Ever notice how we are told by “those in control” or those in the know to “wait” for the helpful, positive, healing things?
Rape happens in a quick few moments.
Murder.
Theft.
Military personnel take out entire villages and communities in moments.
But yet when we want peace and freedom we are told to “wait”.
I do not consent to that.
Let me repeat that:
I DO NOT CONSENT TO THAT.
It is a deception. A trick.
Matrix programs.
Rip that shit out of the energy body in this moment.
Speaking today with a dear friend who needs a new knee. His only option offered in this realm is knee replacement surgery. His other option is to wait until he ends up in a wheel chair.
My own mate, who has a chronic health ailment as well as one bad knee and one knee that is also needing attention. He is facing the same situation and yet with his already fragile health, does he have the strength to undergo such a surgery? The knee they offer only lasts 5-10 years. Then what?
Seriously? Then what? Deal with it again when one is older?
It enrages me inside to know we have technology that others politely say is being repressed or withheld when in truth it is being stolen from us – technology that can heal my friend and my mate and countless others easily and quickly.
I can no longer be quiet about this.
I will no longer consent.
For every second this tech is being stolen from us, people die.
For every second this tech is being stolen from us, people suffer unnecessarily.
I don’t give a shit what reason someone may present as to why this has not been released to the people.
There is no justifiable reason. Love cannot provide such a reason.
If any one thinks there is a justifiable reason, then they may present themselves in front of my mate and tell him the reason. See if they can look him in the eyes and say he must wait and give their reason why.
See if they can look a dying child in the eyes and tell him or her they must wait and here is the reason why.
See if they can look into the eyes of my neighbor down the street whose mother is slowly fading away (who I regularly send out the energy of “hold on” – if that is her desire).
Freedom NOW.
All else, I do not consent to.
And I hope you all do the same. Power of the Collective Consciousness.
What a day today was. Let me begin by saying I removed the UFO sightings video as it turned out it was likely the ISS. I was disappointed for a few minutes until I realized how much I had, yet again, given away my power. I put my sense of self, my sense of magic and enjoyment and belief into something outside of Me. I promised myself over a year ago to cease being a UFO worshipper (ok, I use the term slut – I apologize if that offends – but it works for me). Simply because I made a mistake, doesn’t negate the numerous other experiences I have had. And it is bringing up my “I am fed up with waiting” experience of wanting to meet some of these Beings. It would be like if I drove by one of your homes off and on for years, I could see you, but you could not see me (just my vehicle of choice), and I don’t stop to say “hello”.
Rather rude, imho, especially if I saw/knew you wanted me to.
Others would not see it that way.
Perhaps this is more confirmation ~ for me ~ that we will NEVER collectively all be on the same “page” in terms of how we wish to BE/live/do. As I said at an online forum earlier: “What is irrelevant to one person is relevant to another.” Perhaps what is happening is the outer controls are disappearing, allowing us to FULLY BE who we really wish to be, have, experience.
Those controls being the matrix. And all of that. Of which we dealt with a lot of that earlier today. I won’t bore you with all of that as who wants to hear about calls to Comcast and doctor’s offices and to the chimney cleaning people who it turns out did not clean the top of our chimney – which is where most of the creosote builds up. All did work out to the best as it can in this 3d realm.
Obviously dealing with such systems that don’t resonate can be a challenge. And yet here I am…. So I sucked it up, dove in and dealt, all the while thinking what I would rather be experiencing because I know it is my Right. Our Right.
Freedom and healing. Anything that holds me back from that, well it is…..Done. Finished. Over and out. No more. You get the picture.
An issue that came up for healing was my desire to be right. Actually it is more that I don’t like being wrong. I don’t like being fooled. I don’t like looking foolish. That brings up a whole host of other issues with the big one being I deeply care what others think about me. I strive to present accurate information here. If I ever post something or share it that turns out to be false, I remove it or say as such. And I LOVE it when I see something exciting and want to share it. And the other issue ~ the desire to be seen. Validated. I have a desire to be and feel important to the world after feeling so insignificant for so very long. (excuse me while I choke on those massive red pills of inner truth ~ and hand me the tissue while I bawl my little girl eyes out) I know it’s all an illusion, these feelings, nothing more than stories, none of them really being Who I Am. But they are there nonetheless for more purging. Or perhaps simply analysis….and loving observation.
More on the issues. I feel disappointment it when I feel I am seeing something in one way only to discover it is not as it appears. Disappointment sucks. I am easily triggered in this area lately. The path of awakening and remembering is full of disappointment and I am weary. Digging further, there is more to the story that goes something like this: “I am tired. I am tired of waiting. I know what I want and I want. it. NOW.”
