Category: Daily Notes

After reading last night where lightworker’s are getting “distracted” (attacked), and after what happened today to myself and my child, I am seeing that it is not being fearful to be aware of such experiences.  While I continue to do energy work around “not in my reality/not in my world”, protecting myself before going out, I am seeing it is still necessary to stay alert and LISTEN to inner voice when it says “stay home” while still in this lower paradigm of lower parasitic idiots roaming around (for now).

I did not listen today.  I wanted to get out of the house.  Wanted to take my girl and go out in nature.  Do some meditations and just enjoy the scenery.  Of interest, on the way there, I had a sudden bout of stomach upset that forced me to turn around and go home.  It got better immediately so we went back out again.  Same thing happened.  I ignored it and kept going.

Sometimes the signals of the body are an alert to PAY ATTENTION.

So we head to a local walking/hiking/biking area.  We walk a ways, cross another road and head up another path.  As soon as we get to the top, my girl freezes and says “mom let’s go NOW”.  I look down the path and there’s a large dog – great dane.  Off leash.  No owner in sight.  It is staring us down.  No, I said to myself and outloud.  Great Dane’s are docile and gentle.  I call out for the owner and hear/see nothing.

I could feel the dog was trying to figure out what to do.  As I was sending it peace but also a sense of “I can be here too” it decided to run after us.

“RUN!” I told my girl who was already ahead of me running.  She clears it back across the street and is safe.  The dog is still chasing after me.  I’m running, yelling for the owner (and saying all sorts of beautiful words to accompany my yells), waving my water bottle at the dog.  I get to the end of the path – there are cars – I cannot cross just yet.  I turn around – the dog is still coming my way – slowly – barking – and I wave my bottle, yell at the dog.  I turn back around and see the cars have stopped – obviously seeing my predicament.  So I wave “thank you!” and jet on across the street.

It is at this time the owner calls for his dog.

My heart is pounding.  I am comforting my child.

I pull out my cell phone, yell at the owner who has casually decided to appear to stay put – I am calling the police.  He holds up his leash as if to show me “see I am leashing my dog” to which I yell “too late!  That dog is aggressive and should be on a leash at all times when in public!  I have a small child and she is traumatized because of your dog and I am too!”

The guy refused to comply with my wishes – which of course did not surprise me.  Irresponsible little coward.  No words from him either.  No apologies.  He just kept walking.  My call was answered – the guy had disappeared.  I reported it anyway and of course expected no results as I didn’t get a picture.  My phone is old and I have to go through 5 steps just to take a picture.  Given my hands were trembling strongly it is a miracle I was able to dial the police line.  And as I said to the woman on the phone who asked why I didn’t take a picture:  “getting myself and my child to safety across the street was my priority!”

Duh.

We then head to a park – a safe park – children only.  We see one of the neighbor children who ends up hitting my girl in the stomach.  I was like that’s ENOUGH!  No playing with her.  The dad handled it – sort of.  The child was allowed to stay and play and there was no apology.  I would have handled it differently.

I have had it with dark energies.  I have had it with bullies.  I have had it with this entire lower bullshit of this realm.  It cannot crash soon enough for me.  I am ready to feel SAFE when I take my child out.

For now, given what I have read, if you’re Light – if you are peaceful and trusting that is – of which both my girl and I are – you may be a target right now.  I am not feeding that crap by letting myself believe it as my reality – but I am also not going to be in denial that there is still floating shit around looking to create a little fear.

And I will be listening to my body and inner voice when it says STAY HOME.  Not out of fear – but out of higher reasoning.

As I comforted my girl I told her new realm will not have these experiences.  They are not welcome in our reality.  People of higher vibrational thinking and behaving do not allow their dogs to behave in such a manner.

Until we shift on outta this realm, I just don’t want to be around the masses.  Certainly not during these high energy times.  And as much as I do not want to say this, I can not only sense when something is “off” about an adult or an animal, I can also sense it in children.  Purity does not know age I have come to accept.

Be alert.  Be grounded.  Be in your truth.  The ride continues…

Victoria

I believe I shared awhile back how I had an experience at the kitchen table, where a buzz of energy starting at my spine traveled up my back, into the back of my neck, head and then out the top of my head.  I then felt this energy literally pulling me up and felt buzzing light wonderful all over.  I then heard/felt “this is how it happens.”

