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A Vision at the Piano

 

earlier this evening as i played the piano, completely in my zone, i received a vision and an impression in my heart.  i saw myself awakening – looking around and seeing some of you – and wiping the sleepiness from the mind – remembered how “close” we really are – in proximity.  in a flash we can be together ~ using outer tech and/or inner tech – or a bit of both – that is our inherent ability.

in this realm was created – installed – the experience of separation and that included our inability (certainly difficulty/blocks) to be together when we are in our own states, countries – shall i just say plots of land.  in order to see one another we must travel using such archaic tech ~ plane, car, etc.  we need to buy the tickets, the gas, pack our bags.  add in health issues and/or traveling issues, the bastards did some real trickery to keep many of the soul tribes (especially) disconnected.  i used to believe and think we chose to keep ourselves separate so we could hold the light throughout the globe.

this never felt right to me.  now i see it as just another (highly probable) program.  being in the matrix reincarnation loop/prison, we consented to agreements and contracts from a space that was due to pressure and/or no other choice – certainly not from our place of Divine Truth and Divine Creation.

ending the separation piece ends the challenge to see one another – be together.  i saw us, in this flash of a vision, gathering.  hearing the voices of one another.  holding hands.  touch.  hugs. looking into the eyes of our brother’s and sister’s and celebrating.  the grand reunion.  chills and tears with this one.  

i type this as i am listening to the rest of lisa harrison’s update.  i am about halfway through and she is speaking of the current energies calling us to go within and feeeeeel our way to our truth.  get outta the head and into the heart.  this is something many of us have been doing naturally, gradually. that’s why i do the “this is how i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel” for i know this is where i find my truth.  i may think the words to form an opinion but if my feeling body doesn’t align, i put it aside.

my mind will still grab my attention and say “hey what if that feeeeel of yours doesn’t happen?  what if it turns out to be wrong?”  feeeeeeeling into those questions, i ask how can a feeling ever be wrong?  feeling is our personal truth and simply because some mind-based creation does not happen WHEN or HOW we wish does NOT mean it NEVER will nor does it dismiss the truth OF the feeling.

to me the more i feed my feeeeeeeeeeelings the stronger they become and the stronger they become the more i KNOW what i desire WILL manifest.  it has to.  that IS Universal Law – ALL that we desire and create from Divine Heart Consciousness/Space ~ even in this low density simulation this is UL (just isn’t instant due to the frequencies and rules/systems of the prison).

and this prison IS ending because we have grown in our feeeeeeeeling bodies what we desire and we are projecting this – and in doing so – we are co-creating the ending of their game and our experience of it.

with a little help from our friends at home as well of course.

love,

victoria

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Today’s Thoughts ~ 8/16/18

 

 

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shall i say grumbles?

wow ~ the air of grumpies is collective.  spoken with several of you today and the feeling is the same.  we are done with this experience and command to be free of this realm and its virus and power-over structures.

really overly done with groundhog day.  doesn’t change the feeling even when doing something different ~ just a little diversion.  for now i focus ~ even if it is forced ~ to find moments of connection here and there when i create them.  a good metaphor ~ longing for the whole mint chocolate chip ice cream sundae ~ knowing it is your inherent right ~ or just finding some “relief”, satisfaction in having just a taste.  i want the whole shebang while still engaging in just the taste.

i don’t know what i have a stronger disdain for ~ the old system’s or the new ager’s who continue to spout all of our struggles are due to our own thoughts ~ nothing outside of us can impact us.  affect us.  harm us.  i think of the children….the trafficking….and want to scream at them.  simply ~ “WHAT ABOUT THE CHILDREN??!!”  how can one hold such a concept ~ that these children aren’t being harmed or are somehow co-creating this experience – allowing it.  i just, i just shake my head and stutter incoherent words and mumbles…  we all have trauma whether we are conscious of it or not.  NO ONE experiences this realm without it.  let us at least acknowledge that and be kind to one another and stop with the blaming of the victim. love the victim.  speak up for the victim.  or as i read last night – so beautiful – “always defend the weak”.

that and the “kill the ego” program.  and what else?  oh yes ~ we are here to suffer and learn lessons and we ain’t getting “out” until we are deemed worthy ~ i.e. fully cleansed/healed and in FULL alignment with bliss and love.  funny how some of them are in that alleged “5D” state of Being (as they claim to be) and yet they are still here.

