Category: Daily Notes

according to the graph lisa harrison put together (of the numbers leeloo shared) today we are at 6.250 ~ set to double tomorrow, continuing that pattern until Tuesday the 28th when we are set to reach 100% completion.  does this mean the event? my feel and under and inner~standing is it marks the end of the 7th wave and this event experience will very soon follow.

the white patterns showing up on the mimic ~ which I have been following/observing/sharing off and on the past year ~ have intensified. here is the most recent image:

dutchsinse, along w/the Cats (at schrodinger’s other cat blog) call these “wave x”.  (it’s essentially big waves of electromagnetic frequency).  dutch says this pattern will only intensify quite dramatically next week.  all seems to be lining up for some huge shift next week ~ data points, intel, graphs, visions, messages received.  and suspicious observers ~ an overall pretty mainstream guy on youtube put out a video speaking of rapid pole reversal and deep destabilization.  as he says the earthquake uptake is raging ~ and “strangely”.  so even though these two aren’t embracing the concept of the event or the matrix simulation, they are both rather freaking out over the intense energy occurrences and how fast all is changing.

there are also some channels speaking of ripples showing up on the sun and moon.  bruce sees all had a video up last night on youtube showing a ripple showing up on the moon.

given all is energy frequency, these wave x patterns (which some say are coming from w/in earth, others outside of this realm ~ i lean towards outside of our realm) ~ are changing the frequency all around the realm.

home, anybody?  breaking down the matrix grid anybody?

hands raised?

ME TOO!

i also tuned in to the simulation ~ in particular the mindset of one who would create such a situation.  i have a rare blood type (off world, linked to those who allegedly altered our DNA) and i feel – i know – this gives me the ability to tune in to their way of thinking.  i’ve done it before.  if i were to create such a simulation, i would make sure i had a variety of safety checks (what we would call booby traps) in place for when others caught on to what had happened and decided to end it.  i had a vision of a variety of wires you would see attached to a bomb.  not that this is a literal vision ~ more like a metaphor.  anyway a being would need to know which wire to cut ~ and given there are many ~ expertise is needed in undertaking such a venture. cut the wrong wire and you go “kaboom” only to have that particular area of the simulation replaced.  so that’s as far as i have chosen to go with that one.  know thy “enemy” without becoming them, right?

on to the next share….

today in the shower i heard “final ops” ~ then had the vision of a sling shot followed by another vision of one being pulled up and out of quicksand.  in my dreams last night both my child and i were connecting with some family members ~ the same 2.  and speaking with my new earth brother, he said he had a vision last night of people uniting with families on a stage, some leaving together, others saying good-bye.  upon waking up this morning, i had some tears to release.  deep pain over the connection i have felt with these particular 2 beautiful souls.  the connection surpasses the human self and concept of family.  as i cried i was called to look at the television.  synchronicity.  a few moments later, i felt some hope return, again was guided to look at the television to see more synchronicity.  and last night before going to bed, turning off the lights, etc. again i was guided to look at the television for one final message.  all 3 photos i took are below.

we are being prepped.  guided. i feel it.  i know it.  my mate is having similar experiences.  and like many of us feel, this has gone on longer than anticipated/intended.  and yet like the plan under team Q, those timelines have changed as well.  when you are in a war, whether it is literal or energetic or a bit of both, NO ONE in ANY dimension or of any ability can give precise dates.  shit happens.  plans change.  but the goal ~ the end result of the plan remains the same and given the mass scale taking place with the plan(s) being carried out here, this time failure is not an option.

success has already been predetermined.  we have already done this.  we are just playing catch up to the timeline where the outcome intended has already been achieved.  this is the game that was played in the realm of separation.

freedom is the outcome.

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love to all of you ~

victoria

last night’s message:

this morning’s messages:

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i awoke trembling within ~ again ~ this after going to bed and falling asleep having the same experience.  magnetics.  schumann.  solar energies.  dna changes. who knows at this point.  i just go with it, although i did tune in and had the vision of my cells vibrating.

i go about my day ~ listening to some news stuff in the background ~ feeling the insanity and chaos of all of that.  and yet as i am out and about today i didn’t have that experience or sense that those around here are in chaos.  all felt neutral and at times, peaceful.  how much of the political stuff is just hyped?  part of the simulation?

ah, the simulation.  this mandela effect thing is really sinking in today. sure, i’ve heard of it ~ researched it in the early days of my website.  linked some stuff.  but i didn’t fully dive in to understand the meaning of it all.  now i get it.  the mandela effect is proof we live in a simulation ~ an environment that has been heavily controlled ~ altered, changed up without our permission. funny, isn’t it, how many in the new age community swear by the motto that we don’t control a thing except for our responses (and such a beautiful thing happens when we surrender to that) ~ only the ego wishes to control and we have to let go of all of that.

more programming perhaps?  if i am not in control of my life, then who is?

if you are not in control of your life, then who is?