And going further, pushing through the weariness, I hear “release”. Release the attachment to the stories. Release the attachment to the purging. Perhaps try a new approach. Stop creating further, perhaps even new emotional experiences with the stories. In other words: stop digging where I have already dug before. Claim it all dug up. NOW.
I also hear to allow it all without judgment.
Can I do both? Claim this issue is healed while allowing it to still be if it comes up? Do I have control over whether “it” comes up again?
I overthink at times. Anyone notice that?
Back to waiting…….for x y z to manifest…
I know – I remember – NOW truly is NOW outside of this realm – not some “future” moment of NOW. So I feel I am at an impasse with this one issue of waiting. It is simply not a part of Authentic Me that is told no. That is told I must wait.
Why must we engage in this waiting game?
Obviously I have had to do just that and overall I have done ok ~ not great by any means, but ok. How do I be at peace with the waiting?
Acceptance. Acceptance of how it is. We are still in the realm of that construct known as time. And until the energies of that matrix program crumble, it is as it is.
Makes for good practice now to consider Instant Manifestation, which is something perhaps I could be doing instead of griping about waiting. BE outside of the matrix paradigm. Now.
SEE and FEEL that there IS no program.
Practice being as though in this Now moment I create what I want instantly. It is one thing to just sit in the space of impatience.
It is a whole other thing to feel, to remember, the experience of Instant Manifestation. It requires full attention. Full awareness of the Now. Discipline. Focus.
And trust in Self.
And to trust in Self means to Know Self and to Know Self begins with Loving Self.
And when I love Self I remember all of this stuff outside of me that I find annoying to painful to downright horrifying need not take one ounce of my Power.
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Victoria
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Thank you so much to Laura for pointing out that the tone on the live meteor capture is the C# ~ 432hz. Here is what she had to share with me:
Saw today that the “whatever is coming in now” on the live meteors capture has a similar “tone”…. it’s an exact C#! … Check it out – Yep! it is 432hz !!! (at 440hz tuning it would be between C and C#) This I found out IS INDEED the Sacred OM tone C# at 432hz! The Earth Tone!”
I am so grateful for her find ~ and humbled too. As a lifelong piano player I didn’t stop to think about the tone. I knew it was a craft of some sort and was focused on that.
And now I know. It wasn’t just a craft. There was/is more to the story.
“They” are sending us the tone our bodies and Souls need. Perhaps prepping us for New Earth frequencies. I have been there enough times in my astral state to know the “feel” is different than it is in this realm. The best way I can describe it is Home ~ for every part of my Being.
Amazed and blown away! Still needing to let this one seep into my heartspace.
Something to make ya go “hmmm.” Well, at least me. Seems I NEVER stop questioning…
Recently, as I was relaxing my mind to go to sleep, I began the usual visual exercise of going down a flight of stairs, counting backwards. It’s something we have all done, whether we have been in the presence of a hypnotist, psychologist, shaman or other healer or even an anesthesiologist prior to surgery. As I engaged in this, I suddenly stopped and something within me asked: “Why do you count backwards? Why do you go down the stairs?”
Who taught healers and counselors and the like to use this method?
Hmm, I thought. I had never given this a thought. I then heard: “Consider counting up. Consider climbing up stairs. You want to raise your frequency to truly go within.”
Is it possible that counting backwards lowers our frequency? We are used to this method, used to the state of relaxation is creates, and yet how truly relaxed does this make us? Are we being (unintentionally) fooled? Limited? Is this another matrix program?
What came next surprised me. I am paraphrasing it as it came quickly and was mostly feeling:
“You know when you watch these meditations and you often feel in your body that there are compromised messages at times? You sense the person’s highest self struggle to speak as though there is some sort of intrusion? You will experience a purer message if you count up and visualize yourself climbing upwards. Try it.”
I have indeed watched numerous videos and have actually seen and strongly sensed a struggle. I am left feeling “this person is being compromised”.
Why is it we have been trained (convinced?) to believe that in order to relax we must count backwards and visualize us going down steps? When I am honest with myself, I will admit this has often bothered me. I recall recently the first visit with my Shaman and she had me visualize going down stairs. As I began doing this, I suddenly wanted to stop the experience and try another method. Instead, I just breathed deeply instead of following the rest of the visualization.
Try it.
I will.
Let me know if you do too. And please share your experience.
Hola, greetings, hello and how are ya’s to all of you~
Let’s dive right in!
The one big experience that is not lessening is the absolute need for silence. I almost feel autistic these days. Too many distractions and I scream inside.