my ability to be around anything/anyone who doesn’t align with my perceptions and feels continues to be a challenging experience.  i do have some control over that one by just letting ALL be.  that gives me some breathing room within.  return to Me.  meself.  lol  (that should be a word)

i went to one of the big box stores today.  i noticed my experience was different than in recent visits.  i did not have my special stones with me and i did not create the experience i wanted prior to the visit so i kinda made it up as i went.  it was loud.  and quite crowded.  and the energies of the people were very low.  i watched one couple who behaved like robots.  no emotion. i tried to get a read and couldn’t.  they were so shut down.  it brought tears to my eyes and i felt great compassion.  i stood close by – smiled at the husband and they did not see me nor sense me.  it was literally as though they were in one space and i was in another.

i just want the nonsense over.  the illusion.  the lies.  the deception.  the shackles undone for ALL.  the pure (REAL) freedom to “fill in the blank” returned. dark hijacked.  now we call and command The Divine to be returned NOW. in full.  and hey – no “ascension” needed!  (my perception)  as one of you said today ~ and in which i align ~ not all of these physical pains are due to our changing bodies.  some of it is indeed due to the stress of being in this realm ~ as well as the chemtrails, toxins, low frequency energies.  as linea once said ~ the “bots” thrive in this realm.  there is a lot of truth in that, i feel.

this is the weekend i will be selling some of my creations at the street fair. while i have no expectations, i do carry hope that, at the very basic level of survival i sell out what i have ~ at least half.  i’m about broke and it’s halfway through the month.  i put in a lot of hours the past month making my goodies.  the electric company is ignoring my letter (no surprise there) and is still saying i owe them an extra $200.  smart meter opt out “non standard fees”.  targeting the poor and vulnerable.  damn bullies.  off with their ass(ets).

so yes i am done.  you are done.  we are done.  in a truly creative realm, where freedom is the Prime Divine Way, we would all be having a much different experience.  i for one settle for nothing less and continue that command until…  the butterfly is ready to spread her wings and fly.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

love,

victoria

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Tonight’s Sky Captures ~ 8/16/18

 

editor’s note:  after what feels like weeks of either smoke, hazy, milky white or chemtrail laden skies, we were finally gifted with some beautiful skies tonight.  i was so grateful, i came close to crying.  enjoy.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

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Today’s Reflection’s and Observations

 

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The theme of the day comes in the form of a song (again):  “You spin me right round baby right round like a record player right round round round”.

Or however the lyrics of that 80’s tune goes.  DIZZY.  Feeling like I am suddenly falling over.  I got hit big time with this experience while in the store and thought for a moment I was going to fall over.  Magnetics are said to be intense crazy right now and this vessel is feeling it in a big way.

I am also hyper sensitive to sounds, noise, smells and all else outside of me…..as in “my goddess will I ever be able to go outside of this little bubble of mine ever again”.  My girl and I went to a clothing give away today.  This particular place holds it once a year.  We donate throughout the year and for years past, I felt good to engage in this practice.  Today, it didn’t.

It all felt like part of the old.  Just another program.  While I support recycling, reusing and the like, clothes, like all objects/items we have owned, (obviously) carry energy, and I know within we were NEVER created as Original Being’s to share clothing ~ especially in such a low frequency realm.  I have resisted this “feel” of mine for years and gone along w/the system program of “beggars can’t be choosers” and other such b.s.  I have known items we own carry energy for years so when I have picked up used items, I cleanse them, physically and energetically.  And today I was picking up on energies left and right ~ I became intensely overwhelmed.  It felt like I was thrown into a  overly crowded, small room and was picking up on everything around me.  And it was not a pleasant “everything”.  It was chaos.

As I searched through items, I knew this was the last time I would participate in such an event.  I either manifest new or create what I need with a replicator.  Period.  End of story.  I.  Was.  Done.

Grateful for what we found, but done nonetheless.

No longer will I be forced to get used items or items of lesser quality simply because some power over system of pay to live tells me such.

I.  Am.  Done.

I am not angry.  Not this time.  Simply I am energetically done.

The sensitivity to smells is also at a new level.  While driving home, my girl decided to put on her hand sanitizer.  I let her pick up some stuff from the dollar tree last year.  Normally I use organic/naturally based hand cleansing wipes.  Normally I can handle the smell of her hand cleaner she uses on the rare occasion (she knows I do not like it).

Normally.  lol  Not today.  I did not know she had put it on until after the fact.  The smell made me so dizzy (as if I wasn’t already wonked enough), I honestly thought I would pass out.  I told her to put her hands out the window as I struggled to breath and maintain focus on the road.  The smell continued and it wasn’t until I realized she had just put the bottle out the window that I had to again remind her to put her hands out the window ~ to close the bottle and keep THAT inside the car.