I believe I may have also shared a friend of mine’s wife had the same experience on the same day (I believe it was on the same day – certainly it was the same week).

Well these things often happen in 3’s for me.  I was looking through another blog earlier this evening and saw a comment from one of the owners of the site who said the following:  “But for the first time, last night one of us (me!) finally felt what it’s going to be like: it’s a PULLING UP, with major tingles.”

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So there ya go.  Three of us that I know of have had this same experience.

I love it when things line up like this!  I no longer need validation but it sure is nice to experience at times like this.  Perhaps that is why I continue to feel “buckle up” cause we’re going for a “ride” of the bestest kind.  [wp-svg-icons icon=”heart” wrap=”i”]

I have to pause and ponder though ~ what is this “it’s” experience.  Is it as some have said – the “event” occurs and we all literally rise up.  Is it what we experience when we traverse the space into the higher frequency dimension?  A mix of both?  Something else altogether?

I will chill with this one ~ let it swirl around and command an answer be forthcoming when all aligns for the answer.

In the middle of paying a bill to the debt criminals when I decided writing this was more important.

I awoke this morning with the strong urge to gather as many of us together energetically with the focus of putting an end to this matrix for good.  I read article after article, comment after comment of beautiful people waiting for this “end” this “shift” as though we have no control over it.

Nonsense!

WE ARE THE CREATOR!

We are the Creator’s!

Reality is more malleable than it has been in a very long time so come on. Join in with me!

Let us make this shift together now.  Let us call forth an end to the matrix grid energies now.  This is OUR reality.  OUR experience.  OUR realm.

THIS IS OUR LIFE!

What do we want?  Do we want to continue on with the way things are going – with this shift seemingly to take far too long for us?  Or do we want to LET GO NOW and intend the end to this control NOW.

I opt for NOW.

And I hope you will join me in this.  This is not just some piece I write up and move on to something else.  This feels like a MISSION.  A mission to be created NOW.  Not some day down the road.

If you are with me, let me know as I am going to be holding myself and all accountable with our words ~ which must be impeccable at this point.  Not to sound like a dictator.  We have had enough of that.  I am saying do not agree to something – do not agree to this unless it resonates deeply within your heart.

This doesn’t need to be complicated.  Just setting some times throughout the day for a few moments – pause – and say the words and feeeeel the impact of them.  Something like “All energies of control are removed NOW.”  or “The matrix grid as we understand it is OVER NOW.”  Or “I bring down the matrix grid NOW!”  Or “I am FREE NOW!”  Then visualize and feel your life being completely free – in paradise.  Please offer suggestions too.  This is not about my ego so I have NO attachment to how this is done and am COMPLETELY open to hearing your suggestions.

And I am just one person.  One powerful person of course – just as you all are.  Together we can bring down the matrix with our thoughts alone. Months ago I heard “we can bring this down in a nanosecond together”.

So then let’s stop talking about it and DO IT already!

Who is with me?

V.

~please share this with everyone on your social media pages and encourage them to share as well.  i want to make this global and i want to see it started/created asap.  

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On my walk this afternoon, I decided to stop in and see my tree.  Like yesterday, I had this feeling there was no need to walk over to her.  It wasn’t as though she was saying “go away” – but today, the experience was one of I no longer needed to receive messages or validation from her. I have “graduated” from that need.  The only Being – human or otherwise – that I need to seek guidance from is Me.

Interesting too as I am listening to the last few minutes of the Cosmic Awakening Show with Michelle Walling and her friend Sonya and they are speaking as to this phenomena.  After this last shift in late August (eclipse), we no longer need to search outside of ourselves for answers. Not that we no longer need one another.  It is now that we can find what we need for ourselves within.  Tune into that and follow what flows.

I blew my tree a kiss, gave her thanks and went on my way.

And so it is.

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Victoria

What the hell is going on?

What reality am I in?

Do I have ANY control in this experience?

People are incommunicado.

Feeling a huge disconnect from it all.

In a lot of back pain.

Homes that had sold in our area are now back on the market again suddenly.

Feels like another timeline was reinserted.

NO THANK YOU.

I do not consent.

I command to be out of this reality.