The ability to multi-task is pretty much gone. This was very prevalent at the store today, while I was in line to pay for the food, a couple I know walked up to the same check-out line. Apparently I first appeared to look confused. When people are out of context, it takes me a moment to remember who they are. I never had that experience until about a year ago and today it is quite strong. They are local organic farmers and normally they deliver my produce so seeing her without a bag of greens and other yum’s perplexed me for a moment. As we spoke, I was being asked to submit my payment.
I tried to talk with her and swipe my card.
I. Could. Not. Do. It.
Speaking was more fun so I made that my focus. But I swear I looked at that damn bank 3d piece of equipment and did not know what to do with it.
Obviously since we still are told we have to pay for our food, I had to excuse myself from the convo so I could finish my business.
3D stuff me just no wanna do no more.
I am ready for what I have seen and felt since I was a bright-eyed idealist at 26 years of age: a community, a system of pure freedom that included NO MONEY. Everything is free – which is really what freedom is. FREE FREE FREE ~ all aspects of Being. Living. Doing. And those who resonate with this have the right consciousness frequencies where we no longer think to power over another by charging them for what we have to give and wish to share. At the time I had no one to talk with about what I was seeing and feeling. Today, not only are there others but we are creating it together, regardless of our physical location.
I was very free-floating today. Forgetful. Oh wow am I forgetful. I have been saying for 3 days I will water our Ficus Plant. Still not watered so as my mate just asked “has the ficus been watered yet?” Uh, no. It isn’t that I don’t want to. It is seriously due to the fact that if I don’t “do” something at the moment it is thought of, it leaves my mind. Truly being all but forced to live in the NOW. I am ready. Just need others to realize that while they are in their NOW space, I am too.
For a time my body ached and I didn’t know whether I wanted to laugh or go take a nap. Exhaustion hit me hard about an hour after I woke up. Last night, after 2 hours of sleep, I woke up – wide awake. What’s interesting is prior to going to bed, I was suddenly wide awake, chatting away. I had no audience as my mate and child were already in sleep mode, so I lay there thinking “who am I going to talk to?” I almost felt what I could describe as panic. The need to DO – something. An intense need. I tuned in and heard “breathe deeply – you need to rest your body”. I questioned that. My body was not telling me I needed to rest. But I listened and did just 2 deep breaths and upon doing that, the sleep energy came over me HUGELY. And I was out.
Kinda like a baby. Go go go wide awake CRASH.
We are much like babies these days, aren’t we? Lots of growth. Change. Adjusting. Intense need for sleep and rest and quiet.
And moments to just stare at a pretty shiny object when all of that “stuff out there” gets to be too much.
We got this!
Much love,
Victoria
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Thank you to all of your awesome support. Your words of wisdom you share. Your stories. Your struggles. Your music. Artwork. I love you all.
Wow! Check out this interesting read. I have not seen anything like it since I began following this. What does it mean? What does it indicate? I will say this: today I have felt just downright WEIRD. I began feeling it early afternoon. And the feeling has intensified. I am unbelievably clumsy (Higher Self saying SLOW DOWN AND BE GIRL) and very wonky. A very strong desire to be in the NOW. And how important this is ~ this “now” stuff ~ as our ability to manifest is in a quickening so being Mindful of our thoughts and keeping them in the NOW is almost a requirement I feel, at least for myself, that I am being drawn into.
And a new experience ~ a long term memory from childhood that normally I should remember ~ that I KNOW I once did ~ is gone. It’s as though parts of me today feel they are fading away. Having a discussion with my mate at dinner, we spoke of this and both feel “things” are speeding up and are merging back together ~ all of who we are/are’s…..and this will continue until it all STOPS. Time will stop. That construct/program will just cease to exist. I have seen, felt and heard this sensation in my body and mind all year. Ok, sharing now as I don’t know what else to say and I swear my mind just went blank and I kinda don’t know what else to say. lol Anyway ~ check it out!!
About 2 hours ago me and my family were suddenly hit with a combo of giddiness and the sleeps. My body also ached, in particular the bones and joints. About 15 minutes into it, I began to giggle, for no reason. After tucking my little one in bed, I was suddenly ravishingly hungry. I walked into the living room and my mate said “are you hungry? I’m starving!”
So at my suggestion of an egg, fried potato and cheese fried wrap he eagerly agreed that would be the perfect food at that moment. I may have made this exact recipe half a dozen times throughout my life so not that this is a typical meal. But it was one I needed at that moment. Threw in some fresh pineapple, bananas and grapes (separately of course) and I was good to go!
Was it another energy DNA busting-open wave? HAARP/chemtrail crap?