It was quite the scene.  (the bottle has since been tossed in the garbage)

We also made a stop at the local church (catholic ~ yuck!) to drop off some more “stuff” from the trunk.  As I entered the thrift store (the place I donate to), I was asked if I could bring my items to donate inside the church as the normal room for dropping off items was too packed.

“You mean inside THE church?” I asked.  I am so repulsed with churches, especially the c. church and the last time I went inside was earlier this year just to show my daughter where her mom was baptized and well the experience was unpleasant and made us both feel sick inside.  Dark, heavily oppressive, sticky energy.  We left quickly.  The thrift store we visit at times, I am ok w/that.  For a short time that is.  The church?  Whole other experience.

The woman gives me a strange look as in “uh yes how odd of a question is that” and says “yes”.  So I said ok and took the bag of stuff, literally held my breath (I am laughing now as I type this), put up my bubble, told my girl to hold the door open, and ran down the hallway, put the bag on the table and ran back outside, letting out my breath.

And yes ~ the energy was thick and heavy and oppressive.

I am feeling all of these experiences today as my inner Me awakening, speaking, communicating (quite loudly now) “saying” I no longer resonate with, well, anything of this realm that is part of the old control system.  Not one bit of it.

I am a complete, utter, totally, fully, wonderfully disconnected/out of tune/out of frequency complete mismatch.

That sings to me, in the midst of my “you spin me right round baby”, beautiful, loving energies pulling me Home.

So it is.

Love,

Victoria

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Brief Energy/Feeeeeeeeeeeel Experience

 

whew, well i am feeling between two world’s/realms once again.  i got the feel tonight in the shower that another piece of fractal me has left the building.  is it possible that the “we” here in this realm is being slowly integrated into the “WE” in the new realm?

i was feeling more or less “normal” (which of course is a whole new “norm” than it was in years past) until around dinner time when i felt a freight train ran through my head.  wonky weirdness.  as i sat down to eat i thought i just was not hungry, but then proceeded to scarf down a huge amount of food ~ and oddly enough not feeling full.  satisfied, yes but full?  nope.

i seemed to “recover” so headed out on a bike ride with my girl.  while at the park, i announced it was time to ride again when suddenly my vision got really crazy ~ blurry but not in a normal way ~ this felt like it was coming outside of me.  i can’t describe it.  then my body felt very wobbly and for a moment i thought this vessel was not going to allow me to bike ride home.

i regained myself – or should i say my self – then headed home.  after being home for a few, i began to feel i was being pulled into another realm again.

i am also sensing i am forgetting each day’s event quicker.  like say for dinner last night – i cannot recall what i ate.  when did i last go to the store? was it today?  I DO NOT KNOW!  lol

i also felt the beginning of the overall body pain and itching i have experienced when new “stuff” is happening to the vessel.  so far today/tonight that has been a here and there thing and not constant.

so speaking of food i am suddenly hungry again.  and quite thirsty as well.  i have begun juicing grapes.  that has had a purifying affect on my body.  it just feels good ~ like i am super charging my cells.  table grapes grow all over this part of the state so finding mass quantities right now is easy.

i had a wonderful conversation with a woman in my neighborhood who runs a produce stand – all food coming from her own amazing yard.  she takes payment via paypal.  when i told her how i use it for this site for donations and payments, she informed me i could do as she does – set it up to take payments from friends and family and that way i get 100% of the funds. wow!  i did not know that.  may as well be me keeping all of the money instead of some big corporate outlet taking 10%.  as long as it doesn’t mess with how i have it set up here….as i have said, computer tech is not a language in which i am well versed.

aside from that ~ the current song running through my mind the past 2 days ~ a new one ~ “love is like a rock”  “you can’t depend on your preacher…..you can’t depend on your teacher…..you can’t depend on politicians…….you can’t depend on your doctor…………you can’t rely on your lawyer………love can rock you….never stop you…..love is like a rock”  a jamming little tune from my era.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

how are you all doing?

much love,

victoria

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We’ve Got The Music Within ~ Time is NOW to Write Our Own Song”

 

I had a very interesting dream experience last night.  I was working in an office environment, which to me feels like a prison.  Been there, done that. Many times.  I walked in late ~ interestingly enough at 1pm (don’t know if there is significance in that).  As I did a woman named “Mary” said she needed to talk to me and said I had to come to her office.  I knew she was terminating me and so I reflected ~ do I go see her and listen to her criticize me?  Power over me?  I knew my answer ~ absolutely not.