and doesn’t that bother the sheot out of you?  it does me.

this same philosophical train of thought will then say if your life isn’t going as you wish, then only YOU can take the reigns of control.  we need not focus that these matrix controllers/creators poison the air, water, food and command we pay them money to live.  we’ll just put all of that aside.

wow.  head spinning 101.

so many thoughts ran through my mind as i processed this.  while i am angry over partaking of this simulation, i am more interested in ending it, getting out.  is this happening?  i have no proof of this.  i have a lot of data and visions ~ from others, some from self including a message i received in the shower this morning that came with a vision.  i suddenly saw a misty veil that parted and i could see a council of people meeting then received a message before having the experience end as quickly as it started.  i am only comfortable saying the message came with a number of days.  i passed this on to one i speak with daily, often numerous times – just the 2 words. nothing else.  nothing about the vision or who i felt was there.  he then wrote and told me he received the same message (only he received a date which aligned w/the timing of what i had received) and went on to tell me who came through (same Being) and mentioned a meeting.

i put these pieces together with the one event dream i had (the one that convinced me that maybe this thing was the real deal and not just some fantasy) ~ how the tree, the focal point of the dream, looked ~ the time of year, the weather (the long term forecast aligns w/the weather in the event dream)….anyway all of these puzzle pieces are coming together and now i just wait.

apparently.

control.  again.  it comes back to control.  and trust.  trust in not only myself but that there ARE Beings who are helping and who as well want to see this simulation end and have worked/assisted to make it so.  a hugely cosmic multi-dimensional happening.

trusting in things i cannot (yet) see.  a challenge for me.  i remain a “prove it” and a “i’ll believe when i see” type of Being.

even all of these graphs i check daily ~ and continue to attempt to understand their signatures ~ it’s still NASA/gov stuff ~ still part of the simulation.  how far DOES this simulation go?  are our bodies even real?  obviously they have been altered but honestly, what is real here?

which brings me to feeling.  and love.  consciousness.  it all begins with consciousness.  and love is the pure result of that, i feel.

so it was a nice little gift from Life tonight on the way home from the library, where i was tired and a little uncomfortable driving, to turn on the radio and hear the piece by Sublime ~ What I Got.  “love is what i got”.

consciousness ~ love ~ is the one thing that while it can be muted, cannot be distinguished.  nowhere.  no how.  no way.  it always remains and rises up out of the most horrific of situations.

and if my consciousness is correct, we are on the cusp of busting free.

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victoria

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wowser!

the purging is begun again.  today i began feeling the longing for home and what i know has once been REAL.  full return of Who I Am.  merging of all of my scattered pieces.  Bliss.  Love.

i am also purging some stuff related to my pregnancy.  the pregnancy was amazing ~ easy ~ beautiful (of course some issues of heartburn and leg cramps that would send me flying out of bed at 5am – but those issues are just part of the experience) ~ it was life at the time.  surgeries for my mate. an eviction threat.  i looked back on that today in amazement at how well both of us handled it all.  i know too there was a lot of stress and i know babies pick up on that.  i know i did all i could to keep that to a minimal but i know somewhere she remembers.  and wow, you know?  the last thing any parent wants to do is pass along stress or harm to their child in any way.

and yet again…………this realm does just that.  gets ya from the get go.  no more.  love freedom now.  some are feeling this excitement ~ bliss.  i have had a few moments like that recently.  today?  no.  today it is the purging.

purging as well as going through old stuff.  i know of some who are moving or packing up or ridding themselves of old stuff.  i feel, for me, that i am cleaning up this space to leave it beautiful as a way of honoring this space in which i have resided.  we got rid of some old junk because new, beautiful replacements came along.  at first i was like NO NOT MORE STUFF but then i tuned within and heard “enjoy this while you are still in this realm”.  it felt like a gift of beauty ~ and i decided to take it.  so much of our stuff is old or used.  there IS a pure energy in something that is new, unused.  you can put your own energy into it.  and there IS a pureness to something that is clean.

it’s all energy!

i just finished up going through our girl’s clothes ~ taking out a lot of items she either doesn’t wear or no longer fit.  i have some messages out for mama’s of younger girl’s who may wish to have them.  i also went through some of my own clothing last night (and i am not yet done) ~ i actually threw some of it away.

purging.  emotionally.

physically.

ah and i see KP is having the same/similar experience.  i will share that one next.

how are all of you doing?

love,

victoria

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Today was the day of the local street fair event.  I worked on my creations for over a month.  I bought the supplies.  I also practiced my songs, for part of what I was selling today was (donation-based)  my music.  I sat outside for almost 5 hours.  I played for over 2.  Here is the result:

I sold one bracelet for $5 and had a $1 donation for my music.

I had numerous very positive comments on both my bracelets and my music.  People stopped.  Listened.  Asked questions.