I am focused on it being an upgrade given my experience ~ that ascension flu stuff. And given I felt – and still feel – rather blissful, I am focused on the positive love wave. I did receive a “feel” from that upper left space in back of my head area that the full abilities come online once we are out of this realm.
I was in a very low funk last night, questioning all of “this”. Have I just fallen for another matrix program? Have the visions and dreams I have had been just a ploy to get me into another control system? Is it best for me to just let it all go and focus solely on this 3D realm? As I drifted off to sleep I said what I wanted at this moment was to feel the magic of Life again. Then I felt myself wanting to live someplace warmer.
Upon having these pre-sleep feelings, I went on to have a very vivid dream where I teleported myself to Australia. There’s a warm place where I may find some magic, right? I suddenly appeared on this grassy knoll by a lake. There was a group of people sitting on blankets ~ none surprised to see me suddenly pop in. They all smiled at me. I asked where I was. “Australia,” a few of them said. WOW, I thought. I teleported myself all the way to Australia. I asked on which coast line and they said “eastern”.
I glanced around and saw a small village of these cob-like homes and thought how quaint and peaceful it was. The next scene I was renting a two-seater bike for my mate and I (who apparently had joined me) and we took off on a bike ride to explore the coastline.
Two out of three of my most-desired abilities – flying and teleporting – I have dreamed of doing just that the past few weeks. Instant manifestation being #3.
In other news, we have another “journalist” being fired for more of that dark crap. Likely just a “fall” person while the most guilty remain behind closed doors. Those doors are being opened though. There is no more running and hiding.
Now if you will excuse me, I must put heat and massage on my body. And zzzzzzzzzz. Peaceful blessings. [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart” wrap=”i”]
Victoria
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Thank you so very much for supporting my vision and my work.
I hope one day soon to meet some of you, shake your hand and let you see into my eyes and through to my heart how deeply grateful I am for what you are doing. I intend one day soon to be able to say, to you, “thank you”. Maybe cook you a meal too. We know the work you are doing and we thank you for it. The Liberation of Gaia and All of Her Life is in progress…
I was a bit surprised yesterday to see the Schumann and not feel the bliss I normally do. It’s like I had to search for it. The spiking continued into today and I have felt anything but bliss today. On top of being absolutely exhausted, I am feeling anger, impatience, frustration. In my “leave me the frig alone” space. Today if I could have teleported my body to a beach in Brazil I would have.
I belong to a few private groups and one, which is quite popular, pulled the censorship card today by banning a topic altogether. This is a group that seeks the truth and so far, a plethora of topics have been discussed. If I see one I’m interested in, I join in. If not, I scroll on past. Simple enough, right? It triggered me. Aren’t we after Truth? Aren’t we fed the fuck up with not being Free? What came out of me was NO ONE TELLS ME WHAT I CAN OR CANNOT SAY. No one.
Not a cool move and I for one will not be following it. If I get removed, so be it. What’s as surprising are the number of people who support the decision. I have noticed something kind of creepy about people who hit it big on the internet ~ they tend to create a cult-like group of followers who blindly obey whatever the master decides. I am witnessing this first hand.
People are people. No one is above another. I used to want to be big like Prescott or Walling. Not any more. I do not want the experience of anyone looking to ME to have their answers nor do I want anyone blindly agreeing with me. And I also don’t want anyone willing to allow me to put myself up on a pedestal and proclaim “You will do as I say”. If I do, tell me to eat some humble pie (w/the flaky crust ~ goes down easier for me).
On to another experience ~ the ongoing revealing of the human trafficking, especially the children. This has to be the biggest, most awful, most difficult red pill to swallow. One tiny bit at a time. The pandora’s box was opened and I can feel some of that filth, that heavy slimy energy. I can feel some of the rage these beautiful people are being allowed to fully feel now that some of them are being freed. And it also brings up the experiences I have had when I have been abused by others claiming the “power over” behavior.
There are no words. All I can think, over and over, is “they’re children. They’re our babies. We are supposed to be PROTECTING them.” I don’t get it. I don’t want to get it. I never will get it. As my mate and I did a release tonight together to end this practice now, I about passed out from the intensity that came through and out of me. You know the saying. If looks could kill. Yeah…
For now, I wish for some UNINTERRUPTED time ~ just me. No other voices. No demands. No one asking me questions or saying I need to do this or that. My inner ME still has quite a bit of things she wishes to say to me. And given after many years of attempting to train myself to be fully in alignment with Who I Am ~ even when around other people ~ when I get to that space of quiet, all it takes is one word or noise to pull me out.
Someone once said to me “No one lives in a bubble.”
Today, with all that is going on “out there”, that sounds quite pleasant.
