today and said the feel and thought he had was yesterday we were energized – today – drained.  the war, apparently, continues.  and i also realized – it is super bowl weekend.  need i say more?

i felt it switch last night too.  i pushed it away.  denied it.  nope – not going to happen.  i intended to remain in my power.  saged.  burned the resin.

sometimes all that we do holds little effect.  how can any of us operate at full capacity when we are operating w/o an owners manual?

that is what happens in an experience of free will.  i see this clearer and clearer – just as lisa harrison says.  free will was the operating system here and it is vastly different than freedom.  i am left to ponder how much we CAN do to change that over – to end free will and bring in freedom.

how do we do that?  

energetically there is enough of us “in the know” about this.  i see countless numbers of people commanding freedom – coming from within.

why this has not “over-ridden” the other program here – i am perplexed by that.

this need not be slow.  change can happen fast.  any game/program of “power over” delays.

still feeling the void – that empty space – when i tune in and seek guidance. this is more than a void actually – i am feeling cut off today.

my feel – feel the boundaries w/in.  not only firmly state what you desire but give a resolute “NO” to any other experience that tries to impinge its way in here that is not supportive of freedom.  and keep at it until….

the needs for february ~ unusually expensive utility bill due to an issue with the toilet which we have since fixed – a winter electric bill – fluoride filters for our water unit and supplements.  i don’t know what else to say about my finances – it feels like i have been cut off in that area as well including new ideas to increase the b’s (benjamins).

and with that – i will end this piece.

love,

victoria

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Ok first I put the “higher self” in quotes as I don’t feeeeeeel what has been referred to as “higher self” is of Us (in the QHHT sessions).

So…..I listened to One Harmony’s latest last night.  He said a very strange thing is happening:  our “higher selves” are not coming through on QHHT sessions now.  He said he also heard from many other practitioner’s who are reporting on the same thing.

My take – this is a GOOD thing.  I began to feeeeeel over a year ago that many of these QHHT sessions were receiving and sharing matrix programs. I grew very weary of hearing how we “chose” these experiences (always of torture and trauma – you notice that theme??).  I could not resonate w/that nor could I resonate w/how I made a “contract” with another to watch them die or experience trauma.  My goodness – it is BEYOND time to let go of all of that nonsense.  It is their program.

Would any of you wish any of this on your own child?  The trauma and the suffering and the struggle and the “pull yourself up on your own and get out there and take all you can”?  This entire experience has been a sham from the word “go” and deep within every one of us know it.

So….as I said – this is a good sign, imho.  It could also explain why many of us have felt cut off and in a void for awhile.  I DO feel there IS a grander part of Who We Are and if ANYTHING has been cut off from us it is that. Certainly the ability to tap into our Pure Potential has been a huge challenge – at times impossible.  In an Original Organic experience, that is simply who we are at every moment.

For any act of withholding is deception and deception is their agenda and I stopped consenting to that agenda long ago.

So….I welcome this recent “strange” activity.  I think we are going to see some “red pilling/questioning/awakening” going on in that community. Anyone wanting to talk with me about this – I am here to listen and support.

If it doesn’t feel like love – if it doesn’t feel supportive of what YOU need and desire – it is not worth giving focus/attention to.

That is all for now.

Love,

Victoria

 

schumann continues with that annoooooying “here i come WHAM there i go bye here i come again WHAM”….today felt like i was in a blender being shaken until i screamed….surrendered…went poof….gave up….take your pick.  so i did a bit of everything.  what got me centered (at least for a time) – one moment of kindness from someone – asking me if my family had enough food.  so much better (for me) than being ignored, challenged or given unasked for advice.  a simple question.

love is simple…and can break through the most chaotic storm – at least soothe it some.

it is early evening here and i am absolutely wiped.  mate as well.  time for some sleep.  things continue to feel different and i am not sure what this is about.  as i am seeing – thinking my way out of an experience in which i don’t align and thinking my way through all that is going on out there – that way of seeking “truth” doesn’t really come from focused logic (thankful for that as that part of me doesn’t work so well now) – but rather from allowing Truth to flow in and from me.  it’s far too quiet for me but it’s all i have now as a “tool”.

here’s the latest schumann and a couple of odd lasco captures.

 

ggrrr….you can stop the slamming jabs….give me the bubbles of bliss please….

 

explosions?