And yet, as for whatever reasons completely unknown to me and perhaps I need no longer care, which I would if food, etc. were free, I seem to repel making money.  I could check my thoughts although I know plenty of people who hate the money system and still make a good living at it so that isn’t it.

It is something cosmic.  Is it a negative force?  Am I being called at a Higher Level?  I don’t know.  And I don’t care right now.  What I do care about, what is causing my belly to clench, is how often I put myself, my gifts, my Higher Gifts, out there and do not receive in return what I intend, desire, etc.  Or very little alignment w/the energy of efforts in terms of money flowing back to me.

I know I said I had no expectations.  I guess I was lying to myself.

I expected to make a good amount of money.  I did set the intention and visualized selling over half of my bracelets.  I also saw people tossing in dollar bills listening to me play.  Damn, people do that all over this town for the busker’s.  Today though?  With me?

I don’t get it.

Maybe I should just stop giving of myself and sit out at the corner with a sign saying “Money needed.  Anything helps.  Thank you.”  People do that all over this city and the masses give them money.  I don’t like that idea.  I like the idea of an exchange of energy.  But apparently “liking” something to make money doesn’t matter because if it DID I would be making far more.

Crap, you know?  Donations are even down on my site in spite of subscribers increasing.

I’m just disillusioned.  My heart is aching a good deal right now over this. This goddess is very hurt at how I have shared of myself and gotten very little in return for the amount of energetic investment I put forth.

Sometimes there are no answers.  Perhaps that is how it was designed here. Perhaps that is part of the programming.  Some people thrive, others struggle to survive.

I’m ready to put the struggle to bed.  I’m far too gifted and willing to share to struggle in this manner any longer.

Other than that, to end on a positive, I DID enjoy myself.  I did an experiment with the piano.  I began by playing cover’s and while people would listen, few stopped and listened.  But then I switched it up, closed my eyes (to get into my zone, my heart-space) and played one of my most intense originals ~ a song of how we are all a part of the same life and wow. That’s when people stopped and listened.  Some really listened intensely (mostly the younger crowd ~ which gave me chills).

So while I may not jive and vibe with the whole pay to live money system, I do vibe with the All at the Cosmic Level.  And that will have to be my gift for now.  Some day very soon that will be payment to put food on my table, right?

Speaking of, off to put together some dinner.  Until next time…

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Victoria

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earlier this evening as i played the piano, completely in my zone, i received a vision and an impression in my heart.  i saw myself awakening – looking around and seeing some of you – and wiping the sleepiness from the mind – remembered how “close” we really are – in proximity.  in a flash we can be together ~ using outer tech and/or inner tech – or a bit of both – that is our inherent ability.

in this realm was created – installed – the experience of separation and that included our inability (certainly difficulty/blocks) to be together when we are in our own states, countries – shall i just say plots of land.  in order to see one another we must travel using such archaic tech ~ plane, car, etc.  we need to buy the tickets, the gas, pack our bags.  add in health issues and/or traveling issues, the bastards did some real trickery to keep many of the soul tribes (especially) disconnected.  i used to believe and think we chose to keep ourselves separate so we could hold the light throughout the globe.

this never felt right to me.  now i see it as just another (highly probable) program.  being in the matrix reincarnation loop/prison, we consented to agreements and contracts from a space that was due to pressure and/or no other choice – certainly not from our place of Divine Truth and Divine Creation.

ending the separation piece ends the challenge to see one another – be together.  i saw us, in this flash of a vision, gathering.  hearing the voices of one another.  holding hands.  touch.  hugs. looking into the eyes of our brother’s and sister’s and celebrating.  the grand reunion.  chills and tears with this one.  

i type this as i am listening to the rest of lisa harrison’s update.  i am about halfway through and she is speaking of the current energies calling us to go within and feeeeeel our way to our truth.  get outta the head and into the heart.  this is something many of us have been doing naturally, gradually. that’s why i do the “this is how i feeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeel” for i know this is where i find my truth.  i may think the words to form an opinion but if my feeling body doesn’t align, i put it aside.

my mind will still grab my attention and say “hey what if that feeeeel of yours doesn’t happen?  what if it turns out to be wrong?”  feeeeeeeling into those questions, i ask how can a feeling ever be wrong?  feeling is our personal truth and simply because some mind-based creation does not happen WHEN or HOW we wish does NOT mean it NEVER will nor does it dismiss the truth OF the feeling.

to me the more i feed my feeeeeeeeeeelings the stronger they become and the stronger they become the more i KNOW what i desire WILL manifest.  it has to.  that IS Universal Law – ALL that we desire and create from Divine Heart Consciousness/Space ~ even in this low density simulation this is UL (just isn’t instant due to the frequencies and rules/systems of the prison).

and this prison IS ending because we have grown in our feeeeeeeeling bodies what we desire and we are projecting this – and in doing so – we are co-creating the ending of their game and our experience of it.

with a little help from our friends at home as well of course.

love,

victoria

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