So I went to my desk, packed up my stuff and said to all of the other staff around me I had an announcement to make.  I said “I know most of you don’t like me or resonate with me and I also know you all know I am being fired from this place.  So you can tell Mary for me I don’t need to see her. I’m leaving.”

So I walk out and thoughts began entering my mind.  Should I have given notice?  Nope to that thought.  Should I call my husband (I was suddenly concerned what he would say)?  I had to tune in and ask “who is my husband in this dream?”  lol  Anyway, nope to that thought.

Then I had thoughts of money.  Would I get unemployment and what would happen for me financially after unemployment ran out.  Nope, no need to take on that thought either.

With each thought, I could feel myself getting lighter.  I could feel myself detaching energetically as I walked further and further away from the illusion of b.s. and control I had been experiencing.

By this point I am outside and all I see is traffic, major congestion and saw the road to travel back to wherever I was living at the time.

Nope.  Not needing nor having that experience either.

So I then said I want rural.  Quiet.  Peaceful.  And wala ~ the road immediately changes scenery to a country road.  No cars.  Lots of trees and lots of openness.  (and don’t you just KNOW we have this ability to do this? we are REALM CREATOR’S!  all of this “your memories are wiped so you focus on the task at hand here” is more matrix b.s.  nonsense!  if we are creator being’s then we have ALL of our “parts” available to do just that! if not we are just half-assed creator’s and we KNOW Source of ALL and Source of US does not resonate with that nonsense.  seriously this is no different than if the system says “you must build this car” but then the system says “you cannot be given the tools you need nor the help nor the money nor the support you are on your own – oh and you have no memory of how to build this car – we took this from you as well – oh and you gotta get approval and you gotta compete along the way – good luck!” while the new age and religious community chants “you signed up for this.  this is for your own good.  you need to learn lessons.  you have karma to clear.”  see how insane this all is??)

Back to my dream.  Each decision ~ I felt lighter and I awoke saying “Nova Gaia” over and over, the feeling in my heart was equally powerful in longing and peace.

No more of this longing stuff.  The time is NOW for all to come into Physical Reality.  No more will I just allow for this “energy only” stuff.  The energy I am creating within MUST now produce a Physical Result of MY FULLY CONSCIOUS CREATION.

It is NOW time to sing my own song.

I do this by commanding my freedom NOW.

I command the return of my memories NOW.

I command the return of my abilities NOW.

All that was taken in this virus is returned NOW.

Divine is NOW all restored within.

Now what was interesting was after I had this dream and wrote down the above upon awakening, I check my e-mail and one of you beautiful Souls had sent me the following:

“…We are seeing what we couldn’t see before. We are feeling what we couldn’t feel. We are remembering what we once knew.  There’s no stopping this momentum now. It’s no longer happening on just an energy level. It’s landed in mainstream Main Street physical reality. Old powers don’t like it but c’est la vie. It’s our turn to take the wheel…”

YES to that.  YES YES and YES.

Love,

Victoria

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Today’s Funtime/playtime Creator Being Experience

 

so i am trying to play with this creator thing the past two days.  are the incoming energies allowing for this to become easier (the way it’s supposed to be)?  as i shared with my mate tonight, it is my absolute knowing that creating is inherently a natural experience for us.  these things called “blocks” are often lower energies/frequencies even programs saying “not allowed”, “this is supposed to be difficult”, etc.  in the ALL there are NO blocks.  as long as we are creating from love ~ not seeking to harm another ~ creating is fluid and easy.  that is what we are returning to ~ back in full alignment with the Supportive Universe.  or so i feeeeeeeeeeeel.

so having had quite easy success of this yesterday, i decided to try it again today.  as i got into the car, i noticed the clock ~ 2:22.  heading out i was pondering how to travel to my destination.  i wanted quiet and ease.  i thought “i am a creator being and i can create my own reality”.  as i had that thought i was guided to look at the odometer:  44:4.  that fired me up.  “ok then,” i said, smiling.  “let’s play with this.”

as i drove, i would see a car up front.  “go,” i would say, waving my hand to guide it in the direction i wanted it to go.  yeah ~ it worked.

ok then.  i tried it 2 more times.  same result.  i then knew i was coming to 2 of the more major roads.  i had no desire to wait for a line of traffic.  i had a quick vision of clear roads and said this would be easy to travel through.

it was.