 

love,

victoria

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one word:  UGH

the energies feel jarring.  jagged.  harsh.  and heavy.  and yet – as far as “time” – that felt “fast” today.  so overall….last week was smoother. this (sense of heavy and harsh) likely changed by their recent sacrifice.  i continue to feel we’re all really just in one giant room hooked up to this show so when something gets changed, we feel it immediately – especially the more “awake” we become.  the more we seek to know.

the schumann spikes – i’ve shared this before – i don’t like the feel when the frequencies do this.  pauses of “silence” followed by massive yet brief spike.  in spite of the practice i employed today of remaining neutral – it was a challenge to feel pure real Me – the way i wanted to feel.

so………i made banana coconut walnut dark chocolate cinnamon maple syrup bread.  a mouthful to say – but it turned out very moist and delicious and put some smiles on the faces in this house.

i’m also sharing an interesting capture from last night of the solar ultraviolet imager.  it wasn’t up for long – got removed pretty quickly.  the lasco continues to have missing data – including about 24 hours of it today. other than that the insanity of the others continues and today – feels like it has returned to “their” control today – of which i absolutely do not consent to.

so let us focus on speeding this movie up and bring it to an end NOW before any other being has to struggle or suffer.

love,

victoria

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Well, I feel this was one of her best ones.  We all seem to be slowly putting together the puzzle of who we are, where we are, what’s going on and where we’re “going”.

So my feels:

I had a feeling yesterday – a thought – that the energies of 2019 are still playing out.  I had hoped to feel an energy of “freedom” once 2020 appeared.  Didn’t happen.  Now I see – I feel – we haven’t really entered that cycle yet.  Maybe it’s like Lisa said – something about March to March being more of the year cycle.

And speaking of….March has always been a month for me that has felt significant.  When I had my first dream of the event in early 2017 (maybe it was early 2016) – my first feel was “march”.  That month continues to hold some meaning for me.

The pink bubble from Home that she mentions is surrounding this realm – carrying us out – I have been wearing pink socks and other items for a few months now.  I transitioned suddenly from orange/gray to wanting to wear Pink.

The “job here is done”.  Yes – I began feeling that late last year.

Very interesting to me she brings up the Ingersoll Lockwood book “The Last President”….I feel that book (and all of them that refer to Trump and family) is significant.  Lisa says in the book on the date March 4th, the dawn does not rise in America.  I am wondering if that is referring to that white mist so many of us have seen in our event/transition dreams and visions.

I like her commentary on language too.  After seeing how much our language has been manipulated, I began to feel a need to see it and use for good instead of being so focused on what I was saying – as though I may say a word that gave them power.  Fear based thinking/being.  She mentions Dr. Emoto’s work – which if you haven’t looked into his work you may want to.  He showed some amazing results when water is exposed to written and spoken word (as well as music).  Recently while sitting at the table, something within nudged me to bless my water.  So a good practice for me to return to.

I really align w/her feel that there are several frequency “fences” here – surrounding this realm.  When I have thought of being one of “them” (the others) – I can see why they would create such a thing to make the journey out, well, difficult and S L O W.  ALL things come to an end and they know this.  And like LMH, I do feel, as I mentioned yesterday, that we are on our way out.  The space this past week has felt lighter and faster (likely because it IS lighter).

Waking up through each layer – makes sense too – aligning w/others in synch then suddenly out of synch – including being in and out of synch with our personal experiences – I have been having that experience for months myself.

Now on to what I wanted to share about my own experience – my own feels that I had this morning….

Those who continue the deception – that energy is coming through now – making it easier to see.  And honestly many of them are looking quite repulsive to me.  It’s an icky energy – the visual I have is a yellowish energy. Sticky.  Heavy.  Sickly.

I woke up around 7am, went into the kitchen and my daughter followed.  She asked to return to bed with me to snuggle.  So we climb back into bed and I immediately started to return to sleep.  However I heard her say something to me – I was too out of it to be focused and I said something about “we’ll talk about it when we get up”.  Well, when we all did get up she told me about what she was sharing with me and now I wish I had fully heard or at least snapped myself awake.

She says she saw a large Blueish (like cobalt blue) light fill our living room space.  It was pretty big and it remained for at least a minute she said.  It did not scare her.  We don’t know what/who it was – but it feels quite beautiful to us all.

Speaking of frequency grids – my mate and I are creating our own and we wanted to pass it along to you all.  If “they” can make one – so can we.  And Lisa did say manifesting/creating is getting quicker and easier now – and I agree.  So if you are so inclined here is what he created (my mate was the one who created it last night):

Gold = Truth

Silver = Purity

Red = Heart/Love

Blue = Freedom.

Interesting the blue light showed up for our child to see isn’t it?  What is the one thing I speak of more than anything?  lol

F R E E D O M.

Anyway what my mate did was create in his mind and with thought these differing colors to surround our home, ourselves, family and friends.  So if you feel drawn to do the same, please do so.  And share any experiences you have w/this fun creation.

Love,

Victoria

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