I command the veil drops now.  NOW.

I feel it.  I see it.  I experience it.

And SO IT IS.

And so it is.

That’s about the best description I can call today.  Interesting.  I am seeing how I can completely alter my reality by just changing my focus and inner dialogue.

I do sense great change “out there”.  A friend of mine has been saying to watch for system changes with the banks, stores, corporations and the like.  Glitches and the like.  I believe it!  Yesterday I placed a phone call to one such bank to clear up an issue and wow – for some reason – the csr says he could not get me to an associate.  I waited for over 10 minutes and was willing to wait longer.  He was very embarrassed, said this doesn’t normally happen, but I would have to call back (which I did not consent to doing, btw).

My mate went to the store today – a big ‘ole corporate owned store.  The items he picked out, well he ended up getting them for free.  Why? Apparently there was a HUGE system “change” leaving the clerks scrambling to figure it out.  Stuff was coming up in Spanish, not ringing up correctly.  This particular clerk was so frustrated she handed the items to my mate and said “forget it – they’re free.”

Ok then that’s how things are supposed to be!

Is it the energiezzzzzz?  System changes already put in place, now coming online?  Both?

There is just a feeling of wonkiness in the air and certainly agitation collectively since the events in Las Vegas Sunday evening.  Trying not to get caught up in that drama – but the seeker of truth in me already knows the whole story is not being told.  I already listened to one video that clearly shows the sounds of two vastly different weapons being fired. Certainly there was more than one “shooter” and everything in me says this was staged (or allowed) to lower the energies, instill more fear and god knows what else is up these lying thieves sleeves.  Was the accused shooter a mind control individual?  Did he do this willingly?  Did he really even pull the trigger?  Who knows.  Questions, questions, questions ~ it is easy to get lost in them.  I’m too tired to dive much into this one.  I just know capturing the truth in these tragedies is akin to holding water in the hand.  No one “wins”.

What can people like you and I do?  Keep the vibe high…  Send out thoughts of peace and healing to all…

After such events, if you speak your thoughts and views on what you feel to be true, some will support what you say, others won’t.  Emotions run high at times like this and the energies of division come in strongly – again – which is exactly what the controllers want.

I will leave this with what I got from my sacred tree today.  I didn’t go up to her.  I didn’t feel the need.  I stood at the end of the gravel road, acknowledged her with my heart on my hand until I felt the connection with her.  We are all One.  And yet we are all each on our Individual Journey’s.  Specks of amazing Source Truth within each of us, experiencing life in these physical forms, gathering experiences and perceptions that shape Who We Are and Who We Are to continue to become.

And that’s ok.  As Tom Petty (et al) sang (had to include him in this one – may he continue to create beautiful music):  “Well it’s all right.  Remember to live and let live.  Well it’s all right.  The best you can do is forgive. …  Well it’s all right.  Even if the sun don’t shine.  Well it’s all right.  We’re going to the end of the line.”

Thought I would write while in the middle of an energy/schumann moment.

Currently couchin’ it.  Blissful, calm state today.

At the moment:  i do not wish to hear any voices.  no noise.  no other people’s energies – big or small.  mate and child are whispering making me want to scream on outta here into a true quiet zone.

Inside the cells are vibrating like mad.

Throat and voice are scratchy.  Things feel inflamed.

Chest/heart energies feeling quite heavy.  Feel like I am a tightly wound coil.  Will be stretching after I get the child bathed, snacked and in bed. Which by the way did I mention both of them are talking?  Whispers even. Don’t know what is more annoying when I want quiet – regular tones or whisper tones.

I came home from an after dinner talk with my girl and suddenly needed to sleep.  As in right here right now it’s coming and not gonna stop.  I crawled onto the couch, put some warm buddies on my body and zonked out.  Forty-five or so minutes later I am awake again, typing these words, feeling like a zombie.  With a very tense body that is screaming to be massaged.

Hands trembling.  Vibes on-going.  I love it.  I am doing well with these zappings.  That is until I suddenly need to sleep in absolute quiet.

Did I mention I need quiet??!!

During these high-energy moments (of which this is the new norm and will only continue in duration) this parent needs a volunteer babysitter.  A volunteer massage therapist.  And a volunteer cook.

Any volunteers?  lol