as i grew closer to my destination, i was guided to look at several license plates.  each one, i kid you not, had the “44” somewhere on the plate.  by this point i was feeling so giddy and light, i thought i may just take this vehicle and morph it into a flying craft.  as i do not know where the nearest interstellar library is, i opted for ground travel.

the way home i tried it out and again, had the same experience.

as far as personal experiences/symptoms, both my mate and i have been ravishingly thirsty.  where this water is going, we have no idea but some part of us is obviously needing it.  cellular upgrading?  purging?  (i would say more of the purge given my body purging experiences).  and last night we both had to use the bathroom frequently (unusual for me).

the feeling of being in a holding pattern ~ feeling as though i am on stage playing a role and the REAL ME is getting prepared to reveal herself.  oooh that is a good description ~ just came to me.

i am having more moments of bliss recently which is quite nice.  feeling more of a deeper connection now.  perhaps this is partly due to me just allowing myself to feel whatever thought and accompanying emotion i have.  no judgment.  i just go with it and let it be there.

so yeah….stomach issues getting better.  i made coconut oil, maple syrup brownies (also used greek yogurt) tonight that WOW ~ really moist and delicious.  so….i am able to eat more without the belching and distress i was having early in the month…that interestingly enough began on july 31st. something indeed HUGE did happen on that date and i tuned in last night to get a better feel for this.  and i received a vision with a quick description and thought “get up and record this before you forget” and in my sleepy state i said “i’ll remember” and of course i didn’t or else i would share it.  so instead i will say confirmation came that this date DID mark the ending and beginning of change ~ liberation is the word i am getting now so i will use that and leave it at that.

below is a picture i took before sitting down to write this piece.  the song felt good to my heart and body and i was guided to look at the title.  yes. innerpeace444.  perfect.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart-2″ wrap=”i”]

let me know how you’re all doing.

love,

victoria

 

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Diane Schuur ~ I Wanna Go Home

 

editor’s note:  a song very present in my heart right now.  oh wow, is it all but crushing me.  allowing it in and out.  i picked up this CD of hers in the early 90’s.  yeah while all of my friends were listening to Nirvana, Pearl Jam, i was really into this kind of music.  still am.  i’ve always been “older” than my peers in this regard.  my goddess ~ her voice ~ AMAZING!  enjoy the smooth, emotionally charged voice of Miss D.  LOVE the sax solo too.  oooh what smooth jazz does to my Soul.  in a parallel realm ~ perhaps the next one over ~ i am a jazz singer.  no joke.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”cool” wrap=”i”]

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Today’s Feel ~ Discombobulated

 

nothing much i am reading today is resonating with me ~ nor is it providing me any “good” sort of feelings.  in particular is the “ascension” topic.  here is a run down of what i have read.  this will be easy as it doesn’t ever really change.

april was tough.  kicked our ass.  but we came through and released x y z.

may.  wow may was a doozy, wasn’t it?  kicked our ass again but hey we came through.

june.  june was interesting.  we purged and got our asses kicked but at the end it felt like we were just about ready to break free and fly the magic unicorn outta here.

then came july.  long month.  enduring.  we burped and belched and lived half our day in the bathroom with this one.  but hey – we are ALMOST there, right?  well maybe not because now comes august.

august.  apathy.  lots of body pain.  more purging.  more enduring.  more ass-kicking.  but hey this is the price we pay for choosing to live in this shit pit, right?

can we talk?  can we get real?  can we get out of this elusive “never-ending” speak?

good.

LOVE ACTS NOW.

LOVE DOES NOW.

love sees those trapped in a prison and steps in and helps.  pulls them out. does whatever it can without saying “nope you aren’t quite ready to deserve this lovely gift of freedom”.

does anyone else speak this way but me???

am i the only one???

am i to continue to live/think/do/be feeling like i have no one to talk to and who understands this about me – other than through this computer?  (which i am so grateful for but DAMN – this life has become too damn lonely for me and i am sick of it.  just god damn sick of it.)

where is Source?  the Source in me says ENOUGH.  E N O U G H.

end this show.

end this lie.

end this prison.

FREE US ALL NOW.

at least give ALL the chance NOW TO BE FREE.

this is not difficult to grasp.

if all of us would begin to create that energy space instead of spending so much time focused on all of this additional “work” we “have” to do….this “earning the right” to b.s…………..maybe

just maybe……..

we could all break outta here.

love,

victoria

 

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Today’s Reflections ~ 8/7/18

 

i awoke around 10 ’til 6am and put myself in a very deep state of gratitude.  all was beautiful ~ i began drifting off to sleep only to be awoken by a loud BANG explosion outside.  power went out.  i knew the fuse on the line on the corner had blown or something similar.  i crawled out of bed as my child and mate, suddenly jolted out of deep sleep, were trying to get their bearings.

i called in the outage, and we all crawled back in to bed.  my child and mate fell back asleep but i remained awake.  i have this claustrophobic issue ~ like many of us ~ becoming uncomfortable when feeling trapped whether that is in traffic, in line or in a hot, stuffy room.  we are in the beginning of a mini heat wave and all i could think of was “damn, no a/c.  how long is this going to take to repair?”  the monkey chatter was off and running.  after a bit i said ok enough.  no more fear thinking.  tune inward.  there is a part of me that knows what happened and knows when this will be fixed.  the multi-dimensional all happening in the NOW me.

it took awhile.  maybe 20 minutes.  i’m not sure ~ my mind kept running off in fear mode but i kept returning to BIG ME within.  all knowing ME.  i was not going to let the answer come from my brain.

in a flash i felt “animal” – bird of squirrel – was the cause and power would be back on by 8.  i thought 8pm?  and heard “2 hours”.  which would be 8am.

ok then.  i began feeling my appreciation for the ability to cool ourselves on hot days.  to cook our meals.  even though yes it is archaic old tech, it’s all we have now and i DO appreciate how it provides us with the basic means to cook our meals and keep our bodies warm when needed, cool other times.  in doing so i drifted off to sleep.

i was awoken by the sound of the power returning, fans coming back on.  i stumbled into the bathroom – looked at the clock:  8:00am exact.  lol

we later found out a bird was the cause (it did not survive of course).  that brought up sadness and reaffirms the knowing how much we deeply need new everything so that such events do not happen again.

my family was still asleep, so i crawled back under the cool sheets, fan blowing on me, and quickly returned to sleep.

when i awoke later, i lay there thinking and feeling.   i had this feel that these incoming energies are like putting codes into our bodies ~ but are not yet activated. perhaps that happens after the event ~ the accumulation of the final energy (which i feel we are in now).  it’s like uploading a program on a computer but not running it.  only when you run it does it operate – come online.  hope that makes sense.  that’s what i felt/heard.

another interesting experience to share ~ last night prior to drifting off to sleep i spoke to my subconscious and said dreams were no longer necessary and in fact, i did not want to have them unless they were guided by ME and created by ME and at that, only if they were to visit the New Realm.  check things out.  i said the beLIEf that dreams were necessary for processing and healing was a false program.  the astral plane was put in place as a means of (easily) siphoning off our energy and putting more fear into our minds.  i’m done with it

and, i did not dream last night.

if dreaming produced healing, we would all be healed by now, right?  well, that is my “feel”.

a couple of interesting “hmmm’s” i am observing right now.  roseanne barr (you tube page) put up a video this morning, showing a black left eye.  she claims she fell on her head.  it could indicate she was paid a visit and she was letting her viewers know this.  who knows.  i’ve long been on the fence about her as i feel she was handled in the past.  maybe still is.  who knows.  anyway along that same line of observing, alex jones showed up in a video last week with a very red and swollen left eye as well.  he was on a rant about how he was going to quit the channel, quit his work, he was done, etc.  i stopped watching his “stuff” months ago but was guided to check out this particular video.  now there is a huge stir around “alex jones channel has been removed”.  my take is this is a diversion to rile us up.  maybe a poke by the d.s. to see how many people will take the bait and get involved and cry out “bring jones back!”  again, i am being observer in this one – not giving it any of my energy – just pointing out what i have observed.

other than that, my mate and i had an interesting conversation about the event, the event horizon, black holes and the sun.  i recorded it and may share it tomorrow (in written form).  i am trying to put it to words now and my mind is saying “stop” so i will.  too tired to put together any further puzzles at the moment.

oh – well i can share current energy symptoms – very much in alignment w/jenny schiltz.  burping WOW.  being hungry but nothing seems to align with my body much.  (where is the new and new food for this changing vessel???  lol)  today my energy was either SUPER charged – lots of energy and totally blissed out/grateful (wow on that one ~ i was like “it’s about time!!” and it came through me on its own – no effort on my part.  i indeed noticed that.  it IS our natural state.)

so that’s that.  i will leave you with a couple of tunes i listened to – both of them inspire me, align me and empower me.  may they do the same for you.

lotso love,

victoria

 

Published on Oct 8, 2009

 

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